suicide

[Guest guest]

I did a soul retrival once with the lady who over dosed on vicodin, I

think, or something similar, because her husband was killed in Iraq.She

was still goofy, because of the drugs. I worked on a Wiggie Board,

probably misspelled, and talked to this one man who was killed in a car

accident, and had brain damage, he couldn't spell very good at all. It

seems somehow, at least at sometimes, the way you cross over somehow

affects you after you cross over, but for how long, I dont know. I

think this is correct. Ive only been doing this earnestly for about a

year now, so I dont know everything. So people who desires to this

should take this into consideration. I personally dont think it is

wrong. People from other parts of the world and cultures do it all the

time, for some reason these Christians here, think its wrong, and

everyone should obey their beliefs, as if they know everything. Robert

from columbus ohio

 

, ReikiHands2004

<reikihands2004 wrote:

>

> Anyone have thoughts about suicide?  I ask because a neighbor who is

only a year or two older than I committed suicide two days ago (I found

out yesterday).  We weren't great friends, but we were good neighbors

for nearly 11 years.  He even drove my car once!  So this has been on

my mind all day yesterday and today.

>  

> Carolyn

>

[Guest guest]

It isnt fair to pigeon hole an entire faith because of some who may

wish to share its belief systems and understandings with others

whether or not those being shared with want to hear it or not.

 

This is done in many faiths not only Christianity. There are many

examples of these sharings that range from ideas about vegetarianism

to female genital mutilation to outright separation from society from

those who do not believe in the faith of choice.

 

The opinions on suicide vary greatly from person to person and faith

to faith. So let us not throw stones at one belief system.

Suicide is difficult enough. Here is my opinion on Suicide and the

Kundalini:

 

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Kundalini will change your feelings about your life and your

interactive dynamics within the life you are living. It will have a

way of amplifying those issues that may need the most work from you

at any given time.

 

This if it isn't understood or is blocked from the individual due to

other outside forces can become a road towards a miscommunication

within the individual.

 

It is very, very important not to allow yourself to fall into the

deep depressions that can occur. We may feel as if we do not belong.

We may feel as if we are not good enough. We may feel as if life has

no meaning anymore. These are " caused " by the Kundalini as it seeks

to transform the person and in this transformation a feeling of not

belonging or being viable inside of the current reality can often be

felt as the one reality becomes the two.

 

We can begin to feel very hopeless and unconnected. It isn't true

but it " feels " as if it is true. And it is this feeling as with

other feelings that I advise people to not partake of unless it is a

way of releasing it from there expressions and systems. Choice is

always there for you to have. You can choose to focus on what you

wish and yes it may take some effort but inside of the Kundalini you

may find it a very rewarding effort.

 

If you need to get these self hurtful expressions out then do so!

THEN move on. Go into your internal joy your IJ and begin to FIND

the self love and the self respect and the self meaning in your life

from a new platform. Too often we can get caught up into the idea

that these aspects of change are " not right " because they feel

strange and then the feelings that come from that change will form

to suit from your expectations and they will not be right. Then the

person can obsess on these patterns of self induced depressive

feelings.

 

This will often be amplified by the Kundalini infusion as it brings

these most personal issues to the surface by dislodging them from

the secret little places where we hide them in our consciousness.

Bringing our darkest thoughts to the surface to be cleansed by the

light. Sometimes we want to hang on to these aspects of our Shadow

Selves. Sometimes we do not yet feel ready to let go of the familiar

fears and angers and depressions and hatreds. This includes self

hatred. It is quite beneficial to release them and we can release

them by acknowledging their presence then changing their expression

through reversal.

 

Often we can see far beyond into the distance from where we were to

where we are and we will try to make sense of what the near future

Kundalini reality is going to be and how we will fit into this new

reality but we cannot as yet do so and once again we feel lost.

 

We are not lost even though it may feel that way. We are in

transition. As we continue into the process and open ourselves

completely into the process we are able to understand the agenda

more and more clearly. We are able to feel the new understandings as

bursts of light both in and outside of ourselves and as we begin to

make sense of the new double reality we begin to grow and flourish

inside of it.

 

Sometimes a person will not have the patience or the information to

do this and so the suicide numbers of K active people in the west

are somewhat staggering. 30 percent is the percentage I have been

given from my Kundalini. Thirty percent will simply kill themselves

due to the difficulty of redefining the life with in the Kundalini

context. This does not need to occur if you are reading this

information. Yes everyone is helped and everyone is given intuitive

or other forms of information on what to or what not to do but as

we in the west do not have an appreciation of the intuitive

qualities we are often not able to recognize the truth inside of the

intuitions. Therefore when we practice our " free choice " we often

will make a choice that can cause us and our loved ones severe

distress and much hardship.

 

We sometimes do this out of a quiet desperation. We see how the life

has been lived and it no longer measures up to our expectations.

Expectations that have been founded on a previous understanding of

life not a Kundalini understanding of life. The desperation can

grow and grow and it can eventually overtake a person's common sense

and they can become immersed into the downward spiral. This doesn't

need to happen if you are reading this.

 

You are being given an opportunity to reach another conclusion.

Killing the self solves no problems. Merely makes the problems much

harder to solve as now there is no " body " to do it with! Not to

mention the fact of what it does to those who love you and care for

you and depend upon you. Even those in the future whom your

patterns of probability would have guided you to meet, they no

longer meet you and they also suffer.

 

You must understand that the transformation process has certain

stages. These stages will occur in ways that are predictable though

each person has some variations along the theme that makes it

individual as well. As you go through the transformations the

feelings and problems that arise are to be worked on and

balanced.This how forgiveness can work for a person in this

scenario. As you work to forgive and balance some of these false

feelings of self abuse one can begin to understand some of the more

subtle foundations of these feelings and balance them out by

forgiving or becoming more tolerant or by loving more or by giving

loving service to others. Following the safety protocols in other

words.

 

As a person does this a very strong discernable light will appear at

the end of their personal tunnel of loneliness and pain. And from

this light they will begin to experience the first rays of the

divine Sun that comes into view as these issues are resolved. Riding

on these rays of this divine Sun is a form of love that surpasses

anything else one may have encountered. Love that the body can only

process through tears. This is called bliss. And it is one of the

first invitations of love from the Kundalini that a person can feel

as they come out from under the depressive and difficult rough edge

polishing's that can be experienced at the beginning with out any

previous expressive conditioning pre-Kundalini.

 

This is what awaits you. This is the golden light at the end of your

emotional and misperceived sources of pain. Do not believe your

feelings of loneliness or depression or feelings of not belonging.

Do not let your expanded awareness cause you to expand the issues

that need resolution into " greater than they are " expressions. Let

yourself understand that as you mature into the Kundalini your

understandings and interactions with those understandings will

increase until you are completely aware of who you are and how you

fit into the new reality that you are part of.

 

Do not hurt yourself due to impatience and a lack of understanding.

Give yourself time and be consistent and diligent in seeking your

balances. Do not lose hope no matter how long you may have been

feeling this way. Surrender your pain and your fears. No longer

attach any validity to them. They are not " of you " anymore. They are

merely ghosts of a reality that is no longer there. You are now

different and you have a gift that even though it doesn't feel like

one is one of the greatest gifts that can come to a person. And even

though it may feel like a struggle at first it is yours and it

belongs to you and is all about you. And you can do it and learn

from it and prosper inside of it.

 

Sometimes it isn't just the feelings of not belonging or of being

useless that cause the problems sometimes it is of the entity issues

that can come. This can make you think you're crazy. Your not crazy.

Entities exist and they come in all shapes sizes and agenda's. They

will attack you and pester you and scare you and watch you until you

are at your wits end! And if this goes on and on for years this will

indeed turn into a very long nightmare. This doesn't happen to

everyone though like the kriyas they only come to those that have

the propensity for them.

 

The most important rule I have learned from my entity interactions

and those of many others is to get used to them and no longer be

surprised. Trust that you are experiencing a phenomena that is real

but that it is merely the first rung of interaction with these

beings and as you detach your feelings and focus of this experience

being " super important " your attachment to them will diminish. Your

connection to them will fade and many of your interactions with them

will also fade as you pass into higher vibrational expressions.

 

Typically people cannot hear this information at first because of

the mind blowing shattered reality of their previous belief system

that discounted the possibility of any kind of entity existence. So

for a time they will need to experience this. If you are reading

this information then you need not suffer. You can begin to

surrender your attachments of fear to this situation and begin to

move through it. You no longer need to buy into the fear that almost

always attends these events. Never listen to the entities no matter

what is told to you. Never, never believe them. Just detach from

what you are seeing. Like paddling a canoe down the middle of the

river do not become attached to what is occurring on either side.

Just keep paddling.

 

The entity issues will last as long as the person buys into this

fear. When surrender comes, the act of surrender will release the

Kundalini traveler from this frequency of the astral experience.

 

This is the same with many of the issues that can cause one to end

their life because of the Kundalini awakening. Surrender to the

experience do not fight it no matter how strange it gets. And it can

get pretty strange! Surrender to it. Learn from it. Be ok with

it. And move on. Let me know if you have any concerns in these areas

mentioned or in other areas that are leading you to the edge of your

sanity and ability to handle and I will help you no matter what! No

matter where you are on this earth I can reach you. – blessings all -

chrism

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

, " Robert "

<robertfeb wrote:

>

> I did a soul retrival once with the lady who over dosed on vicodin, I

> think, or something similar, because her husband was killed in Iraq.She

> was still goofy, because of the drugs. I worked on a Wiggie Board,

> probably misspelled, and talked to this one man who was killed in a car

> accident, and had brain damage, he couldn't spell very good at all. It

> seems somehow, at least at sometimes, the way you cross over somehow

> affects you after you cross over, but for how long, I dont know. I

> think this is correct. Ive only been doing this earnestly for about a

> year now, so I dont know everything. So people who desires to this

> should take this into consideration. I personally dont think it is

> wrong. People from other parts of the world and cultures do it all the

> time, for some reason these Christians here, think its wrong, and

> everyone should obey their beliefs, as if they know everything. Robert

> from columbus ohio

>

> , ReikiHands2004

> <reikihands2004@> wrote:

> >

> > Anyone have thoughts about suicide?  I ask because a neighbor who is

> only a year or two older than I committed suicide two days ago (I found

> out yesterday).  We weren't great friends, but we were good neighbors

> for nearly 11 years.  He even drove my car once!  So this has been on

> my mind all day yesterday and today.

> >  

> > Carolyn

> >

>