Guest guest Posted January 22, 2009 Report Share Posted January 22, 2009 A year ago tonight I was in the hospital for suicidal tendencies.......I had no hope.....in the waiting room, yes they make you wait.....I saw them take Heath Ledgers body out in a black bag.......I started crying and knew instantly I didn't want to end like that....naked, alone, with a gift, that even if he did not see it in him, and even if I don't see it in me, others saw it in us....a gift wasted. I knew then that would live.....ever since I have felt very connected to him......his work gets me throught the hard times and reminds me of my promise to prosper. I don't know if this the right place to speak of this.....I just didn't know who else to tell. His death saved my life. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 22, 2009 Report Share Posted January 22, 2009 Amy Keep talking to us when you need to Peace. Love, Dell Amy Corcoran wrote: > A year ago tonight I was in the hospital for suicidal tendencies.......I had no hope.....in the waiting room, yes they make you wait.....I saw them take Heath Ledgers body out in a black bag.......I started crying and knew instantly I didn't want to end like that....naked, alone, with a gift, that even if he did not see it in him, and even if I don't see it in me, others saw it in us....a gift wasted. I knew then that would live.....ever since I have felt very connected to him......his work gets me throught the hard times and reminds me of my promise to prosper. I don't know if this the right place to speak of this.....I just didn't know who else to tell. His death saved my life. > > > > > > --- > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 23, 2009 Report Share Posted January 23, 2009 In my opinion, this is the best place to talk about what you stated. This is a site of hope and change down to the DNA. Keep doing what you are doing and stay in touch with the group and your other support systems. Jake--- On Fri, 1/23/09, Amy Corcoran <amybethcorcoran wrote: Amy Corcoran <amybethcorcoran death for life"k list" Friday, January 23, 2009, 4:06 AM A year ago tonight I was in the hospital for suicidal tendencies.. .....I .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 23, 2009 Report Share Posted January 23, 2009 I have read and believe that we all make agreements prior to incarnating on this earth, e.g., parents and children agree to their respective roles, so that we can further our spiritual learning and evolution. So, Amy, I think that possibly you and Heath, prior to your births, agreed to be and do what you have both done. I think you are right that his death was meant to inspire you, at your lowest point, to continue living (and probably many other things to other people, as well). Carolyn'Beliefs are those things we hold to be true, and which are instrumental in creating our actions and our experience of life.'--- On Thu, 1/22/09, Amy Corcoran <amybethcorcoran wrote: Amy Corcoran <amybethcorcoran death for life"k list" Thursday, January 22, 2009, 10:06 PM A year ago tonight I was in the hospital for suicidal tendencies.. .....I had no hope.....in the waiting room, yes they make you wait.....I saw them take Heath Ledgers body out in a black bag.......I started crying and knew instantly I didn't want to end like that....naked, alone, with a gift, that even if he did not see it in him, and even if I don't see it in me, others saw it in us....a gift wasted. I knew then that would live.....ever since I have felt very connected to him......his work gets me throught the hard times and reminds me of my promise to prosper. I don't know if this the right place to speak of this.....I just didn't know who else to tell. His death saved my life. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 23, 2009 Report Share Posted January 23, 2009 From the ashes of destruction to the roses of success! You are inspired and gifted with the knowledge of your right to be here through the experiences you partake of. Happy anniversary of the gift of that knowledge! - chrism , Amy Corcoran <amybethcorcoran wrote: A year ago tonight I was in the hospital for suicidal tendencies.......I had no hope.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 23, 2009 Report Share Posted January 23, 2009 Wow, Amy, that was powerful! Sometimes we need mirrors in the form of others to see ourselves. You are an inspiration and may help others and not know it. Bless you, you can say what you like here and we'll listen. We are here for you as you are here for us, it's a mutual thing! Thank you so much for sharing that. Much love, Valarie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 24, 2009 Report Share Posted January 24, 2009 I didnt even know he was gone until you just told me,..... poor angel.Thank you for sharing your feelings with us, I'm glad you recovered your strength as you certainly do have gifts to share, you are a rare and precious jewel, made by the hands of the Universe, guided by Source. Blessings elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 24, 2009 Report Share Posted January 24, 2009 Amy, that is an amazing experience! Thanks for sharing. - Pat , Amy Corcoran <amybethcorcoran wrote: > > A year ago tonight I was in the hospital for suicidal tendencies.......I had no hope.....in the waiting room, yes they make you wait.....I saw them take Heath Ledgers body out in a black bag.......I started crying and knew instantly I didn't want to end like that....naked, alone, with a gift, that even if he did not see it in him, and even if I don't see it in me, others saw it in us....a gift wasted. I knew then that would live.....ever since I have felt very connected to him......his work gets me throught the hard times and reminds me of my promise to prosper. I don't know if this the right place to speak of this.....I just didn't know who else to tell. His death saved my life. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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