The First 3 Days-Skydancer

[Guest guest]

Hi All,

 

This is a bit of a long post but I would be interested to hear if anyone else is having similar symptoms.

This Scatter-field is going very well for me so far. I've been having very brightly coloured dreams and wonderful bodily sensations. One dream I had involved being given a very large egg box containing about 20 eggs. Some of them were broken so I carefully took them out as the yolk was sticking to and messing up the other eggs. But as I did this I crushed all the other eggs which seemed to be very brittle and could not even be picked up carefully without crumbling in the box and adding to the bright yellow yolky mess. I threw them all away on the grass and they seeped into the earth into houses of people that lived underground. Then the dream moved onto something else. I cannot find anything in past posts about eggs. Any ideas, anyone?

 

I stood in the long post office queue on the first day of scatter-field and as I looked around I noticed a really 'fit' guy, muscular, tall, slim hips etc. As my eyes caught his a sensation started at the base of my spine. It then moved to my 2nd chakra and that was it!! An explosion of s & *ual energy bringing me to the big 'O' there in front of people. I had to lean against a wall and pretend to be checking my mail, forcing my mouth shut so I made no noise. He kept turning to look at me and I wondered if he had felt something similar? Has anyone else experienced this? You may wish to discuss it more freely on the Tantra site?

 

My most amazing and unnerving phenomenon was during a spinal sweep yesterday morning at 9am. As I lay there letting the energy do with me what it wanted I lay on my bed in a shape that resembled a cross. My body had worked its way through some yogic poses and ended up this way. Then I felt my right arm being gently pulled away from my body, and if I did not know better I would say it was no longer attached to me. I surrendered to it and closed my eyes. A great ray of light appeared and in that light stood a black man dressed the way we see Jesus dressed in children's pictures-white robe, beard and loving smile.

 

This is the first time I ever saw this image in my head. As a life long Pagan/Wiccan it was a big shock. I opened my eyes and closed them again , when I did this a veil opened and he was there again, looking at me and holding his hands open to me. Then I dont remember anything untill 2pm when J woke me, wondering if I was okay as I never lay in that late. This is the first time I've spoken of that vision and I am still working it out in my head-why Christ? Why was he Black? Why me?

 

Blessings,

 

Skydancer x

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hi Iona,

I think I will go to mail my Christmas cards tomorrow, and long for a long line. (lol)

 

Secondly, why NOT you????

 

blessings

Julie--- On Sun, 12/14/08, iona winton <ionaskydancer wrote:

iona winton <ionaskydancer The First 3 Days-Skydancer"Kundalini Awakening" Sunday, December 14, 2008, 6:30 PM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hi All,

 

This is a bit of a long post but I would be interested to hear if anyone else is having similar symptoms.

This Scatter-field is going very well for me so far. I've been having very brightly coloured dreams and wonderful bodily sensations. One dream I had involved being given a very large egg box containing about 20 eggs. Some of them were broken so I carefully took them out as the yolk was sticking to and messing up the other eggs. But as I did this I crushed all the other eggs which seemed to be very brittle and could not even be picked up carefully without crumbling in the box and adding to the bright yellow yolky mess. I threw them all away on the grass and they seeped into the earth into houses of people that lived underground. Then the dream moved onto something else. I cannot find anything in past posts about eggs. Any ideas, anyone?

 

I stood in the long post office queue on the first day of scatter-field and as I looked around I noticed a really 'fit' guy, muscular, tall, slim hips etc. As my eyes caught his a sensation started at the base of my spine. It then moved to my 2nd chakra and that was it!! An explosion of s & *ual energy bringing me to the big 'O' there in front of people. I had to lean against a wall and pretend to be checking my mail, forcing my mouth shut so I made no noise. He kept turning to look at me and I wondered if he had felt something similar? Has anyone else experienced this? You may wish to discuss it more freely on the Tantra site?

 

My most amazing and unnerving phenomenon was during a spinal sweep yesterday morning at 9am. As I lay there letting the energy do with me what it wanted I lay on my bed in a shape that resembled a cross. My body had worked its way through some yogic poses and ended up this way. Then I felt my right arm being gently pulled away from my body, and if I did not know better I would say it was no longer attached to me. I surrendered to it and closed my eyes. A great ray of light appeared and in that light stood a black man dressed the way we see Jesus dressed in children's pictures-white robe, beard and loving smile.

 

This is the first time I ever saw this image in my head. As a life long Pagan/Wiccan it was a big shock. I opened my eyes and closed them again , when I did this a veil opened and he was there again, looking at me and holding his hands open to me. Then I dont remember anything untill 2pm when J woke me, wondering if I was okay as I never lay in that late. This is the first time I've spoken of that vision and I am still working it out in my head-why Christ? Why was he Black? Why me?

 

Blessings,

 

Skydancer x

 

 

[Guest guest]

I don't know how to interpret your dream but eggs…

 

Eggs

Yoga means to yoke, to join, bind or unite….with the higher self…god,

in the case of yoga

 

I always thought of an egg yoke for some reason being a symbol of

yoga, union

 

As for me

I seem to be a little more irritable, unsettled. I am experiencing a

touch of fear and dissatisfaction. I trust that it is exactly what I

need to experience right now and that all I need to do is " be with

it " , feel it, ride it out and all will be well. But it does feel un-

settling.

 

 

All is as it should be

 

rich

 

 

 

 

 

, iona winton

<ionaskydancer wrote:

>

> Hi All,

>  

> This is a bit of a long post but I would be interested to hear if

anyone else is having similar symptoms. 

>

> This Scatter-field is going very well for me so far. I've been

having very brightly coloured dreams and wonderful bodily sensations.

One dream I had involved being given a very large egg box containing

about 20 eggs. Some of them were broken so I carefully took them out

as the yolk was sticking to and messing up the other eggs. But as I

did this I crushed all the other eggs which seemed to be very brittle

and could not even be picked up carefully without crumbling in the

box and adding to the bright yellow yolky mess. I threw them all away

on the grass and they seeped into the earth into houses of people

that lived underground. Then the dream moved onto something else. I

cannot find anything in past posts about eggs. Any ideas, anyone?

>  

> I stood in the long post office queue on the first day of scatter-

field and as I looked around I noticed a really 'fit' guy, muscular,

tall, slim hips etc. As my eyes caught his a sensation started at the

base of my spine. It then moved to my 2nd chakra and that was it!! An

explosion of s & *ual energy bringing me to the big 'O' there in front

of people. I had to lean against a wall and pretend to be checking my

mail, forcing my mouth shut so I made no noise. He kept turning to

look at me and I wondered if he had felt something similar? Has

anyone else experienced this? You may wish to discuss it more freely

on the Tantra site?

>  

> My most amazing and unnerving phenomenon was during a spinal sweep

yesterday morning at 9am. As I lay there letting the  energy do

with me what it wanted I lay on my bed  in a shape that resembled a

cross. My body had worked its way through some yogic poses and ended

up this way. Then I felt my right arm being gently pulled away from

my body, and if I did not know better I would say it was no longer

attached to me. I surrendered to it and closed my eyes. A great ray

of light appeared and in that light stood a black man dressed the way

we see Jesus dressed in children's pictures-white robe, beard and

loving smile.

>  

> This is the first time I ever saw this image in my head. As a life

long Pagan/Wiccan it was a big shock. I opened my eyes and closed

them again , when I did this a veil opened and he was there again,

looking at me and holding his hands open to me. Then I dont remember

anything untill 2pm when J woke me, wondering if I was okay as I

never lay in that late. This is the first time I've spoken of that

vision and I am still working it out in my head-why Christ? Why was

he Black? Why me?

>  

> Blessings,

>  

> Skydancer x

>

>  

>  

>

[Guest guest]

Hi all,

 

I have been having some difficulty this week. I am not 'officially'

part of the shaktipat, yet being active on the site I feel connected to

the goings on. The last Shaktipat I had clear phenomena relating to the

chakra's as it unfolded.

 

This one I have been feeling a little depressed, I have had a headache

for a week and have been feeling a little ratty and irritable. I have

tension in my shoulder. K. always peaks with full moon, and this time,

maybe because of the brighter/closer moon, it has been peaking again

and dislodging dedeeper resistances. I had dreams of large bright moons.

 

Last night I felt sad. I went into the feeling and felt it as an

unresolved longing for something, which I dont know what. That longing

gegets projected onto desires for love, success and so on. I went back

into the feeling, just feeling the tension and staying with it. I cried

for no apparent reason. I also prayed a lot, not a prayer of petition,

but a prayer of surrender, and a prayer of curiosity about what is

going on. I had a lot of energy in my heart when praying for the

healing of others.

 

Last night, I had slept a lot and had long dreams of people using

surfboards inside an apartment, and I was waiting for them to finish so

I could take the boards and go and surf in the sea. Teh sun was blazing

outside and I was worried about getting sunburnt. (Thats been another

cnstant them this week; the blazing sun and I want to play in it but I

am always concerned about getting burnt). As they finished, I noticed

storm clouds gathering over the ocean in the dream.

 

Periods of breakdown are usually preceded by storms in my dreams. I am

going travelling tomorrow for six weeks, so there is both inner and

outer change....

 

love

Bruce

 

 

 

, iona winton

<ionaskydancer wrote:

>

> Hi All,

>  

> This is a bit of a long post but I would be interested to hear if

anyone else is having similar symptoms. 

>

>

[Guest guest]

Hi everyone,

I am not officially part of the shaktipat either, but I wanted to mention that

Friday night I

dreamed about being in a restaurant eating something that seemed like a kind of

yolk sack

that was hanging from my fork. It was very weird.

 

Take care everyone - Pat

 

 

, " bruce_oom "

<bruce_oom

wrote:

>

> Hi all,

>

> I have been having some difficulty this week. I am not 'officially'

> part of the shaktipat, yet being active on the site I feel connected to

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Bruce,

You are describing my feeling exactly, without the surfboard dream. It is so unusual for me; and I have wondered WHERE it is coming from? (LOL) Yes, what you describe is surrender, going into the feeling, and feeling it absolutely. When we allow ourselves to go into the feeling completely, the chatter stops. Once we have stopped the chatter in this manner, we can transform ourselves into pure love, what we are seeking in our lives. It is by becoming empty we can fill ourselves up again. I learned this meaning of the word surrender yesterday. To surrender to fear, terror, and sadness, and to go into them, to stop the chatter, to find the emptiness, and to allow LOVE to permeate every cell of your being.

 

My prayers for you. I could not find the prayer that was suggested (altered our father)in the search engine. Perhaps can repost when he returns.

 

Blessings, safe journey on your travels.

 

love,

Julie--- On Sun, 12/14/08, bruce_oom <bruce_oom wrote:

bruce_oom <bruce_oom Re: The First 3 Days-Skydancer Date: Sunday, December 14, 2008, 9:47 PM

 

 

Hi all,I have been having some difficulty this week. I am not 'officially' part of the shaktipat, yet being active on the site I feel connected to the goings on. The last Shaktipat I had clear phenomena relating to the chakra's as it unfolded.This one I have been feeling a little depressed, I have had a headache for a week and have been feeling a little ratty and irritable. I have tension in my shoulder. K. always peaks with full moon, and this time, maybe because of the brighter/closer moon, it has been peaking again and dislodging dedeeper resistances. I had dreams of large bright moons.Last night I felt sad. I went into the feeling and felt it as an unresolved longing for something, which I dont know what. That longing gegets projected onto desires for love, success and so on. I went back into the feeling, just feeling the tension and staying with it. I cried for no apparent

reason. I also prayed a lot, not a prayer of petition, but a prayer of surrender, and a prayer of curiosity about what is going on. I had a lot of energy in my heart when praying for the healing of others.Last night, I had slept a lot and had long dreams of people using surfboards inside an apartment, and I was waiting for them to finish so I could take the boards and go and surf in the sea. Teh sun was blazing outside and I was worried about getting sunburnt. (Thats been another cnstant them this week; the blazing sun and I want to play in it but I am always concerned about getting burnt). As they finished, I noticed storm clouds gathering over the ocean in the dream.Periods of breakdown are usually preceded by storms in my dreams. I am going travelling tomorrow for six weeks, so there is both inner and outer change....love BruceKundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , iona winton <ionaskydancer@ ...> wrote:>> Hi All,>  > This is a bit of a long post but I would be interested to hear if anyone else is having similar symptoms. > >