Guest guest Posted February 2, 2009 Report Share Posted February 2, 2009 Lately I have been feeling multiple aspects of my identity flashing into awareness within my being. They are all feelings of individual beingness corresponding to different locations in a space time continuum of my personal history. So, some aspects of my self feel to be my inner child, some my 17 year old self, some of the more exalted feelings seem to come forth from the future where I have established greater stability, independence, great love and contentment. So all of time is happening at once and I am beginning to really feel that this is so. The more that I can surrender to the fact that all of time is happening at once the more a sense of peace floods over me and a trust in the process takes hold. If all of time is happening at once and I am aware of it now it is impossible to really understand linearly how this can be so but it does mean that all of time is actually over. Have I somehow been offered an opportunity to exit time completely or at least my perception of it as having a beginning middle and end? I've often thought that this is what is talked about so much in the 2012 prophecy, just a change in our perception of time. When all of our self has been harmoniously integrated and our conceptions of self identity are no longer in conflict with one another our perception of what is simply gives way to knowing what IS. SO, this is exciting! I'm finding it to be very healing and am trying to just remain open and receptive and let go of any fears or resentments I might have blocking the information coming to me from the future or eternity or whatever. Somewhere I feel that this is how prayer actually works because we are already fully united with Jesus Christ or Padma Sambhava or our higher self before time began and after it ended within our own christhood, a circle of resurrected individuated consciousness who ventured away from the source and then back from a sojourn into time. So, can I surrender all that stands between my perceptual understandings and my knowingness of this truth. I guess that process is exactly how much time I have left to perceive. Just some thoughts. Love, Travis Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2009 Report Share Posted February 2, 2009 Wow,Travis,I felt compelled to answer your post because what you said resonates a lot with the things i've been going through lately.You see,i have to find another apartment and to move asap but so far all the apartments i've seen are dumps or are in the wrong area so recently i've become discouraged and upset which felt to me at that time as if i was a different person, but then something amazing happened and one day i found myself and i was so happy and i just knew that everything will be ok and that i will find a nice place to live,notice that i said a place to live,not an apartment.Now ,everytime i think that i'll never find an apartment i remember that a part of me knows that everything will be ok and i have to trust it.We must have many parts and i think that we must make peace with all of them and trust our intuition. Love,Niole Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- 1 , " travisnelsonmurphy " <travisnelsonmurphy wrote: > > Lately I have been feeling multiple aspects of my identity flashing into awareness within > my being. They are all feelings of individual beingness corresponding to different locations > in a space time continuum of my personal history. So, some aspects of my self feel to be > my inner child, some my 17 year old self, some of the more exalted feelings seem to come > forth from the future where I have established greater stability, independence, great love > and contentment. So all of time is happening at once and I am beginning to really feel that > this is so. The more that I can surrender to the fact that all of time is happening at once > the more a sense of peace floods over me and a trust in the process takes hold. If all of > time is happening at once and I am aware of it now it is impossible to really understand > linearly how this can be so but it does mean that all of time is actually over. Have I > somehow been offered an opportunity to exit time completely or at least my perception of > it as having a beginning middle and end? I've often thought that this is what is talked > about so much in the 2012 prophecy, just a change in our perception of time. When all of > our self has been harmoniously integrated and our conceptions of self identity are no > longer in conflict with one another our perception of what is simply gives way to knowing > what IS. SO, this is exciting! I'm finding it to be very healing and am trying to just remain > open and receptive and let go of any fears or resentments I might have blocking the > information coming to me from the future or eternity or whatever. Somewhere I feel that > this is how prayer actually works because we are already fully united with Jesus Christ or > Padma Sambhava or our higher self before time began and after it ended within our own > christhood, a circle of resurrected individuated consciousness who ventured away from the > source and then back from a sojourn into time. So, can I surrender all that stands between > my perceptual understandings and my knowingness of this truth. I guess that process is > exactly how much time I have left to perceive. > Just some thoughts. > Love, > Travis > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 2, 2009 Report Share Posted February 2, 2009 Yes time can be stepped into and out of. Nice to read of your recapitulation of your previous self. The compressed format indicates a Kundalini incentive for opening to more than a single linear thread of though or understanding. You are handling this very well Travis! Its not always easy to do as it brings one outside of the normnal channels nof conscious thought expression so good going!. Keep us apprised about your discoveries of the components of time and the temporal mechanics Kundalini uncovers for you! - blessings Travis. - chrism > > Kundalini-Awakening-Systems- > 1 , " travisnelsonmurphy " <travisnelsonmurphy@> > wrote: Lately I have been feeling multiple aspects of my identity flashing > into awareness within my being. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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