To everybody who answered my post about not liking Christmas.

[Guest guest]

My children took over my computer and i couldn't answer until

now.Thank you for answering my post.I was feeling very depressed

before Christmas and felt like my back was broken,then Christmas day i

woke up feeling like someone beat me up all night long and everything

hurt but my left shoulder hurt the most as i could barely move it and

the pain travelled all the way to my front to my chest.It all started

getting better as the day progressed and by 5pm it was gone when i

received a phone call from my mother who asked me why i didn't call her

to wish her " Merry Christmas " and who then brought up an incident that

happened 22 years ago.I,calmly told her that since she brought that up

i was just going to hang up the phone,lol.I can't tell you how good

that felt and strangely it felt like the right thing to do and say and

i felt no guilt as i said it or after.She of course called me later on

to ask me if i was still upset but of course i never got upset in the

first place.I hope everyone had a wonderful day yesterday whatever your

beliefs are.

 

love,nicole