Guest guest Posted December 30, 2008 Report Share Posted December 30, 2008 After my little explosion last night, I had a dream where I was a special child picked due to my genius/intelligence, I was with other "special" children and we were in a class room meeting the new teachers and students.I can remember looking around at the other children and kept thinking "I shouldnt be here, I'm not good enough/clever enough", I had this feeling of inadequecy.I then met my old school teacher Ms Day, and I thought "OH great, the perfect teacher, I need someone I'm a bit scared of so I'll work hard and maybe become better".I think on some inner level I feel "not good enough" for divinity, I was never good at school.Funny, as in my concious mind I'm very confident but obviously somewhere deep within that little girl still doubts her worthiness.Love and HUGS and Happy New Year Wishes (I'm on the road now for 2 days)Elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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