Guest guest Posted March 6, 2009 Report Share Posted March 6, 2009 hey, I've discovered something that didn't dawn on me until after the healing conference last night. There is absolutely nothing wrong with me! this whole time I've been trying to fix parts of me that I deemed broke but nothing's broke at all! These parts that I thought were broke I had actually locked in the basement (like fear, anxiety, anger, most of my negative states). It seemed that when my Kundalini activated that things were just getting steadily worse and so I haven't trusted the Kundalini fully, or rather I haven't trusted myself fully with the K. I've come to realize that my fears have blown way out of proportion because I locked the fear aspect of myself in the basement. Anger on the other hand was finding covert ways to express itself. But anyways, there is nothing to fix! of course these aspects of myself can be refined but there's nothing wrong with these aspects until we shove them into the basement and throw away the key and also getting stuck in one perspective, we're all these perspectives (dual and non-dual). Bruce if you're reading this I want to thank you for inadvertently bringing me to Genpo Roshi's Big Mind process. I can finally rest and let Shakti do Her work, there's nothing wrong! craig Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 6, 2009 Report Share Posted March 6, 2009 Congrats Craig! My belief is that we need to embrace and love all aspects of ourselves - even the seemingly ugly ones. All of our experiences, emotions, etc make up who we are. Once we accept and embrace all aspects, then we can evolve. There is nothing without purpose, growth occurs through it all. Imo, suppression causes a pressure to build up and then things tend to come out in unpredictable ways. It has to go somewhere, better it is self directed! Sarita , "kundaflame" <kundaflame wrote:>> hey, I've discovered something that didn't dawn on me until after the healing conference last night. There is absolutely nothing wrong with me! this whole time I've been trying to fix parts of me that I deemed broke but nothing's broke at all! These parts that I thought were broke I had actually locked in the basement (like fear, anxiety, anger, most of my negative states). It seemed that when my Kundalini activated that things were just getting steadily worse and so I haven't trusted the Kundalini fully, or rather I haven't trusted myself fully with the K. I've come to realize that my fears have blown way out of proportion because I locked the fear aspect of myself in the basement. Anger on the other hand was finding covert ways to express itself. But anyways, there is nothing to fix! of course these aspects of myself can be refined but there's nothing wrong with these aspects until we shove them into the basement and throw away the key and also getting stuck in one perspective, we're all these perspectives (dual and non-dual). Bruce if you're reading this I want to thank you for inadvertently bringing me to Genpo Roshi's Big Mind process. I can finally rest and let Shakti do Her work, there's nothing wrong!> craig> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 8, 2009 Report Share Posted March 8, 2009 yeah, I think Shakti was showing me that too. I remember a while ago doing a visualizing exercise and actually locking all of my negative aspects in the basement and throwing away the key, lol. The morning after the healing conference with my new insight, I visualized going back into the building and going to the basement and unlocking that door and allowing it to be open, and I felt an energy rush and a relief. I think that Shakti might have let the skeletons out of the closet after my activation and I needed to consciously open the dorrs and accept all that I am. I now feel the profundity of one of Chrism's mantras " I am one with all that I am " I love saying for my compression prayer now. I feel balanced now and it feels great, I feel free! namaste to all craig , " Sarita " <sarita1969 wrote: > > > Congrats Craig! My belief is that we need to embrace and love all > aspects of ourselves - even the seemingly ugly ones. All of our > experiences, emotions, etc make up who we are. Once we accept and > embrace all aspects, then we can evolve. There is nothing without > purpose, growth occurs through it all. > > Imo, suppression causes a pressure to build up and then things tend to > come out in unpredictable ways. It has to go somewhere, better it is > self directed! > > Sarita Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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