ankylosing spondylits - healing request

[Guest guest]

Hi,

 

I had a traumatic kundalini awakening including attempted suicide, a

few years ago and am only alive today as there was not enough

paracetamol in the bottle, so took the next " best " thing. I had put

simple but effective measures in place to ensure it would be very,

very unlikely I would be found, until many hours too late, for a

stomach pump to be used

 

 

Prolonged stress took a toll on my physical health

 

I suffer from ankylosing spondylitis and have fused vertebrae in my

neck and upper spine, plus poor posture

 

 

http://hcd2.bupa.co.uk/images/factsheets/Ankylosing_spondylitis_427x24

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http://www.arc.org.uk/arthinfo/patpubs/6001/6001.asp

 

 

Is there anyone here who could help my spine to be flexible enough

for

it to be aligned please?

 

My neck feels uncomfortable a lot of the time, as too much bone

there, where joints are fused

 

 

I do a few yoga stretches each day, but upper spine is too rigid for

it

to be realigned

 

If spine became more flexible, it might help me to go to a

chiropracter, but my spine is too rigid for a chiropracter to be of

significant benefit unless damage that has already occurred to my

neck

and upper spine is undone

 

I am aged 42, had a severe breakdown in 2000, including suicidal

thoughts as good as every waking moment for years and remember even

having woken up having been dreaming about suicide. It felt like

many,

many deaths. It is more anxiety than depression I am suffering from

at

the moment, although that can be quite debilitating, in addition to

physical illness

 

I have not done paid work since breakdown in 2000 and live with my

parents. Obviously, I would like both my parents to be in good

health. I am aged 42 and live in England. If anything happened to

my parents (both are 80), I have been told the house will be sold.

It is unlikely I would ever be able to work in a 9 to 5 job

 

 

I have very little self-confidence, feel lonely and wish I found it

easier to make

friends with people in " real " life. I miss the woman I used to go

out

with (Joanna). Sent her flowers by Interflora but she did not

reply. Am sure she cares for me, but did not reply.

 

A man who used to work for EMI has been visiting me every few weeks.

He bought a guitar from me and we have become friends. There is no

fee. In a professional capacity, he works primarily with solo

artistes. I have only ever done music as a hobby. Ankylosing

spondylitis

can affect voice. Prior to severe breakdown in 2000, I often worked

until about 1.30am in the morning, for below the minimum wage

 

 

As far as spiritual lessons go, I need to live more in the now

 

Also, to become better at forgiveness

 

 

I have had psoriasis for about 25 years and suffer from psoriatic

arthritis, that is a type of arthritis related to psoriasis. The

most expensive medication I take is humira, for ankylosing spondyitis

(and psorasis). A hospitl specialist is only allowed to recommend

it, rather than precribe, as so expensive. A form is then sent off

and one hears back about 6 weeks later whether has been accepted. It

costs about £10,000 per annum, on the NHS

 

It has heped symptoms somewhat, particuarly for psoriasis. I feel

very tired, a lot of the time. That is a barrier to recording. Like

feeling groggy, washed out

 

 

Can anyone here help please?

 

I am willing to make a donation, if so

 

Thank-u for listening

 

 

Love,

 

Michael

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[Guest guest]

Chrism

 

Thanks a lot

 

 

Love,

 

Michael

 

 

 

 

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