Guest guest Posted December 15, 2008 Report Share Posted December 15, 2008 Hi Julie, thanks. My prayers for you too and yes, I was talking to a friend tonight about the process and its just like you say...when you get behind the story and get just into the raw feeling and stay there, and you penetrate that feeling deeply, you find that love is driving every grasping desire. I feel love emerging again tonight I am finding surrender is deepening. I had such a clear insight a few weeks ago, where I was grasping internally onto a woman I am very attracted to, and I realized that that grasping is suffering, and if I had what I wanted, that would also be suffering. I want freedom, not bondage, and I asked Christ to take this chain and give me my freedom. Thats when love shone again. I finally get what it means to surrender the world and find my home in Spirit. love to you too. And if you find that prayer, then I would be grateful to receive it. Bruce , Julie <jewelport wrote: > > Hi Bruce, > You are describing my feeling exactly, without the surfboard dream. It is so unusual for me; and I have wondered WHERE it is coming from? (LOL) Yes, what you describe is surrender, going into the feeling, and feeling it absolutely. When we allow ourselves to go into the feeling completely, the chatter stops. Once we have stopped the chatter in this manner, we can transform ourselves into pure love, what we are seeking in our lives. It is by becoming empty we can fill ourselves up again. I learned this meaning of the word surrender yesterday. To surrender to fear, terror, and sadness, and to go into them, to stop the chatter, to find the emptiness, and to allow LOVE to permeate every cell of your being. > > My prayers for you. I could not find the prayer that was suggested (altered our father)in the search engine. Perhaps can repost when he returns. > > Blessings, safe journey on your travels. > > love, > > > Julie > > --- On Sun, 12/14/08, bruce_oom <bruce_oom wrote: > > bruce_oom <bruce_oom > Re: The First 3 Days- Skydancer > > Sunday, December 14, 2008, 9:47 PM Hi all, > > I have been having some difficulty this week. I am not 'officially' > part of the shaktipat, yet being active on the site I feel connected to > the goings on. The last Shaktipat I had clear phenomena relating to the > chakra's as it unfolded. > > This one I have been feeling a little depressed, I have had a headache > for a week and have been feeling a little ratty and irritable. I have > tension in my shoulder. K. always peaks with full moon, and this time, > maybe because of the brighter/closer moon, it has been peaking again > and dislodging dedeeper resistances. I had dreams of large bright moons. > > Last night I felt sad. I went into the feeling and felt it as an > unresolved longing for something, which I dont know what. That longing > gegets projected onto desires for love, success and so on. I went back > into the feeling, just feeling the tension and staying with it. I cried > for no apparent reason. I also prayed a lot, not a prayer of petition, > but a prayer of surrender, and a prayer of curiosity about what is > going on. I had a lot of energy in my heart when praying for the > healing of others. > > Last night, I had slept a lot and had long dreams of people using > surfboards inside an apartment, and I was waiting for them to finish so > I could take the boards and go and surf in the sea. Teh sun was blazing > outside and I was worried about getting sunburnt. (Thats been another > cnstant them this week; the blazing sun and I want to play in it but I > am always concerned about getting burnt). As they finished, I noticed > storm clouds gathering over the ocean in the dream. > > Periods of breakdown are usually preceded by storms in my dreams. I am > going travelling tomorrow for six weeks, so there is both inner and > outer change.... > > love > Bruce > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , iona winton > <ionaskydancer@ ...> wrote: > > > > Hi All, > >  > > This is a bit of a long post but I would be interested to hear if > anyone else is having similar symptoms. > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 15, 2008 Report Share Posted December 15, 2008 Dear Bruce, I send you a quote from Yogi Bhajan...........when in doubt, he makes sense..... i open up my love, happiness, joy, and peace to you..........all i can do.... When we see a lot of insanity around us we start worrying. It takes a lot of insanity to make sense. It takes a lot of death to understand life. It takes a huge volume of suffering to understand happiness. It takes a lot of flowers to make a bouquet. Even an accident, and incidents and commotions and characters and people and personalities are nothing but part of this whole facade called the 'world'. Please don't misunderstand that anybody is a handicap. Do understand that we only do not know how to manage our energy. No person has to learn everything to be anything. There are some people who have talent by birth. There are some people who are stupid by birth. And every talent which has been bestowed on them, has done worse to them than anything good. Some people are born in luxury and are suffering. Some people are born in poverty and they are thriving, they are enjoying. Actually man has never understood one thing: it is the most notorious thing in the mind of the man and that is the thought. So powerful is the thought that if the perpetual thought becomes divine, the person becomes divine. If the perpetual thought becomes devilish... ill-willed, negative, stupid, inferior, insecure... person has no chance. Life is a continuous struggle between the two things: positive thinking and positively not thinking. I have myself reached an age of sixty-one. To be very frank, I am willing to give you a very Catholic confession. And that is: "My Lord, I have seen that humans are suffering for nothing." Isn't it amazing? There's no relationship which anybody can nurture to enjoy. There's no work which anybody can do to be fulfilling. There's no thought or school of thought somebody wants to follow to be gracious. And these inner conflicts which we have as humans just create a very beautiful, big variety of people. Julie--- On Mon, 12/15/08, bruce_oom <bruce_oom wrote: bruce_oom <bruce_oom Re: The First 3 Days-Skydancer- Julie Date: Monday, December 15, 2008, 10:22 AM Hi Julie,thanks. My prayers for you too and yes, I was talking to a friend tonight about the process and its just like you say...when you get behind the story and get just into the raw feeling and stay there, and you penetrate that feeling deeply, you find that love is driving every grasping desire. I feel love emerging again tonight :)I am finding surrender is deepening. I had such a clear insight a few weeks ago, where I was grasping internally onto a woman I am very attracted to, and I realized that that grasping is suffering, and if I had what I wanted, that would also be suffering. I want freedom, not bondage, and I asked Christ to take this chain and give me my freedom. Thats when love shone again. I finally get what it means to surrender the world and find my home in Spirit. love to you too. And if you find that prayer, then I would be grateful to receive it.:)BruceKundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , Julie <jewelport@. ..> wrote:>> Hi Bruce,> You are describing my feeling exactly, without the surfboard dream. It is so unusual for me; and I have wondered WHERE it is coming from? (LOL) Yes, what you describe is surrender, going into the feeling, and feeling it absolutely. When we allow ourselves to go into the feeling completely, the chatter stops. Once we have stopped the chatter in this manner, we can transform ourselves into pure love, what we are seeking in our lives. It is by becoming empty we can fill ourselves up again. I learned this meaning of the word surrender yesterday. To surrender to fear, terror, and sadness, and to go into them, to stop the chatter, to find the emptiness, and to allow LOVE to permeate every cell of your being. > > My prayers for you. I could not find the prayer that was suggested (altered our father)in the search engine. Perhaps can repost when he returns.> > Blessings, safe journey on your travels.> > love,> > > Julie> > --- On Sun, 12/14/08, bruce_oom <bruce_oom@. ..> wrote:> > bruce_oom <bruce_oom@. ..>> [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: The First 3 Days-Skydancer> Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 > Sunday, December 14, 2008, 9:47 PM> > > > > > > Hi all,> > I have been having some difficulty this week. I am not 'officially' > part of the shaktipat, yet being active on the site I feel connected to > the goings on. The last Shaktipat I had clear phenomena relating to the > chakra's as it unfolded.> > This one I have been feeling a little depressed, I have had a headache > for a week and have been feeling a little ratty and irritable. I have > tension in my shoulder. K. always peaks with full moon, and this time, > maybe because of the brighter/closer moon, it has been peaking again > and dislodging dedeeper resistances. I had dreams of large bright moons.> > Last night I felt sad. I went into the feeling and felt it as an > unresolved longing for something, which I dont know what. That longing > gegets projected onto desires for love, success and so on. I went back > into the feeling, just feeling the tension and staying with it. I cried > for no apparent reason. I also prayed a lot, not a prayer of petition, > but a prayer of surrender, and a prayer of curiosity about what is > going on. I had a lot of energy in my heart when praying for the > healing of others.> > Last night, I had slept a lot and had long dreams of people using > surfboards inside an apartment, and I was waiting for them to finish so > I could take the boards and go and surf in the sea. Teh sun was blazing > outside and I was worried about getting sunburnt. (Thats been another > cnstant them this week; the blazing sun and I want to play in it but I > am always concerned about getting burnt). As they finished, I noticed > storm clouds gathering over the ocean in the dream.> > Periods of breakdown are usually preceded by storms in my dreams. I am > going travelling tomorrow for six weeks, so there is both inner and > outer change....> > love > Bruce> > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , iona winton > <ionaskydancer@ ...> wrote:> >> > Hi All,> >  > > This is a bit of a long post but I would be interested to hear if > anyone else is having similar symptoms. > > > >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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