FOURTH DAY OF SHAKTIPAT

[Guest guest]

Open to your flow. Feel love inside of you and allow that to connect

to the previous centers or chakras. You have been practicing the

safeties and you are doing the chakra breathing so allow these

practices to have their effect upon you but do not try to " make " it

happen.

 

Release from your personal control over your life as you reach into

these areas. Kundalini will assert its control over your life

expression and this is where the development truly begins. Try your

best not to look or to expect the bells and whistles and fire works

that can often accompany a Kundalini activation.

 

Let it express as it chooses within you. Remember that though it is

already part of you and has been with you from your birth, it is also

a distinct energetic form and intelligence. It has an agenda for your

evolution towards enlightenment. Let it do what it knows to do with

you. -

[Guest guest]

" Try your best not to look or to expect the bells and whistles and

fire works that can often accompany a Kundalini activation. "

 

 

This is very difficult for me!

 

I have read so much of the energy surging, buzzing, rushes, insights,

bliss and other amazing experiences. This is what I expect. Yes, I

know that it is better to let go of expectations but … not easy for

me. I really do want some bells and whistles…loud bliss filled ones

full of love and insights!

 

I have been moody, this is unusual for me. Once when doing some

healing work I got very warm. I had a dream of mannequins being

taken apart. Today, day 4 heart day, I have a headache and do not

feel very loving.

 

That is all I have experienced that I might attribute to Kundalini.

 

Doing the practice 3 times a day is beginning to feel like work.

 

I will continue to do the practice and try to let go of my

expectations.

 

rich

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> Open to your flow. Feel love inside of you and allow that to connect

> to the previous centers or chakras. You have been practicing the

> safeties and you are doing the chakra breathing so allow these

> practices to have their effect upon you but do not try to " make " it

> happen.

>

> Release from your personal control over your life as you reach into

> these areas. Kundalini will assert its control over your life

> expression and this is where the development truly begins. Try your

> best not to look or to expect the bells and whistles and fire works

> that can often accompany a Kundalini activation.

>

> Let it express as it chooses within you. Remember that though it is

> already part of you and has been with you from your birth, it is

also

> a distinct energetic form and intelligence. It has an agenda for

your

> evolution towards enlightenment. Let it do what it knows to do with

> you. -

>

[Guest guest]

When it starts to become a chore or a task the joy is being sucked

from the process by the ego. One can have a yearning to do this that

supercedes any kind of boredom or trial of labor.

 

Moodiness is normal. But your expectations are a bit beyond your

practice at this time. So do as you wish but I will suggest that you

may have enough for you to process this time around. Remember that

your feelings and thoughts count with this process. Your level of

surrender and your practice of the safeties, how ever it has been, is

the determinator of your reception.

 

Control of the old ways of thinking need to be initiated and new ways

of discernment of the same or similar situations can be partaken of.

 

Just some thoughts for you Rich. - chrism