Guest guest Posted February 13, 2009 Report Share Posted February 13, 2009 Dear fellow K-ers, A very sincere and heartfelt Namaste! I have not posted any of my more recent initial K experiences, so I thought I'd share. If you time reading this at around bed time, I'm sure you will fall asleep quickly! :-) My apologies if this is too long or too graphic or too boring... here goes (excerpts from my journal): ********************************************************************* The most significant one came in the 2nd week in January. I dreamt that my wife was feeding tigers. They were growling initially and as I convinced myself (in my dream) to surrender and not be fearful, they began to rub themselves on my wife and me. In later discussions with Chrism, he told me that this was very auspicious as the tiger signified Shakti and that tigers were the guardians to the gates of Kundalini. Dream on Forgiveness – January 23. I have been continuing to practice my safeties and continuously reviewing events, people etc in my life, and asking for forgiveness. I dreamt of my cousin Uma who is has a bipolar disorder and is schizophrenic. I had become very upset with her on several occasions and had screamed at her for various follies that she had made due to her state. I realized on waking up that I had forgotten to seek her forgiveness for my anger towards her.. This was a gentle sign for me to seek her forgiveness (or so I interpreted!). January 26: I have a dream about the Sri Yantra Or Sri Chakra. I am convinced in my dream that one can use the Sri Yantra picture to purify water. I google it the next day and see that that is indeed the case. I have started putting my bottle of water at work on a printout of a Sri Yantra diagram. January 27: Mother is seriously ill and in the ICU with AML. I am rushing to India (trying to get my travel papers in order first) to try and be with her in her last moments. Chrism has asked me to suspend my daily safety practices as the K will accentuate expressions of sorrow. Feb 2: Mother passed away. I have spent the last 21 hours with her by her side. The K has really helped my being able to better connect with this at a very spiritual level. So far expressions of sorrow have been very controlled. I am not sure where I am getting the inner strength from. February 5 : I go to the store in Chennai India to look for Shiva and Shakti Chant CD's. The first thing that I see upon entering a store is a bright red journal book with a picture of the sri yantra on the cover! Coincidence? Feb 11: My daughter who is 20 years old has a dream about snakes. She sees snakes in pairs lined up in various rooms in our house. She tells me that they were very friendly and not threatening. Feb 12: I had to let 9 people in my group go because of workforce reductions. I wore a light green shirt to work (for the heart chakra color) and difficult as things were, overall, it was a relatively smooth. I was able to connect very sincerely with the people I had to let go. I have also been doing the 5Ts, compression breathing and meditation daily for the last week with my wife Usha, who was recently diagnosed with breast cancer. That's all for now... Warm regards Krish Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 14, 2009 Report Share Posted February 14, 2009 Krish - Thank you for sharing. What an auspicious beginning and with your whole family involved. There is a calmness that you project and a kindness that I am so fortunate to be a recipient of. I am so blessed to have you in my life. Your calm grounded manner has helped me in so many ways. K has plans for you and I look forward to seeing all that evolves. Namaste... e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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