Pain

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I have been in a lot of pain through out this shaktipat. I became sick

with some virus or something about the first day of scatterfield and

stayed sick. I am still not completely over it yet. I have had very bad

neck and shoulder pain for over a week, now. I don't know if it due to

the sickness or K. Funny thing, yesterday all the pain was on just the

right side of my body only, even down to the bottom of my foot. There

was a very strong pain right in the middle of the bottom of my right

foot. It was hard to walk on it. My foot is better today, but the neck

and shoulder pain is back to both sides. I woke up about 4 with my head

hurting really bad and there was a knot of pain in the center of my

back.

 

I was conscious all night it seemed of doing services for people in my

dreams. I don't know who the people where. There was one person who was

having a hard time breathing, his voice was very raspy. Another person,

a woman was experiencing a controlling type male person in her life and

somehow I helped her to take control over this situation. Those are the

only two I remember right now. The night before I had lots of dreams

too, but they had a different type theme. In one of them, several other

people and I were being hunted and shot. We were given just a few

minutes to get away and then they came after us. I was shot in the

head. I didn't take them serious, that they were really going to shoot

us and I didn't take off running until the very last second or until

they actually began shooting people. I didn't get very far. LOL! The

rest of the dreams that night were about situations I had to figure out

how to get out of.

 

I have had lots of pulsations of energy all over my body throughout

most of the days this week, especially when I am meditating.

 

I was only able to do the Tibetans and the whole session once yeaterday

when I first got up. I didn't have the energy to do the Ts last night

after everyone left. I did the breathing exercises only as I fell

asleep. I don't think I finished, maybe I did though. I kept falling

asleep and waking back up and going on to the next chakra. LOL! I was

totally exhausted when the day was over, but I had a wonderful time

with all the family here.

 

I haven't really had much time to even think about my mom's passing on

the 10th of this month. I have not grieved any, not a tear. It seems

strange not to feel any sadness, but I just don't.

 

That has been my week so far. Even with all the pain, I still have much

feelings of joy. All I have to do is think about one of my girls or

grandkids for a second and my heart is sent a bliss sensation.

 

That is my shaktipat week so far.

 

Blessings to all,

Linda