Guest guest Posted February 13, 2009 Report Share Posted February 13, 2009 I know I have mentioned this before but it is becoming more intense. I have since being here in NC had a need to be outside in the sun. That need seems to be getting stronger. So I take my bird and we go out in the sun and then I have an opportunity to view the trees, the sky and the beauty of the earth in this intense clear crisp clean view. It nearly hurts my eyes at times the clarity is so intense. It is as if there is more than a three dimensional view - and yet when I try to read or am on the computer at times I have trouble seeing clearly. My vision is flawed. I enjoy the brightness and it cause me to smile ...even at night the stars and the clouds take on a different hue - one of intense sharpness- the other night there was a full moon and I swear it was as if it was right near me or I was near it - I saw that face - more clearly than ever before - a smiling face And I have been sleeping very hard and deep with lots of dreams - I remember smidgens of them but nothing fully. There are lots of people in them people I know and we are always working on something - the other night bugs were mentioned in terms of learning about bugs - now really I do not care for bugs much - they always seem to like me and bite and then I suffer with itching and scars and as I thought about the dream I said oh heck - does this mean I need to get ready for bug visits- yuck!! This I do not look forward to - Had a dream with chrism in it - he was letting us do something and he told this one lady that she could not participate and then looked at me as I was sweeping the floor he said " you need to learn more. " And implied that I could participate. Then he gave me this look as if to say " it is ok. " I felt relieved. So I find too that when I lay down my body goes into vibrations - it feels so good I am enjoying the sensations for I know they can dissipate at any time- and they are present much of the time to some degree. I am so grateful - and sometimes a feeling of guilt floats in - why am I enjoying this - am I deserving ? And yes I know we all are deserving and we all at some time will reach this point - then the thought floats away and I just enjoy - thank you Shakti for this wonderful gift - e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 13, 2009 Report Share Posted February 13, 2009 thank you for sharing , I feel the sublime in your words namaste craig , " " . wrote: > > I know I have mentioned this before but it is becoming more intense. > I have since being here in NC had a need to be outside in the sun. > That need seems to be getting stronger. So I take my bird and we go > out in the sun and then I have an opportunity to view the trees, the > sky and the beauty of the earth in this intense clear crisp clean > view. It nearly hurts my eyes at times the clarity is so intense. It > is as if there is more than a three dimensional view - and yet when I > try to read or am on the computer at times I have trouble seeing > clearly. My vision is flawed. > I enjoy the brightness and it cause me to smile ...even at night the > stars and the clouds take on a different hue - one of intense > sharpness- the other night there was a full moon and I swear it was as > if it was right near me or I was near it - I saw that face - more > clearly than ever before - a smiling face > > And I have been sleeping very hard and deep with lots of dreams - I > remember smidgens of them but nothing fully. There are lots of people > in them people I know and we are always working on something - the > other night bugs were mentioned in terms of learning about bugs - now > really I do not care for bugs much - they always seem to like me and > bite and then I suffer with itching and scars and as I thought about > the dream I said oh heck - does this mean I need to get ready for bug > visits- yuck!! This I do not look forward to - > > Had a dream with chrism in it - he was letting us do something and he > told this one lady that she could not participate and then looked at > me as I was sweeping the floor he said " you need to learn more. " And > implied that I could participate. Then he gave me this look as if to > say " it is ok. " I felt relieved. > > So I find too that when I lay down my body goes into vibrations - it > feels so good I am enjoying the sensations for I know they can > dissipate at any time- and they are present much of the time to some > degree. I am so grateful - and sometimes a feeling of guilt floats in > - why am I enjoying this - am I deserving ? And yes I know we all are > deserving and we all at some time will reach this point - then the > thought floats away and I just enjoy - thank you Shakti for this > wonderful gift - > > e > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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