Intro from Carla

[Guest guest]

Hello Everyone,

 

What a great group! I have been searching for two years for

explanations and I finally found it. I have questions, but I think I

should introduce myself first.

 

I was in an abusive relationship for 10 years, I finally left two

years ago. A few months before I left I was told by an intuitive that

my kundalini was awakening. I looked into it and discovered that I

would have more energy. " That's nice " I thought. I also mentioned it

to a friend and she said " Oh yes, I experienced that awakening when I

was your age " And then she changed the subject. So I thought, " I guess

it's not a big deal " I eventually discovered that her ego was so out

of control that she made things up to appear wiser then everyone else

(she's a psychologist). So I forgot about this Kundalini stuff and

carried on with what would be two years of intensive healing.

 

Upon leaving my husband I moved in with a friend, Patrick, and within

two weeks he was channelling our guides. My 6th century Druid has

helped me tremendously, and guided Patrick through countless healings

of my body (though he is an equipment operator by trade). My Druid

also helped me understand who my ex-husband really was " the man that

wears the mask. " In a previous life I did not leave the abuse and he

killed me. So I had to learn the lesson that I can leave abuse, to

value myself. He also killed me in another lifetime. I'm glad I got it

right his time!!

 

He still tries to dish out the abuse, but I moved to another province

and I have a restraining order on him.

 

Our guides also helped me understand that Patrick and I were supposed

to be together. That we have shared many lives together. I put him

through difficult times as I was not emotionally stable. But he never

wavered and I started to trust him.

 

Anyways... my healings would be extreme. I now understand why. I

posted a question to a bowen therapy group a year ago, and I was told

I was imagining everything. I was hurt (ego) and I think that is why I

hesitated on introducing myself to all of you. Though my conscious

mind knew it was needless.

 

Patrick and I took Bowen therapy courses, Reiki courses, and now I am

taking Body Talk. Two weeks ago my instructor did a powerful session

on me in front of the class, and he told me that it was experiencing

the Kundalini. He told me to go to Chism's website - what a great

help, For I was starting to feel like a closet freak.

 

A few days after I had the strange experience of reading a strangers

thoughts. But it only happened once. I am not doing as much work on

myself as I should. Mediations are sporadic and I have not returned to

yoga (the teacher said I had nerve problems and should see a

nutritionist). It looked liked seizures when I was in savasana. I

tried to focus on my breathing once, but that suppressed the release

and the " pain " hovered over my body. Not that breathing is a bad

thing, but I must of done something wrong, Trying to not upset the

teacher or something goofy.

 

Despite not knowing why my body was doing this, I knew it was healing

and that going to a doctor was not the answer. I did yoga at home for

the first year because I would cry so much, and I didn't want to

suppress it.

 

I also had a problem with entities in my body, as I gave up on life

and did not care if I lived. But I kicked them out once I was

stronger. Leaving the victim state was also an interesting process.

 

My life has changed so much, I am thankful - though I resisted it in

the beginning. Resistance just brought me physical pain. Pain is a

very strong guidance system I am thankful for the guidance when I

am not in pain, but I don't feel so thankful when I am in pain, hah

hah.

 

Thanks everyone! Though it's a commitment to keep up with the emails

you have all been helpful.

 

Carla

 

 

 

 

 

" Going to a junkyard is a sobering experience. There you can see the

ultimate destination of almost everything we desire. " Roger von Oech

[Guest guest]

Well Carla, What the story you have , glad you found us, as this is a warm and trustworthy group of beautiful souls.You sound like a very strong person to me who has found their way through difficult times and on to the path of light.Blessings and welcomeelektra x x x

[Guest guest]

Hello Carla

Thanks for jumping in and introducing yourself. I was making a lot of splashing noises in here. Nice to see someone throwing caution to the wind.

Love and much blessings

2008/12/3 Carla & Patrick bowenhealth

 

 

 

 

 

Carla " Going to a junkyard is a sobering experience. There you can see theultimate destination of almost everything we desire. " Roger von Oech -- Tiffany JonesPatheya

[Guest guest]

Welcome Carla!Sarita , "Carla & Patrick" <bowenhealth wrote:>> Hello Everyone,> > What a great group! I have been searching for two years for> explanations and I finally found it. I have questions, but I think I> should introduce myself first.>

[Guest guest]

greetings Carla!

Namaste

craig

[Guest guest]

Hi Carla,

 

welcome and hopefully you will find this a safe place where you can

be yourself and be accepted for that..

 

blessings

Bruce

[Guest guest]

Nice to meet you Carla! You have learned some very important lessons!

Good going and welcome to you. - Blessings to your Body Talk

instructor as well! LOL! - chrism

[Guest guest]

Thank you for the warm welcomes. I look forward to the journeys we

will travel together.

Carla

 

2008/12/2 Elektra Fire <elektra.fire:

> Well Carla, What the story you have , glad you found us, as this is a warm

> and trustworthy group of beautiful souls.

> You sound like a very strong person to me who has found their way through

> difficult times and on to the path of light.

> Blessings and welcome

> elektra x x x

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