Guest guest Posted January 3, 2009 Report Share Posted January 3, 2009 Thank You Nicole In a message dated 1/3/2009 5:30:07 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, lsirca writes: It's normal to feel angry at times,Peggy.It happens to me too so don't worry about it because it will pass.It's normal not to feel love all the time and that doesn't make you any less spiritual.love,nicole , "pegpaulpaper" <PDeterraMA wrote:>> I don't know what is the matter with me. I certainly don't feel very > spiritual. I feel angry. I am staying away from everyone here in my > house because of this. I should be feeling Love. I know that. I > always have to be different. I wish that I could be like everyone > else. I am ready to just give up, and not try anymore to seek a > fulfilled spiritual life and take things as they come. I think > sometimes I aspire to things that are not meant for me. I was fine > when I got up today. I had a very nice day and then this feeling came > into me and took up residency. Now I don't want to hear anything > anyone has to say to me at home. Everyone who lives here does not need > that. I am usually loving with them. Now I am afraid if they say the > wrong thing I will bite their heads off. ( Not Really) but I am afraid > I might say something that is not loving. I went and took a nap > thinking that I was tired. It did not help. Sorry for this negative > letter. I just want to get out of this mood. Love Peggy> New year...new news. Be the first to know what is making headlines. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2009 Report Share Posted January 3, 2009 Thank You dhyana, That is makes me feel better.....Peggy In a message dated 1/3/2009 6:18:11 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, dhyana writes: Hi Peggy,I've been experiencing the same thing the past two weeks.Sending love. Be patient with yourself and don't resist, it will pass.Love, dhyana , "pegpaulpaper"<PDeterraMA wrote:>> I don't know what is the matter with me. I certainly don't feel very > spiritual. I feel angry. I am staying away from everyone here in my > house because of this. I should be feeling Love. I know that. I > always have to be different. I wish that I could be like everyone > else. I am ready to just give up, and not try anymore to seek a > fulfilled spiritual life and take things as they come. I think > sometimes I aspire to things that are not meant for me. I was fine > when I got up today. I had a very nice day and then this feeling came > into me and took up residency. Now I don't want to hear anything > anyone has to say to me at home. Everyone who lives here does not need > that. I am usually loving with them. Now I am afraid if they say the > wrong thing I will bite their heads off. ( Not Really) but I am afraid > I might say something that is not loving. I went and took a nap > thinking that I was tired. It did not help. Sorry for this negative > letter. I just want to get out of this mood. Love Peggy> New year...new news. Be the first to know what is making headlines. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2009 Report Share Posted January 3, 2009 I don't know what is the matter with me. I certainly don't feel very spiritual. I feel angry. I am staying away from everyone here in my house because of this. I should be feeling Love. I know that. I always have to be different. I wish that I could be like everyone else. I am ready to just give up, and not try anymore to seek a fulfilled spiritual life and take things as they come. I think sometimes I aspire to things that are not meant for me. I was fine when I got up today. I had a very nice day and then this feeling came into me and took up residency. Now I don't want to hear anything anyone has to say to me at home. Everyone who lives here does not need that. I am usually loving with them. Now I am afraid if they say the wrong thing I will bite their heads off. ( Not Really) but I am afraid I might say something that is not loving. I went and took a nap thinking that I was tired. It did not help. Sorry for this negative letter. I just want to get out of this mood. Love Peggy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2009 Report Share Posted January 3, 2009 It's normal to feel angry at times,Peggy.It happens to me too so don't worry about it because it will pass.It's normal not to feel love all the time and that doesn't make you any less spiritual. love,nicole , " pegpaulpaper " <PDeterraMA wrote: > > I don't know what is the matter with me. I certainly don't feel very > spiritual. I feel angry. I am staying away from everyone here in my > house because of this. I should be feeling Love. I know that. I > always have to be different. I wish that I could be like everyone > else. I am ready to just give up, and not try anymore to seek a > fulfilled spiritual life and take things as they come. I think > sometimes I aspire to things that are not meant for me. I was fine > when I got up today. I had a very nice day and then this feeling came > into me and took up residency. Now I don't want to hear anything > anyone has to say to me at home. Everyone who lives here does not need > that. I am usually loving with them. Now I am afraid if they say the > wrong thing I will bite their heads off. ( Not Really) but I am afraid > I might say something that is not loving. I went and took a nap > thinking that I was tired. It did not help. Sorry for this negative > letter. I just want to get out of this mood. Love Peggy > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2009 Report Share Posted January 3, 2009 Hi Peggy, I've been experiencing the same thing the past two weeks. Sending love. Be patient with yourself and don't resist, it will pass. Love, dhyana , " pegpaulpaper " <PDeterraMA wrote: > > I don't know what is the matter with me. I certainly don't feel very > spiritual. I feel angry. I am staying away from everyone here in my > house because of this. I should be feeling Love. I know that. I > always have to be different. I wish that I could be like everyone > else. I am ready to just give up, and not try anymore to seek a > fulfilled spiritual life and take things as they come. I think > sometimes I aspire to things that are not meant for me. I was fine > when I got up today. I had a very nice day and then this feeling came > into me and took up residency. Now I don't want to hear anything > anyone has to say to me at home. Everyone who lives here does not need > that. I am usually loving with them. Now I am afraid if they say the > wrong thing I will bite their heads off. ( Not Really) but I am afraid > I might say something that is not loving. I went and took a nap > thinking that I was tired. It did not help. Sorry for this negative > letter. I just want to get out of this mood. Love Peggy > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2009 Report Share Posted January 3, 2009 Peggy - I have felt this as well, this rage and anger for really no reason at all. I knew that if anyone said anything I would bite his or her head off (also not literally). The good thing to know is that it does pass. I always try to warn my family up front saying I am not feeling well and need to sleep or just be alone. If you do say something you regret, just apologize once you are feeling better. Hopefully this will pass soon for me it usually doesn't last more then a day maybe two. - Sending Love Jaden > > > > _Kundalini-AwakeningKundaliniKundalini-AwakKun_ > ( ) , " pegpaulpaper " > <PDeterraMA@PDe> wrote: > > > > I don't know what is the matter with me. I certainly don't feel very > > spiritual. I feel angry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2009 Report Share Posted January 3, 2009 Hi Peggy, please don't feel like you are alone in this. I have had many days where I felt like a failure because I was angry without cause. I have complained here about not having a nice word or thought for anyone, that I was filled with rage. I have since learned that it is just part of the process. All manner of feelings with be brought up by the K to be dealt with, some of them to see how we comport ourselves. If we always felt loving and happy, how would we know how much we were growing? I believe that the real measure of our progress in this department comes when we are feeling mean and angry but realize it. Nowadays when I feel this way I let my hubby know and he gives me the space I need until I am feeling more human. Sarita , "pegpaulpaper" <PDeterraMA wrote:>> I don't know what is the matter with me. I certainly don't feel very > spiritual. I feel angry. I am staying away from everyone here in my > house because of this. I should be feeling Love. I know that. I > always have to be different. I wish that I could be like everyone > else. I am ready to just give up, and not try anymore to seek a > fulfilled spiritual life and take things as they come. I think > sometimes I aspire to things that are not meant for me. I was fine > when I got up today. I had a very nice day and then this feeling came > into me and took up residency. Now I don't want to hear anything > anyone has to say to me at home. Everyone who lives here does not need > that. I am usually loving with them. Now I am afraid if they say the > wrong thing I will bite their heads off. ( Not Really) but I am afraid > I might say something that is not loving. I went and took a nap > thinking that I was tired. It did not help. Sorry for this negative > letter. I just want to get out of this mood. Love Peggy> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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