Guest guest Posted December 18, 2008 Report Share Posted December 18, 2008 Hello , Thanks for writing to me. Yes I am still having the gift of an easy eating plan. I didn't think that was Shakti. I thought it was all of you praying. I am walking better, I am not in pain going up the stairs anymore. I have lost 38 lbs. I am thrilled. I don't eat between meals and everything I eat is weighed and measured. I eat no more beef,pork,or cold cuts. I still eat a little fish and chicken. 4oz. twice a day. Some times I eat 4 oz. of beans twice a day. Thanks for having me remember this. Sometimes I forget. I will keep on doing the best that I can. Thanks......Peggy One site keeps you connected to all your email: AOL Mail, Gmail, and Mail. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 18, 2008 Report Share Posted December 18, 2008 This is an article chrism posted recently regarding suicide within Kundalini- it is pertinent to the situation where it appears as if Kundalini is negative - when in fact it is one's own ego and feelings that are being amplified by the Kundalini- I have experienced these same feelings - however I know it is my inner negativity that is being brought to the surface - this article helps me to understand what is happening... Suicide within the Kundalini Process... Kundalini will change your feelings about your life and your interactive dynamics within the life you are living. It will have a way of amplifying those issues that may need the most work from you at any given time. This if it isn't understood or is blocked from the individual due to other outside forces can become a road towards a miscommunication within the individual. It is very, very important not to allow yourself to fall into the deep depressions that can occur. We may feel as if we do not belong. We may feel as if we are not good enough. We may feel as if life has no meaning anymore. These are " caused " by the Kundalini as it seeks to transform the person and in this transformation a feeling of not belonging or being viable inside of the current reality can often be felt as the one reality becomes the two. We can begin to feel very hopeless and unconnected. It isn't true but it " feels " as if it is true. And it is this feeling as with other feelings that I advise people to not partake of unless it is a way of releasing it from there expressions and systems. Choice is always there for you to have. You can choose to focus on what you wish and yes it may take some effort but inside of the Kundalini you may find it a very rewarding effort. If you need to get these self hurtful expressions out then do so! THEN move on. Go into your internal joy your IJ and begin to FIND the self love and the self respect and the self meaning in your life from a new platform. Too often we can get caught up into the idea that these aspects of change are " not right " because they feel strange and then the feelings that come from that change will form to suit from your expectations and they will not be right. Then the person can obsess on these patterns of self induced depressive feelings. This will often be amplified by the Kundalini infusion as it brings these most personal issues to the surface by dislodging them from the secret little places where we hide them in our consciousness. Bringing our darkest thoughts to the surface to be cleansed by the light. Sometimes we want to hang on to these aspects of our Shadow Selves. Sometimes we do not yet feel ready to let go of the familiar fears and angers and depressions and hatreds. This includes self hatred. It is quite beneficial to release them and we can release them by acknowledging their presence then changing their expression through reversal. Often we can see far beyond into the distance from where we were to where we are and we will try to make sense of what the near future Kundalini reality is going to be and how we will fit into this new reality but we cannot as yet do so and once again we feel lost. We are not lost even though it may feel that way. We are in transition. As we continue into the process and open ourselves completely into the process we are able to understand the agenda more and more clearly. We are able to feel the new understandings as bursts of light both in and outside of ourselves and as we begin to make sense of the new double reality we begin to grow and flourish inside of it. Sometimes a person will not have the patience or the information to do this and so the suicide numbers of K active people in the west are somewhat staggering. 30 percent is the percentage I have been given from my Kundalini. Thirty percent will simply kill themselves due to the difficulty of redefining the life with in the Kundalini context. This does not need to occur if you are reading this information. Yes everyone is helped and everyone is given intuitive or other forms of information on what to or what not to do but as we in the west do not have an appreciation of the intuitive qualities we are often not able to recognize the truth inside of the intuitions. Therefore when we practice our " free choice " we often will make a choice that can cause us and our loved ones severe distress and much hardship. We sometimes do this out of a quiet desperation. We see how the life has been lived and it no longer measures up to our expectations. Expectations that have been founded on a previous understanding of life not a Kundalini understanding of life. The desperation can grow and grow and it can eventually overtake a person's common sense and they can become immersed into the downward spiral. This doesn't need to happen if you are reading this. You are being given an opportunity to reach another conclusion. Killing the self solves no problems. Merely makes the problems much harder to solve as now there is no " body " to do it with! Not to mention the fact of what it does to those who love you and care for you and depend upon you. Even those in the future whom your patterns of probability would have guided you to meet, they no longer meet you and they also suffer. You must understand that the transformation process has certain stages. These stages will occur in ways that are predictable though each person has some variations along the theme that makes it individual as well. As you go through the transformations the feelings and problems that arise are to be worked on and balanced.This how forgiveness can work for a person in this scenario. As you work to forgive and balance some of these false feelings of self abuse one can begin to understand some of the more subtle foundations of these feelings and balance them out by forgiving or becoming more tolerant or by loving more or by giving loving service to others. Following the safety protocols in other words. As a person does this a very strong discernable light will appear at the end of their personal tunnel of loneliness and pain. And from this light they will begin to experience the first rays of the divine Sun that comes into view as these issues are resolved. Riding on these rays of this divine Sun is a form of love that surpasses anything else one may have encountered. Love that the body can only process through tears. This is called bliss. And it is one of the first invitations of love from the Kundalini that a person can feel as they come out from under the depressive and difficult rough edge polishing's that can be experienced at the beginning with out any previous expressive conditioning pre-Kundalini. This is what awaits you. This is the golden light at the end of your emotional and misperceived sources of pain. Do not believe your feelings of loneliness or depression or feelings of not belonging. Do not let your expanded awareness cause you to expand the issues that need resolution into " greater than they are " expressions. Let yourself understand that as you mature into the Kundalini your understandings and interactions with those understandings will increase until you are completely aware of who you are and how you fit into the new reality that you are part of. Do not hurt yourself due to impatience and a lack of understanding. Give yourself time and be consistent and diligent in seeking your balances. Do not lose hope no matter how long you may have been feeling this way. Surrender your pain and your fears. No longer attach any validity to them. They are not " of you " anymore. They are merely ghosts of a reality that is no longer there. You are now different and you have a gift that even though it doesn't feel like one is one of the greatest gifts that can come to a person. And even though it may feel like a struggle at first it is yours and it belongs to you and is all about you. And you can do it and learn from it and prosper inside of it. Sometimes it isn't just the feelings of not belonging or of being useless that cause the problems sometimes it is of the entity issues that can come. This can make you think you're crazy. You're not crazy. Entities exist and they come in all shapes sizes and agenda's. They will attack you and pester you and scare you and watch you until you are at your wits end! And if this goes on and on for years this will indeed turn into a very long nightmare. This doesn't happen to everyone though like the kriyas they only come to those that have the propensity for them. The most important rule I have learned from my entity interactions and those of many others is to get used to them and no longer be surprised. Trust that you are experiencing phenomena that is real but that it is merely the first rung of interaction with these beings and as you detach your feelings and focus of this experience being " super important " your attachment to them will diminish. Your connection to them will fade and many of your interactions with them will also fade as you pass into higher vibrational expressions. Typically people cannot hear this information at first because of the mind blowing shattered reality of their previous belief system that discounted the possibility of any kind of entity existence. So for a time they will need to experience this. If you are reading this information then you need not suffer. You can begin to surrender your attachments of fear to this situation and begin to move through it. You no longer need to buy into the fear that almost always attends these events. Never listen to the entities no matter what is told to you. Never, never believe them. Just detach from what you are seeing. Like paddling a canoe down the middle of the river do not become attached to what is occurring on either side. Just keep paddling. The entity issues will last as long as the person buys into this fear. When surrender comes, the act of surrender will release the Kundalini traveler from this frequency of the astral experience. This is the same with many of the issues that can cause one to end their life because of the Kundalini awakening. Surrender to the experience do not fight it no matter how strange it gets. And it can get pretty strange! Surrender to it. Learn from it. Be ok with it. And move on. Let me know if you have any concerns in these areas mentioned or in other areas that are leading you to the edge of your sanity and ability to handle and I will help you no matter what! No matter where you are on this earth I can reach you. – blessings all - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 18, 2008 Report Share Posted December 18, 2008 You are an inspiration... I am very happy for you and yes prayers help but all comes from the Divine - it is good to prepare for the Kundalini by getting the body in shape as well as the other bodies - by doing so the process is much easier. As you work on the physical you are working on all the other aspects. Kundalini knows what you need and will help you - Good going Peggy - e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 18, 2008 Report Share Posted December 18, 2008 Eloro It is my experience that most of what we are told by parents, teachers, experts and the remainder of society is nonsense. Society needs / wants members that will conform to norms and consume endlessly. This may appear a cynical notion; it is not. You can check your Earth history for further details. As we accumulate experience in life, many of us notice the nonsense, but we are told that we must be abnormal somehow. Over time, the cognitive dissonance increases. Some people just say - It really is nonsense and I will stand back and observe. Those people continue along. Others continue to believe / are told it is them. If they continue believe this then they are on the downward path. I would take this as an amplification to chrism's words or perhaps a bit of background setting to help understand them. Love. Thank You. Dell wrote: > This is an article chrism posted recently regarding suicide within > Kundalini- it is pertinent to the situation where it appears as if > Kundalini is negative - when in fact it is one's own ego and feelings > that are being amplified by the Kundalini- I have experienced these > same feelings - however I know it is my inner negativity that is being > brought to the surface - this article helps me to understand what is > happening... > > > Suicide within the Kundalini Process... > > Kundalini will change your feelings about your life and your > interactive dynamics within the life you are living. It will have a > way of amplifying those issues that may need the most work from you > at any given time. > > This if it isn't understood or is blocked from the individual due to > other outside forces can become a road towards a miscommunication > within the individual. > > It is very, very important not to allow yourself to fall into the > deep depressions that can occur. We may feel as if we do not belong. > We may feel as if we are not good enough. We may feel as if life has > no meaning anymore. These are " caused " by the Kundalini as it seeks > to transform the person and in this transformation a feeling of not > belonging or being viable inside of the current reality can often be > felt as the one reality becomes the two. > > We can begin to feel very hopeless and unconnected. It isn't true > but it " feels " as if it is true. And it is this feeling as with > other feelings that I advise people to not partake of unless it is a > way of releasing it from there expressions and systems. Choice is > always there for you to have. You can choose to focus on what you > wish and yes it may take some effort but inside of the Kundalini you > may find it a very rewarding effort. > > If you need to get these self hurtful expressions out then do so! > THEN move on. Go into your internal joy your IJ and begin to FIND > the self love and the self respect and the self meaning in your life > from a new platform. Too often we can get caught up into the idea > that these aspects of change are " not right " because they feel > strange and then the feelings that come from that change will form > to suit from your expectations and they will not be right. Then the > person can obsess on these patterns of self induced depressive > feelings. > > This will often be amplified by the Kundalini infusion as it brings > these most personal issues to the surface by dislodging them from > the secret little places where we hide them in our consciousness. > Bringing our darkest thoughts to the surface to be cleansed by the > light. Sometimes we want to hang on to these aspects of our Shadow > Selves. Sometimes we do not yet feel ready to let go of the familiar > fears and angers and depressions and hatreds. This includes self > hatred. It is quite beneficial to release them and we can release > them by acknowledging their presence then changing their expression > through reversal. > > Often we can see far beyond into the distance from where we were to > where we are and we will try to make sense of what the near future > Kundalini reality is going to be and how we will fit into this new > reality but we cannot as yet do so and once again we feel lost. > > We are not lost even though it may feel that way. We are in > transition. As we continue into the process and open ourselves > completely into the process we are able to understand the agenda > more and more clearly. We are able to feel the new understandings as > bursts of light both in and outside of ourselves and as we begin to > make sense of the new double reality we begin to grow and flourish > inside of it. > > Sometimes a person will not have the patience or the information to > do this and so the suicide numbers of K active people in the west > are somewhat staggering. 30 percent is the percentage I have been > given from my Kundalini. Thirty percent will simply kill themselves > due to the difficulty of redefining the life with in the Kundalini > context. This does not need to occur if you are reading this > information. Yes everyone is helped and everyone is given intuitive > or other forms of information on what to or what not to do but as > we in the west do not have an appreciation of the intuitive > qualities we are often not able to recognize the truth inside of the > intuitions. Therefore when we practice our " free choice " we often > will make a choice that can cause us and our loved ones severe > distress and much hardship. > > We sometimes do this out of a quiet desperation. We see how the life > has been lived and it no longer measures up to our expectations. > Expectations that have been founded on a previous understanding of > life not a Kundalini understanding of life. The desperation can > grow and grow and it can eventually overtake a person's common sense > and they can become immersed into the downward spiral. This doesn't > need to happen if you are reading this. > > You are being given an opportunity to reach another conclusion. > Killing the self solves no problems. Merely makes the problems much > harder to solve as now there is no " body " to do it with! Not to > mention the fact of what it does to those who love you and care for > you and depend upon you. Even those in the future whom your > patterns of probability would have guided you to meet, they no > longer meet you and they also suffer. > > You must understand that the transformation process has certain > stages. These stages will occur in ways that are predictable though > each person has some variations along the theme that makes it > individual as well. As you go through the transformations the > feelings and problems that arise are to be worked on and > balanced.This how forgiveness can work for a person in this > scenario. As you work to forgive and balance some of these false > feelings of self abuse one can begin to understand some of the more > subtle foundations of these feelings and balance them out by > forgiving or becoming more tolerant or by loving more or by giving > loving service to others. Following the safety protocols in other > words. > > As a person does this a very strong discernable light will appear at > the end of their personal tunnel of loneliness and pain. And from > this light they will begin to experience the first rays of the > divine Sun that comes into view as these issues are resolved. Riding > on these rays of this divine Sun is a form of love that surpasses > anything else one may have encountered. Love that the body can only > process through tears. This is called bliss. And it is one of the > first invitations of love from the Kundalini that a person can feel > as they come out from under the depressive and difficult rough edge > polishing's that can be experienced at the beginning with out any > previous expressive conditioning pre-Kundalini. > > This is what awaits you. This is the golden light at the end of your > emotional and misperceived sources of pain. Do not believe your > feelings of loneliness or depression or feelings of not belonging. > Do not let your expanded awareness cause you to expand the issues > that need resolution into " greater than they are " expressions. Let > yourself understand that as you mature into the Kundalini your > understandings and interactions with those understandings will > increase until you are completely aware of who you are and how you > fit into the new reality that you are part of. > > Do not hurt yourself due to impatience and a lack of understanding. > Give yourself time and be consistent and diligent in seeking your > balances. Do not lose hope no matter how long you may have been > feeling this way. Surrender your pain and your fears. No longer > attach any validity to them. They are not " of you " anymore. They are > merely ghosts of a reality that is no longer there. You are now > different and you have a gift that even though it doesn't feel like > one is one of the greatest gifts that can come to a person. And even > though it may feel like a struggle at first it is yours and it > belongs to you and is all about you. And you can do it and learn > from it and prosper inside of it. > > Sometimes it isn't just the feelings of not belonging or of being > useless that cause the problems sometimes it is of the entity issues > that can come. This can make you think you're crazy. You're not crazy. > Entities exist and they come in all shapes sizes and agenda's. They > will attack you and pester you and scare you and watch you until you > are at your wits end! And if this goes on and on for years this will > indeed turn into a very long nightmare. This doesn't happen to > everyone though like the kriyas they only come to those that have > the propensity for them. > > The most important rule I have learned from my entity interactions > and those of many others is to get used to them and no longer be > surprised. Trust that you are experiencing phenomena that is real > but that it is merely the first rung of interaction with these > beings and as you detach your feelings and focus of this experience > being " super important " your attachment to them will diminish. Your > connection to them will fade and many of your interactions with them > will also fade as you pass into higher vibrational expressions. > > Typically people cannot hear this information at first because of > the mind blowing shattered reality of their previous belief system > that discounted the possibility of any kind of entity existence. So > for a time they will need to experience this. If you are reading > this information then you need not suffer. You can begin to > surrender your attachments of fear to this situation and begin to > move through it. You no longer need to buy into the fear that almost > always attends these events. Never listen to the entities no matter > what is told to you. Never, never believe them. Just detach from > what you are seeing. Like paddling a canoe down the middle of the > river do not become attached to what is occurring on either side. > Just keep paddling. > > The entity issues will last as long as the person buys into this > fear. When surrender comes, the act of surrender will release the > Kundalini traveler from this frequency of the astral experience. > > This is the same with many of the issues that can cause one to end > their life because of the Kundalini awakening. Surrender to the > experience do not fight it no matter how strange it gets. And it can > get pretty strange! Surrender to it. Learn from it. Be ok with > it. And move on. Let me know if you have any concerns in these areas > mentioned or in other areas that are leading you to the edge of your > sanity and ability to handle and I will help you no matter what! No > matter where you are on this earth I can reach you. – blessings all - > chrism > > > > --- > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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