Kundalini & Attracting A Lot of Attentio

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Hi 'Ia Onnie-Hay,People get attracted to the light. If it surging now it is going to look so BRIGHT with the world outside shifting down. It will calm down and it is possible to contain it within but you got to keep your eyes closed ;-)

Be nice, use the attention to seduce your ego! But be firm!Tkare, Daniel2008/12/8 'Ia Onnie-Hay <iaonniehay

 

 

 

 

 

Greetings -

 

I am new to this forum and very grateful to the benevolent participants

who have shared their incredible personal experiences here and offer

their support to those engaged in kundalini processes.

 

While I am relatively new to understanding my spiritual journey in

terms of kundalini awakening, I believe that within the past year or so

since abstaining from alcohol/smoking/caffeine/sugar/sex - and

particularly within the past week since getting turned on to this site

and practicing the Five Tibetians - I have been experiencing a

kundalini activation.

 

This has been a tremendous blessing since I have been feeling better

than I knew possible and have made big progress in accepting and living

fully in my body, which in turn helps me to be of greater service to my

community and a better example to the girls and young women I work with.

 

However, I have been increasingly emotionally unsettled the past three

days because I have been receiving an unusual amount of attention, both

from strangers and acquaintances.

 

Here's the positive side: Whenever I am out in public (at the grocery

store, at the gas station, walking down the street), starangers have

stopped me to ask if I'm part of various religious sects (Hare Krishna,

Sufi, Quaker, and various specific churches in the city I live in).

I've also had Mormons come prostelizing at my door and ladies at work

open up about spiritual experiences, unsolicited.

 

I am geniunely stoked about connecting with my brothers and sisters

about spirituality, learning more about their religions in the course

of the interactions, having the opportunity to give them some love and

listening, and I am of course flattered to be identified as part of

some of the groups I have been accused of being part of. That's no

problem.

 

Here's what has me stressed out: Too much attention from men. I am a

blond woman who grew up on small island in the Caribbean, so I'm used

to attracting attention from strangers simply from looking different

from everyone else, and it's not like I've never been hit on, but the

past three days (since Thursday) I've been getting a lot of attention

that isn't disrespectful but is definately distracting and unwanted and

mostly a problem because I don't know how to deal with it without

being " mean " " rude " or " a bitch. "

 

At first, I was kind of flattered but after a day of it I started to

get freaked out and stayed low either at work or at home, but then

different guys have even been showing up at my house (unannounced) at

all hours of early morning as I'm doing my morning ritual before work,

after work and late at night. I've also been getting more phone calls

and emails from guys.

 

After talking it out with some friends, I recognized that I must be in

some kind lesson about boundaries, assertiveness and my relationship to

men in general. Another kundalini website

(http://biologyofkundalini.com/article.php

story=ShadowSabotageandSacrifice), described work left from childhood

needing to be resolved will come up during kundalini awakenings and

also referred to specific archtypes being attracted to us (including

Feral Men and Religious Dogmatists). So talking it out helped some and

also helped me confirm that I'm not going crazy or making this stuff

up. I love many friends that are men, have a great relationship with my

father, and never thought I had a problem with men until this influx of

interest in me happened.

 

I welcome the opportunity to heal, learn and grow through this

experince and would like some suggestions as to how to deal with such

matters from others who have gone through similar experiences, or

anyone who may have insight.

 

Just to clarify, I have no problem telling disrespectful or totally out-

of-line people, male or female, to get lost effectively. It is sending

away nice or at least not " bad " people, refusing gifts, refusing to

spend time with them and having to REPEATEDLY do those things that is

really hard and STRESSFUL for me. I think this situation is also

triggering residule from PTSD from similar feelings of not being able

to escape from such attention and my 'no thank yous' and just

plain 'nos' not being honored.

 

A friend recommended not doing the Five Tibetians for a while, but I

don't really want to slow the kundalini process/lessson I am in, I just

want to figure out how to keep my space sacred and deal with these

stressful emotions because I know that feeling safe in my body as a

woman is a key to my healing process. I feel that this issue may be

releveant to other women experiencing kunadlini activations/awakenings

as well.

 

Heartfelt *THANKS* for your time and energy if you made it through this

long post.

 

Love -

'Ia

 

 

 

 

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