Update-please read

January 29, 2009

Hi chrism, (sorry this ended up a little bit on the long side)

I have been meaning to do an update on me for several days now to let

you know what's been going on with me.

Ever since Jan. 8th, when I had the partial sweep which caused the

loud pops in my right ear, the k energy has been very active. Both

ears have been doing a lot of little pops like pressure is being

released everytime the energy moves.. rises up a bit. The 6th chakra

has pressure pushing at those times as well.

That night, instead of heat it felt more like more like disfused

electrical sensation all over, stronger than just the little tingling

sensations felt at times. I have been experiencing this same

sensation up my spine most every day since. Sometimes it goes across

my shoulders and down my arms. Sometimes it goes up the back of my

head a ways. Been missing that warm toasty heat especially on cool

days, but I am really not cold. I have not slept with covers now for

months. The pressure has been staying about the middle of my back

constantly. Shakti's has been letting me know when it is time to

shut the computer off and do the safeties and give her my undivided

attention. I don't mind though, actually I love every minute of it.

After hearing the roaring lion sound inside me coming up from the

base chakra that night, I know my night visitor I had 8 years ago and

since was not a neg entity at all, but Shakti. The roaring that

night inside of me was the same sound that was outside of me all

those times. When she touched my tailbone back there 8 years ago she

was not taking my energy but giving me energy so as to active me.

LOL! I feel so silly now!

Every since you reposted the surrender post, chrism, I have been

thinking much about that. The only two things I could think of that

has been hard for me to surrender is my family and christian beliefs.

I have surrendered those now. I had to get to the place were I could

know without a single doubt that kundalini was truly divine and from

the God source. I do believe that now 100%. I also surrender all

expectations. I know all is given by the grace of God and He know

fully what I need. I rest in that knowing.

I started this post last night, but didn't get to finish.

I don't know now, what else I was going to say last night, but this

morning I woke up having another partial sweep and when it was over,

another began. The second one was stronger than the first. But Shakti

was not done yet, LOL! I was given another one even stronger and it

went up into my head a little ways. I was feeling a little

uncomfortable by the time the third one began and I said a quick

prayer asking Jesus to help me surrender and not resist. I did feel

his presence and it was a comfort to me and I did relax more with

this last one. While all that was going on I was hearing what sounded

like the pages of a magazine being blown back and forth by the wind

that was blowing. It was on the side of the bed next to the

wall...no magazine was there of course and no wind was really

blowing. It just seemed like it. I heard it and felt it, but how can

the wind be inside the house and there was no wall there.

I could not go back to sleep afterwards, even though I had not had

maybe an hours worth of sleep. The energy has been strong all

morning, so much so it was making my legs ache earlier and my feet

were burning. The top of my head feel very hot right now and a

little sore.

Go dig my bare feet into the dirt, right? Is there anything else I

should do? Eat..I did eat with James before he went off to work

earlier. I do feel better after eating. I was very nauseated and

dizzy after the third sweep. I am feeling very sleepy now.

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Now I remember what else I was going to say last night. Over the

weekend, one of the afternoons, I got so overwhelmingly sleepy it was

hard to make it to a place to lie down. I went for the couch, but

James made me get back up. He told me not to take a nap there. I

asked hime why not and he said I make too much noise when I sleep. I

said, " I don't snore that loud do I? " He said, " You were not snoring,

you were making this funny strange sound and it was loud. " He tried

mimicking the sound, but gave up saying that wasn't it, but to take

his word for it. LOL!

I didn't tell him , but I could tell by his try that it was the same

primative sound that I woke up making that one time a year or so

ago. I guess I have been doing that in my sleep quite often. He said

that wasn't the first time he had heard it. Next time I get sleepy

like that and James isn't home I will have to try and record it.

Hehe!

Linda

January 29, 2009

Definitely go to sleep Linda. As far as food goes the watermelon and

what you are pulled to eat as indicated from the Shakti. Yes dig your

feet into the soil. This is fine but I would like to distinguish for

you the fact that Kundalini is coursing through you and it can give

you that sore crown and other areas of soreness. This is an indication

of that which is working well. So from your account all is going well

for you my dear and yes get some sleep and sing out those primitive

sounds, have no problem with this. James will be given to accept this

over time. Good going Linda! - blessings and love to you. - chrism

, " Linda "

<crazycats711 wrote:

I have been meaning to do an update on me for several days now to let

you know what's been going on with me.

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January 30, 2009

Good to read of your continued progress dear Linda, sounds like a lot is moving for you.I'm so proud of your surrender, its not easy to surrender things like you mentioned, and I think you are doing so great, YOU GO GURL!Funny about the noise, it would be so cool if you could record it I wanna hear it :-)) Wishing you all the best , with lots of loveelektra x x x