Guest guest Posted December 5, 2008 Report Share Posted December 5, 2008 Hello Jan, First of all I congrtlate you for handling this so well. It isnt an easy time all of the time. Letting go of the consciousness of society and yet still retaining an interaction inside of society is at first quite the transormation. This is from the mental levels. Your physical symptoms are all normal and to be expected. The flutterrings are the Kundalini hyper expressing within certazin areas of the body your mental and emotional attitudses will havea direct effect upon these symptoms. So inside nof surrender feel the love with in and feel the forgiveness and the compassion without becoming consumed by them. You see the fine balances here? Your body is doing fine as I am seeing it at this time of this writing. Your metabolism in on high and it is being moidulated by the Kundalini. Your eating habits are also being given to you via intuition and is very good for you at this time. Remember the watermelon if you cazn find it, sit down with a phone book and simply call as many grocery stores as you can in order to find some. Please contact me offlist for some other understandings I am seeing. When you are outside in nature remove your foot coverings. Press your feet into the earth and feel and expeience that connection. do not cover your head or wear sunglasses at this time as the bolue frequencies that are healthful to the Kundalini will travel through your optic nerve and directly into the spine. So allow this to occur. If you can meditate bare skin to bare earth outside in a seated (easy pose) position this would beneficial. Remember for you it isnt about awake ning anymore that has been done. Now it is about walking the path and balanving inside of the many new angles and vectors and twists and turns of the path as you go higher and higher up the mountain. Your phenomena will increase as your surrender and complete enrapture of the experience takes hold of you. As you accept what is being given as a natural fuynction of the new template within you will have phenmena that corresponds to that surrender and releasing of the old paradigm. Some times you may not be comfortable around groups of people. This is nalso natural and when this occurs go into solitude. But do not think for an instant that that is where you need to be permanently. Thisnis merely the case while the empathic tendancies are expanded and super sensitive. As you mature within your awakening these areas will strenghenand you will be drawn into the public venues again. The irritability and sadness is merely the emotional body leveling out inside of the activation. Breathe into this and release any emotional blockages around how things are " supposed " to be. Know that you are on a real and concrete path towards enlightenment and surrender to this completely. Live breathe and walk talk and eat of this within and with those whom you are absolutely sure can handle the conversation. really get into this and represent this process as much as you are being changed by it internally. See the balance here? Your dreams will give you informations as to what aspects of the flow need modulation. If you care to discuss them here or with me privately if you have need of " other " ninsight this is fine. If you already know what is being given then go with it and be confident of your communicaton with the Shakti and hers with yo Right now I also see a need for your love of the sacred male within you to be expressed and honored more. However this is or isnt in your life express a gratefullness for this 50% of the Kundalini awakening within you. Feel his presence and feel his security and feel his deep caring and love for you. Understand and embrace the father that is within you the Sacred Father. And let this resonate and grow and come into more of a balance with your Sacred Feminine. You are correct no more yoga and u nless you are feeling unbalanced do not do the five Tibetans unless you are given to do so by your Kundalini Internal Guidances. If the KIG's are saying to them then you do them and this goes for most of the process. The KIG's know you better than you know you so let them have their say and respond to those directives in your process. Dance and when you do dance be in your natural state. Let there be no artificial separations of an ego or society based expectation. Just be you! And dance and love and give and receive. - blessings Jan. - chrism , " Jan " <drjandean wrote: Thanks for your encouragement. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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