Guest guest Posted December 4, 2008 Report Share Posted December 4, 2008 Somebody suggested that I was a 'top-down' awakener to the kundalini. Honestly, I have fought the term kundalini for a long time, afraid of the strange stories of abandonment and s#xuality and afraid of the mystery surrounding it all. I took what happened to me to be a revelation, at first. I was spoken to, by god, as far as I could explain. Then, as time went on, I realised I'd been through a spiritual awakening. And just a couple of months ago I started to put all the snake references together (they have been stronger and stronger until recently), and I realised that many of my symptoms are expressed in these pages. It doesn't matter what we call it - and I'm happy to have broken my fear to the word kundalini and have met so many touched people. I read your stories - and the thing that made everything very different for me, and made me strong (when I could have been devastated) - was, from almost the first moment, I knew what was happening to me was from GOD - or what ever it is. When first it crashed upon me, it was All. All is the word I could use, it was all. So, I never suffered from doubt. Also, I had, and have, extreme body sensitivity - so I could identify what is from the earth (manifested from this plane) and what was energy based. I guess what I wanted to say was - have faith. Be sure you are not crazy. Trust yourself. The more you trust that inner voice, the more you invite the spirit. Do you really think you can out run her? Instead, turn to embrace her. Give yourself up to the energy. Take away to supports. Take away the 'if I do this for you, then you do this for me' mentality. It just doesn't work like that. I feel so much for your suffering. I really don' t know if I can keep reading the stories, or be apart of the list for much longer. It breaks my heart to feel you struggling. Even the ones who say nothing, but suffer. Who don't trust themselves. Who are afraid of being mad. Who think they are anonymous. You are not. I can feel you. And your silence makes me weep. You can't imagine how lucky you are, to be apart of a group of people. Don't fool yourself that this group are all 'mad' - and you are saving yourself by not responding. Nothing could be further than the truth. This group, and ones like it, are perhaps the one thing that can help you move from your agony of indecision into real and active oneness. More than that, there is not. Last night I suffered under her inquisition. Her energy searing through my body - and I felt her tentacles touching and penatrating different energy centers - and after reading so many of your stories, with your help - i realised suddenly - without a doubt, that she was cleaning the debris from me. The build up of negativity and darkness. So, with your help, and my own lectures to myself (always know what I write, I write, actually, to myself, as a reminder of my lessons), I allowed her touch with the least resistance to date. I can not say that my body was fully relaxed, but it was as soft as I've been able to consciously master before. And today i feel strong. I feel her power. I feel the transformation being active again. Thank you for that. I could not have done that alone. Much love to you all - especially you silent ones.-- Tiffany JonesPatheya Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2009 Report Share Posted June 29, 2009 Hey! Good to see you all here and read your messages. Just to let you know I'm lurking around again. Hugs all round. , " Tiffany Jones " <Tiffany wrote: > > Somebody suggested that I was a 'top-down' awakener to the kundalini. > > Honestly, I have fought the term kundalini for a long time, afraid of the > strange stories of abandonment and s#xuality and afraid of the mystery > surrounding it all. I took what happened to me to be a revelation, at first. > I was spoken to, by god, as far as I could explain. Then, as time went on, > I realised I'd been through a spiritual awakening. And just a couple of > months ago I started to put all the snake references together (they have > been stronger and stronger until recently), and I realised that many of my > symptoms are expressed in these pages. It doesn't matter what we call it - > and I'm happy to have broken my fear to the word kundalini and have met so > many touched people. > > I read your stories - and the thing that made everything very different for > me, and made me strong (when I could have been devastated) - was, from > almost the first moment, I knew what was happening to me was from GOD - or > what ever it is. When first it crashed upon me, it was All. All is the word > I could use, it was all. So, I never suffered from doubt. Also, I had, and > have, extreme body sensitivity - so I could identify what is from the earth > (manifested from this plane) and what was energy based. > > I guess what I wanted to say was - have faith. Be sure you are not crazy. > Trust yourself. The more you trust that inner voice, the more you invite the > spirit. > > Do you really think you can out run her? Instead, turn to embrace her. Give > yourself up to the energy. Take away to supports. Take away the 'if I do > this for you, then you do this for me' mentality. It just doesn't work like > that. > > I feel so much for your suffering. I really don' t know if I can keep > reading the stories, or be apart of the list for much longer. It breaks my > heart to feel you struggling. Even the ones who say nothing, but suffer. Who > don't trust themselves. Who are afraid of being mad. Who think they are > anonymous. You are not. I can feel you. And your silence makes me weep. > > You can't imagine how lucky you are, to be apart of a group of people. Don't > fool yourself that this group are all 'mad' - and you are saving yourself by > not responding. Nothing could be further than the truth. This group, and > ones like it, are perhaps the one thing that can help you move from your > agony of indecision into real and active oneness. More than that, there is > not. > > Last night I suffered under her inquisition. Her energy searing through my > body - and I felt her tentacles touching and penatrating different energy > centers - and after reading so many of your stories, with your help - i > realised suddenly - without a doubt, that she was cleaning the debris from > me. The build up of negativity and darkness. So, with your help, and my own > lectures to myself (always know what I write, I write, actually, to myself, > as a reminder of my lessons), I allowed her touch with the least resistance > to date. I can not say that my body was fully relaxed, but it was as soft as > I've been able to consciously master before. And today i feel strong. I feel > her power. I feel the transformation being active again. > > Thank you for that. I could not have done that alone. > > Much love to you all - especially you silent ones. > > -- > Tiffany Jones > Patheya > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2009 Report Share Posted June 29, 2009 Hi Tiffany, Hi Tiffany, And what is new with you these days! Anna Hey! Good to see you all here and read your messages. Just to let you know I'm lurking around again. Hugs all round. , " Tiffany Jones " <Tiffany wrote- > and I'm happy to have broken my fear to the word kundalini and have met so > many touched people. > > I read your stories - and the thing that made everything very different for > me, and made me strong (when I could have been devastated) - was, from > almost the first moment, I knew what was happening to me was from GOD - > I guess what I wanted to say was - have faith. Be sure you are not crazy. > Trust yourself. The more you trust that inner voice, the more you invite the > spirit. > -- > Tiffany Jones > Patheya _______________ Lauren found her dream laptop. Find the PC that’s right for you. http://www.microsoft.com/windows/choosepc/?ocid=ftp_val_wl_290 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2009 Report Share Posted June 29, 2009 , zinnia print <zinniaprint wrote: Hello Anna! I've settled down in a new town with new students and thought I'd pop in and see you all. I was reading through some posts and of course, what can change? Its the same progress we all go through. How are you? > > Hi Tiffany, > Hi Tiffany, > And what is new with you these days! > Anna > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2009 Report Share Posted June 29, 2009 Hehe now that there's another Tiffany, I am going to sign my name as Tiffany S, so as not to confuse anyone!!! =) Hi other Tiffany. -Tiffany S. , " Tiffany " <Tiffany wrote: > > Hey! > > Good to see you all here and read your messages. Just to let you know I'm lurking around again. Hugs all round. > > > , " Tiffany Jones " <Tiffany@> wrote: > > > > Somebody suggested that I was a 'top-down' awakener to the kundalini. > > > > Honestly, I have fought the term kundalini for a long time, afraid of the > > strange stories of abandonment and s#xuality and afraid of the mystery > > surrounding it all. I took what happened to me to be a revelation, at first. > > I was spoken to, by god, as far as I could explain. Then, as time went on, > > I realised I'd been through a spiritual awakening. And just a couple of > > months ago I started to put all the snake references together (they have > > been stronger and stronger until recently), and I realised that many of my > > symptoms are expressed in these pages. It doesn't matter what we call it - > > and I'm happy to have broken my fear to the word kundalini and have met so > > many touched people. > > > > I read your stories - and the thing that made everything very different for > > me, and made me strong (when I could have been devastated) - was, from > > almost the first moment, I knew what was happening to me was from GOD - or > > what ever it is. When first it crashed upon me, it was All. All is the word > > I could use, it was all. So, I never suffered from doubt. Also, I had, and > > have, extreme body sensitivity - so I could identify what is from the earth > > (manifested from this plane) and what was energy based. > > > > I guess what I wanted to say was - have faith. Be sure you are not crazy. > > Trust yourself. The more you trust that inner voice, the more you invite the > > spirit. > > > > Do you really think you can out run her? Instead, turn to embrace her. Give > > yourself up to the energy. Take away to supports. Take away the 'if I do > > this for you, then you do this for me' mentality. It just doesn't work like > > that. > > > > I feel so much for your suffering. I really don' t know if I can keep > > reading the stories, or be apart of the list for much longer. It breaks my > > heart to feel you struggling. Even the ones who say nothing, but suffer. Who > > don't trust themselves. Who are afraid of being mad. Who think they are > > anonymous. You are not. I can feel you. And your silence makes me weep. > > > > You can't imagine how lucky you are, to be apart of a group of people. Don't > > fool yourself that this group are all 'mad' - and you are saving yourself by > > not responding. Nothing could be further than the truth. This group, and > > ones like it, are perhaps the one thing that can help you move from your > > agony of indecision into real and active oneness. More than that, there is > > not. > > > > Last night I suffered under her inquisition. Her energy searing through my > > body - and I felt her tentacles touching and penatrating different energy > > centers - and after reading so many of your stories, with your help - i > > realised suddenly - without a doubt, that she was cleaning the debris from > > me. The build up of negativity and darkness. So, with your help, and my own > > lectures to myself (always know what I write, I write, actually, to myself, > > as a reminder of my lessons), I allowed her touch with the least resistance > > to date. I can not say that my body was fully relaxed, but it was as soft as > > I've been able to consciously master before. And today i feel strong. I feel > > her power. I feel the transformation being active again. > > > > Thank you for that. I could not have done that alone. > > > > Much love to you all - especially you silent ones. > > > > -- > > Tiffany Jones > > Patheya > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2009 Report Share Posted June 29, 2009 You're a gracious blessing welcome back. You inspire me. Please say something about this new town. Anything happening in your Bod down -to-top ? Anna Tiffany Mon, 29 Jun 2009 14:37:43 +0000 Re: 'top-down' awakening , zinnia print <zinniaprint wrote: Hello Anna! I've settled down in a new town with new students and thought I'd pop in and see you all. I was reading through some posts and of course, what can change? Its the same progress we all go through. How are you? > > Hi Tiffany, > Hi Tiffany, > And what is new with you these days! > Anna > > > > > > > > > > > > > > _______________ Windows Live™: Keep your life in sync. http://windowslive.com/explore?ocid=TXT_TAGLM_WL_BR_life_in_synch_062009 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2009 Report Share Posted June 29, 2009 Lovely to meet you 'other' Tiffany S! I can be Tiffany J., so as to help out. You know Tiffany comes from Epiphany! Something I used to hate, and now I love. , " angelikdementia " <angelikdementia wrote: > > Hehe now that there's another Tiffany, I am going to sign my name as Tiffany S, so as not to confuse anyone!!! > > =) > > Hi other Tiffany. > > -Tiffany S. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 29, 2009 Report Share Posted June 29, 2009 You make me blush! Thank you for your kind words. We've just settled down after roaming about the last couple of years, so I'm getting into a new routine and noticing patterns in the people and places and cultural differences. We're located in Spain now! (and before anyone asks, I can not speak Spanish!!) I recently had a night where I didn't sleep. During the last six months I've been very calm, quiet, almost solid. But last week, my energy started to stir again, and the chakras started pulsating at different stimulus. (especially the heart and throat) I've recently taken on some new students, and I guess I'm opening up again to new energies. Its the nature of the beast. But walk with god/godess I do - What's your news?! , zinnia print <zinniaprint wrote: > > > You're a gracious blessing welcome back. You inspire me. Please say something about this new town. Anything happening in your Bod down -to-top ? > Anna > > > Tiffany > Mon, 29 Jun 2009 14:37:43 +0000 > Re: 'top-down' awakening > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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