What's with the ears & the K? - The yearning and the learning

[Guest guest]

Linda,

 

I am not forcing the K to move faster--that's not possible. I am

trying to cleanse and open up more completely so that I am worthy of

her. So far it has worked very well for me. Hadn't I practiced hatha

yoga and meditation since I was a teenager, I don't think the K would

have ever taken much interest in me.

 

My constant quest for learning more and improving myself is part of

the relationship I have with the K. Ever since the process started

years ago, she has been teaching me and prodding me to keep exploring

and learning more. Some of the things that I find out on my own bring

me closer to her. Other things, instead, she has to teach me herself.

Most of the time, the K gives me hints about what I should look for,

and then she leaves it up to me to try and find out more. This game

she plays with me seems to be related to the specific qualities and

challenges of my current incarnation.

 

Of course, I would never claim that this constant yearning is the only

valid approach: I am sure that, for some blessed individuals, it is

possible to do nothing and still progress. But that's not how it works

for me. I am not so pure as to be an effortless mystic.

 

Sel

 

, " Linda "

<crazycats711 wrote:

>

> I am not understanding this, the doing of something to force K to move

> faster? It is my understanding that K is an intelligent energy which

> knows what it is doing and when to increase and all that. Would not

> wanting to do something to force it to move faster be a type of trying

> to control it. It is my understanding that the way to progress is just

> to continue surrendering to what K is doing in the moment. I have tried

> not doing the breathing exercises and Tibetans to see if it would slow

> down and it did not have any effect whatsoever, so why would doing

> something more to cause it to go faster have an effect, unless it was

> someting directed by K for you to do? If you have surrendered all your

> will and desire to K and you then have a desire to do something more,

> then it would be something K wants for you. You would have to discern

> if it is K or your ego self doing the prompting. Just some thoughts I

> had reading your post. It is God within us that does the work, our part

> is to be willing conduits by obeying what is put before us by the

> divine to do.

>

> Linda

[Guest guest]

This is how I see it, too, Sel. I have used massage, acupuncture, reiki, craniosacral therapy, myofascial release, rolfing, yoga, detoxification and improved nutrition (along with meditation and dream work)--all with the intention of 'purifying the vessel' and removing any energy blocks that would make the movement of the K energy harder on myself. Even so, I have had a few 'blow outs.' What it would have been like without them, I can only speculate, but I think it would have been harder. (And, it was spread over a period of nearly 10 years.)

Carolyn"You must love and honor the person you are at the present while you are striving to become the person you wish to be. Follow your own path and do not fear being different from those around you."--- On Sat, 2/7/09, selena255 <selena wrote:

selena255 <selena Re: What's with the ears & the K? - The yearning and the learning Date: Saturday, February 7, 2009, 10:28 AM

 

 

Linda,I am not forcing the K to move faster--that' s not possible. I amtrying to cleanse and open up more completely so that I am worthy ofher. So far it has worked very well for me. Hadn't I practiced hathayoga and meditation since I was a teenager, I don't think the K wouldhave ever taken much interest in me. My constant quest for learning more and improving myself is part ofthe relationship I have with the K. Ever since the process startedyears ago, she has been teaching me and prodding me to keep exploringand learning more. Some of the things that I find out on my own bringme closer to her. Other things, instead, she has to teach me herself.Most of the time, the K gives me hints about what I should look for,and then she leaves it up to me to try and find out more. This gameshe plays with me seems to be related to the specific qualities andchallenges of my current incarnation.

Of course, I would never claim that this constant yearning is the onlyvalid approach: I am sure that, for some blessed individuals, it ispossible to do nothing and still progress. But that's not how it worksfor me. I am not so pure as to be an effortless mystic.SelKundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , "Linda"<crazycats711@ ...> wrote:>> I am not understanding this, the doing of something to force K to move > faster? It is my understanding that K is an intelligent energy which > knows what it is doing and when to increase and all that. Would not > wanting to do something to force it to move faster be a type of trying > to control it. It is my understanding that the way to progress is just > to continue surrendering to what K is doing in the moment.

I have tried > not doing the breathing exercises and Tibetans to see if it would slow > down and it did not have any effect whatsoever, so why would doing > something more to cause it to go faster have an effect, unless it was > someting directed by K for you to do? If you have surrendered all your > will and desire to K and you then have a desire to do something more, > then it would be something K wants for you. You would have to discern > if it is K or your ego self doing the prompting. Just some thoughts I > had reading your post. It is God within us that does the work, our part > is to be willing conduits by obeying what is put before us by the > divine to do. > > Linda

[Guest guest]

Thanks Selena, that helps me to understand better. I guess all those

years of having the Holy Spirit working on puriflying my thoughts and

actions was what prepared me to be able to be activated.

 

We are all on the same path, but are each given different tools that

resonate... what is needed for each to get to the distination. I

don't believe anyone recieves salvation/ascension without any effort

on their part, not even the pure mystic. The gift is given freely

through Christ's sacrifice, but that doesn't give you a license to

continued in your wicked ways. In Philippians 2:12 we are told to

work out our salvation with fear and trembling. You have to work for

spiritual maturation. Another verse James 2:26, states that faith

without works is dead.

It is kind of like if someone gave you a gift and you never took it

out of the box and put it into action, then what good is it you?

 

I am sure without doing the Tibetans and the breathing exercises and

the other safties which have pretty much grown to be a part of me

after all these years I would not be any more advanced than what I

was before coming to this growp.

 

While I was writing this I got a little drowsy and had a vision that

I can't recall now, but it left a bitter taste in my mouth. Yuk!

 

Linda

 

, " selena255 "

<selena wrote:

>

> Linda,

>

> I am not forcing the K to move faster--that's not possible. I am

> trying to cleanse and open up more completely so that I am worthy of

> her. So far it has worked very well for me. Hadn't I practiced hatha

> yoga and meditation since I was a teenager, I don't think the K

would

> have ever taken much interest in me.

>

> My constant quest for learning more and improving myself is part of

> the relationship I have with the K. Ever since the process started

> years ago, she has been teaching me and prodding me to keep

exploring

> and learning more. Some of the things that I find out on my own

bring

> me closer to her. Other things, instead, she has to teach me

herself.

> Most of the time, the K gives me hints about what I should look for,

> and then she leaves it up to me to try and find out more. This game

> she plays with me seems to be related to the specific qualities and

> challenges of my current incarnation.

>

> Of course, I would never claim that this constant yearning is the

only

> valid approach: I am sure that, for some blessed individuals, it is

> possible to do nothing and still progress. But that's not how it

works

> for me. I am not so pure as to be an effortless mystic.

>

> Sel

>

> , " Linda "

> <crazycats711@> wrote:

> >

> > I am not understanding this, the doing of something to force K to

move

> > faster? It is my understanding that K is an intelligent energy

which

> > knows what it is doing and when to increase and all that. Would

not

> > wanting to do something to force it to move faster be a type of

trying

> > to control it. It is my understanding that the way to progress is

just

> > to continue surrendering to what K is doing in the moment. I have

tried

> > not doing the breathing exercises and Tibetans to see if it would

slow

> > down and it did not have any effect whatsoever, so why would

doing

> > something more to cause it to go faster have an effect, unless it

was

> > someting directed by K for you to do? If you have surrendered all

your

> > will and desire to K and you then have a desire to do something

more,

> > then it would be something K wants for you. You would have to

discern

> > if it is K or your ego self doing the prompting. Just some

thoughts I

> > had reading your post. It is God within us that does the work,

our part

> > is to be willing conduits by obeying what is put before us by the

> > divine to do.

> >

> > Linda

>