Guest guest Posted February 5, 2009 Report Share Posted February 5, 2009 Hi , I am a Reiki 2. ( Usui). I am also attuned to KR1 & KR2. In the past 4-5 months , It started out as this 'annoying' feeling where i couldn't sit still, while trying to meditate. I would feel this 'urge' to squeeze around my 'tail bone' (?) area and something would 'shoot' up. This used to be mild , Now I am getting it often, as in while giving reiki, during reiki 2 attunements, during participating in healing circles. I squeeze and something shoots up my back. Recently I did my KR2. The next day I was participating in a Reiki share. When I was receiving reiki, no matter where in the body I was receiving, I'll feel it in the spine. It felt like a deep kneading sensation. Later my lower back was 'sucking' up a lot of energy from my friend's hands. Sometimes i feel a pressure on my spine. -I am confused. -Is this what is kundalini? Or just a bunch of symptoms that looks like it but not really? -I don't know what to do with it. I get this urges to shoot it up....sorry, it is kinda annoying. B'cos I don't know what is happening. -I am not sure if i have other symptoms.No noises yet, no psychic experiences yet. -Is it just KR - cleansing? But I had this 'shoot up' feeling for about 5 months now and the frequency has only increased. Please Advice. Thank You Wildflower Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html Welcome Wildfire: It sounds as if you are experiencing Kundalini. says if you find the group you are suppose to be here and that is a good sign. The link above is to the safeties -chrism's protocols for his program. Start practicing these daily. They help to keep you balanced and in a safe place within the process. I suggest that you also read the main site that houses all of chrism'a articles http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/ I find that reading about the Kundalini helps me to understand what is happening and of course ask ?'s here. There are many K folk all in different levels in the process. You can also write to folks offline for indformation. Feel free to jump in and comment on any topic. There are as many views and interpretations as there are members. Again Welcome and congratulations... it is a very interesting ride. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 ---Thank You, I am pretty frustrated. I will read up. I hope this is my final stop. I am tired of running around looking for answers. I still keep thinking, May be i am just cleansing, or this or that. But I will follow your advice. The pressure on the spine is still there, can I do something about it? Is that a block? Thank you wildflower. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 6, 2009 Report Share Posted February 6, 2009 Wildfire - I understand your frustration and wanting to know what is going on? Many of us have been there - and still at times have questions. You at least have some experience with energy - some of us had none. All the safeties are important but you will find the ones that seem to get the best results on all levels are forgiveness, surrender and service. Once I knew about K and then attributed all events in my life to the K process it was easier to accept what was happening. There are many similar experiences that all K folks have and then there are some that will be unique to you. It all has to do with what you need to work on and your life path. You will find that chrism encourages us all to do the safeties each day - twice/day if possible - and at times if the energy begins to run too high then some of the safeties need to be stopped but for someone new to the process working on them does help- but you have to be consistent and get your practice going. It sounds as if you already are on track with meditation. Surrender and be fearless- for the more you fight the process and get upset and frustrated the harder it will be - there are many posts here on the group that deal with energy in the spine. And be grateful- you are on an unique path that not everyone is invited on. I find it exciting and am still working to put my practice in order. I find myself saying - " I surrender - I surrender- I surrender " many times a day and especially when there is a new sensation. An example is : last night I burned a stick of incense I have burned this same brand many times and love the scent- I immediately started to feel very dizzy and nauseous. To the point that I was not able to stand up and it felt like the room was turning. I knew it was from the incense and the smell was literally making me sick. I slept with the window open even thought it was in the 30's and today I still feel ill. So no more incense of this type for me and maybe no more period. My sense of smell is very heightened- I am picking up body odor masked by other scents. I smell the mold in the ground from all the rain - what does it all mean ? I think only that my senses are being improved - my vision also is more clear - outside the world has taken on a crisp look - I have not seen the intricate detail of small objects, leaves. bugs that some have seen but everything is so much " more " I accept, surrender to the process and enjoy- I have been given a beautiful gift - maybe I am dizzy now but down the road I will be able to smell, hear and see so much better than before. Is this making any sense? All I am trying to say is that you are in a league of unique individuals- we are the ones who will help others reach their potential, we are the ones who will serve others in reaching what so many seek- oneness with the Divine. So a little dizziness, a few bad odors- no big deal- there is so much more to all of this - " more " So take a deep breath - or two - locate the energy in your spine and relish it - surrender to it - embrace it -do not fear it and be grateful for you are blessed. my opinion... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 9, 2009 Report Share Posted February 9, 2009 Hello Wildflower, You are having experiences of an invitation. Think about Kundalini in all of its ramifications read about it and be discerning and then see if this is what you would be comfortable having for the rest of your life. For a time you may wish to discontinue Reiki treatments as the transformation occurs should you not have a choice in this as the process may be already starting. Reiki can provide the permission for you to claim that which has been yours from the point of your incarnation. Please practice the safeties: http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/the-safeties.html And let us know if this has any effect upon your symptoms. Whatever occurs or is occurring please understand that Kundalini is natural to the human system and even though there can be some challenging experiences there are plenty of beautiful and loving ones as well. 0mm - blessings and welcome Wildflower! - chrism , " wildflowerzen " <wildflowerzen wrote: Hi ,I am a Reiki 2. ( Usui). Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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