I am free and had 2 dreams this morning which confirmed it!

[Guest guest]

Yesterday,we went to see this dumpy apartment and i felt nothing,no

dissapointment or panic that we'll not find a decent apartment.For a few days

now,i've felt so much joy and hapiness just for being alive and when something

happened which used to make me sad before,the sadness never happened.I have

finally came to a place within myself where nothing changes and there's always

bliss and joy no matter what,accompanied by a inner knowing that everything will

be just fine.Of course,i've felt this inner knowing before but it never lasted

long but now i can say that it's here to stay.I can see it all now and it's so

beautiful it takes my breath away.I've had this feeling for a while now that we

will not need to find an apartment and that something would happen and we will

have a place to live anyway but before today,i have not been able to feel it as

if it's for real but now i do.I felt this peace and inner knowing come over me

last night before i fell asleep and i knew everything and i was

everything.Everything made sense and i felt that i was sane unlike other times

when i was sure i was crazy.I had this dream where i was reading from this old

book and it said that i will be together with my soulmate soon.The pages were

yellowed by time and it was very old and then i had another dream.I was in this

building and i used to work there a long time ago.There were several people

there and a lot of children and i knew that they were injected with this white

powder and they were going to be shipped somewhere.There were these glass vials

that had this white powder in them and i wanted to take one and to escape and

show everyone what they were doing to the children.The powder was supossed to

change everyone.I went to look at the vials but there were only 3 left and i

knew that if i took one they would know so i didn't.They were in this

blue,shiny,metallic case and only three vials plus a syringe fit in there.This

woman came to me and showed me this piture of me and told me that,that was it,i

was caught.She took me away and i was crying and asking her " What about my

children and my family? " Right away this man came and told her that they

couldn't kill me because i was such and such's soulmate and couldn't be hurt

because it would change everything.Al i could say is Whoa,what a dream to

confirm everything! So,i'm not crazy after all,lol!Bless you all!I am free !

 

love,nicole

[Guest guest]

Hi Nicole,

 

I am so happy for you. That feeling of " not worrying " is rather scary and

disconcerting at first. You try and test yourself with worrying about other

things-but even this is fleeting.

 

That feeling has been here for me for many months now and it actually feels

strange not having a list of things to worry about! That list may still be there

filed away in the back of my brain but it has lost its strength of shaping my

daily moods and actions.

 

Good for you,

 

In Bliss, Skydancer x

 

, " ntaroiu " <lsirca

wrote:

>

> Yesterday,we went to see this dumpy apartment and i felt nothing,no

dissapointment or panic that we'll not find a decent apartment.For a few days

now,i've felt so much joy and hapiness just for being alive and when something

happened which used to make me sad before,the sadness never happened.I have

finally came to a place within myself where nothing changes and there's always

bliss and joy no matter what,accompanied by a inner knowing that everything will

be just fine.Of course,i've felt this inner knowing before but it never lasted

long but now i can say that it's here to stay.I can see it all now and it's so

beautiful it takes my breath away.I've had this feeling for a while now that we

will not need to find an apartment and that something would happen and we will

have a place to live anyway but before today,i have not been able to feel it as

if it's for real but now i do.I felt this peace and inner knowing come over me

last night before i fell asleep and i knew everything and i was

everything.Everything made sense and i felt that i was sane unlike other times

when i was sure i was crazy.I had this dream where i was reading from this old

book and it said that i will be together with my soulmate soon.The pages were

yellowed by time and it was very old and then i had another dream.I was in this

building and i used to work there a long time ago.There were several people

there and a lot of children and i knew that they were injected with this white

powder and they were going to be shipped somewhere.There were these glass vials

that had this white powder in them and i wanted to take one and to escape and

show everyone what they were doing to the children.The powder was supossed to

change everyone.I went to look at the vials but there were only 3 left and i

knew that if i took one they would know so i didn't.They were in this

blue,shiny,metallic case and only three vials plus a syringe fit in there.This

woman came to me and showed me this piture of me and told me that,that was it,i

was caught.She took me away and i was crying and asking her " What about my

children and my family? " Right away this man came and told her that they

couldn't kill me because i was such and such's soulmate and couldn't be hurt

because it would change everything.Al i could say is Whoa,what a dream to

confirm everything! So,i'm not crazy after all,lol!Bless you all!I am free !

>

> love,nicole

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Nicole,

 

thats great, I am also really happy for you. I can relate to both you and

skydancer about not worrying, and it first it was really weird not to really

worry about too much, then I got used to it.ha

 

I remember also the first times that I truly and deeply felt everything would

always be okay and things would work out well without me having to always be in

control, and it came with a lot of bliss. I gotto say that it did come and go,

and peak experiences went down, but it seems to have balanced out on the good

side..

 

love and light

Bruce

 

 

, " Skydancer "

<ionaskydancer wrote:

>

> Hi Nicole,

>

> I am so happy for you. That feeling of " not worrying " is rather scary and

disconcerting at first. You try and test yourself with worrying about other

things-but even this is fleeting.

>

> That feeling has been here for me for many months now and it actually feels

strange not having a list of things to worry about! That list may still be there

filed away in the back of my brain but it has lost its strength of shaping my

daily moods and actions.

>

> Good for you,

>

> In Bliss, Skydancer x

>

> , " ntaroiu " <lsirca@>

wrote:

> >

> > Yesterday,we went to see this dumpy apartment and i felt nothing,no

dissapointment or panic that we'll not find a decent apartment.For a few days

now,i've felt so much joy and hapiness just for being alive and when something

happened which used to make me sad before,the sadness never happened.I have

finally came to a place within myself where nothing changes and there's always

bliss and joy no matter what,accompanied by a inner knowing that everything will

be just fine.Of course,i've felt this inner knowing before but it never lasted

long but now i can say that it's here to stay.I can see it all now and it's so

beautiful it takes my breath away.I've had this feeling for a while now that we

will not need to find an apartment and that something would happen and we will

have a place to live anyway but before today,i have not been able to feel it as

if it's for real but now i do.I felt this peace and inner knowing come over me

last night before i fell asleep and i knew everything and i was

everything.Everything made sense and i felt that i was sane unlike other times

when i was sure i was crazy.I had this dream where i was reading from this old

book and it said that i will be together with my soulmate soon.The pages were

yellowed by time and it was very old and then i had another dream.I was in this

building and i used to work there a long time ago.There were several people

there and a lot of children and i knew that they were injected with this white

powder and they were going to be shipped somewhere.There were these glass vials

that had this white powder in them and i wanted to take one and to escape and

show everyone what they were doing to the children.The powder was supossed to

change everyone.I went to look at the vials but there were only 3 left and i

knew that if i took one they would know so i didn't.They were in this

blue,shiny,metallic case and only three vials plus a syringe fit in there.This

woman came to me and showed me this piture of me and told me that,that was it,i

was caught.She took me away and i was crying and asking her " What about my

children and my family? " Right away this man came and told her that they

couldn't kill me because i was such and such's soulmate and couldn't be hurt

because it would change everything.Al i could say is Whoa,what a dream to

confirm everything! So,i'm not crazy after all,lol!Bless you all!I am free !

> >

> > love,nicole

> >

>