Oh I have been doing THAT my entire life!

[Guest guest]

I hear this quite a bit from people who are going to just pass over the

emotional balances through forgiveness. Or they will forgive it once and expect

that it is done and will not repeat or make the forgiving part of a continuing

practice.

 

Hurts that are received need to be balanced through forgiveness. They need to be

acknowledged and released and it typically isn't a one time process. It must be

done over and over assiduously recovering and remembering those things that were

part of the pain, those people who were part of the pain, those scenarios that

were part of the pain.

 

And as these are uncovered they require forgiveness for a piece of the balance

to be achieved. Little pieces adding up to a whole. You will know without

needing to be told when a matter is at last put to rest.

 

With the Kundalini the emotional state can become extremely magnified and even

the littlest hurt can become a huge issue. This little issue can become a

snowball of anxiety and hurt and deception if it is allowed to go unchecked.

 

So as you begin to feel a certain way that is perhaps not balanced emotionally

about a subject or person or experience, go into it and check it out! Do not let

it sit and fester and infect the other aspects of your emotional body. Work at

it and allow it to cleanse and heal. It takes an effort at times so please be

advised of this. It takes effort and diligence to be aware of the emotional body

and then it takes an effort to reveal that which needs to be cleared and then to

clear it.

 

As one gets into the practice of doing this one becomes more adept and the

resolutions do become much quicker and more pronounced in the ability to plumb

the depths of the issue. Old hurts are covered up by more denial and more memory

blocks than new ones unless the new ones are extremely severe. So if one has had

a difficult childhood one can then uncover it piece by piece and begin to

forgive and balance those hurtful remembrances that occurred as a child.

 

Often the view of an adult of a childhood issue is enough to work the balance in

and of itself as the person now being an adult can perhaps relate to what the

parent or parents did as they tried what they could to raise the child within

societal guidelines present at that time. Other hurts from parent to child go

much deeper and require more time and more love.

 

So please DO this part of the practice. You have EVERYTHING to gain from it and

it can save you from focusing on a negative event blown up and magnified by

Kundalini. - blessings all - chrism

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Chrism:

I know and follow the advice on forgiveness. I try to diligently work on this daily. I must share these following paragraphs .. The Dali Lama is no dope when it comes to the affairs of Tibet v China or any of the repression that exists worldwide. He actively speaks on repression. He is a holy man and probably activated and beyond activation of K. Even his monks put their own safety on the line last year. He seems to be able to handle the dichotomy between the spiritual and physical world of illusions. I have problems separating the two.

 

I come was duped in the "60's" by not being politically aware. I have been for the underdog ever since because usually the underdog is the person or group that is repressed by a larger society trying to keep order so that their regime can exist longer. I try to keep ahead of matters so I can advise my children and their boyfriends and others if conscription is on the horizon. I know a lot of my keeping up on world affairs is the ego gone wild intellectually. Also, I realize that I am not an adviser to anybody but me, at least right now. I know that all of this was a role that I gave myself and I must dump it to advance.

 

I am part of many groups because of my part in the veterans community. I get many e-mails to back the 2nd Amendment and propagate the arms industry. I get e-mails to back genocide. I get racist e-mails concerning the new president. It is hard for me to cut myself off from the individuals that mail these things. They have positive aspects to their personalities. I have a friendship with them in other realms. They are nice to people in their ways. They know my stand on but continue to forward propaganda. I just can't answer because the answer to me would keep the fight going. No one asks my opinion. They only give theirs. I know that these comments from my brothers are from God to help me advance. I know that I will eventually come from a comfortable place when I view these things. Getting there is my task now. Some would say to leave these people behind. I guess I am not ready to leave them.

 

I guess if I was k activated I would be above this fray. Unfortunately I'm not. My dilemma seems to be safety oriented. I know well the safety stand on the news and TV. My inability to forgive instantly and deal with these relationships and stimuli seems to bog me down in old ways. I don't want to be the angry old man that never changes and is at odds with everyone that is not exactly me. I'm in a "Catch 22" situation with this and still being more than grumpy in interpersonal relationships.

 

Thanks and Love,

Jake--- On Tue, 3/24/09, chrism <> wrote:

<> "Oh I have been doing THAT my entire life!" Date: Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 10:45 AM

 

 

I hear this quite a bit from people who are going to just pass over the emotional balances through forgiveness.

 

 

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Jake,

My father also was a soldier. He could not shoot a rifle for nuts so he was made a stretcher bearer and first aid whilst he served his time in the middle east. Though once he was called back to defend Australia in the jungles of New Guinea they made him a Bren Gunner as they army worked out he was a dead eye dick on such a weapon. I consider my self lucky to have him as a father as he would have been the major target of the Japanese snipers. What I understand about him is that he had much anger when he returned although he love for his wife and child was utmost. I become a child of his some 12 years after the war, A sensitive child as I was, I would burst out in tears as he arrived home from work. I took on a lot of his idiocracies as well as his good points as children do and as a teenager made myriads of mistakes. Though kept on learning. I spent a lot of time socializing with him (my choice) to know him better once I was 17. Though I stopped this once I had the need to know myself better and began yoga and martial art training. Later I got him a job that pay well and was easier than bricklaying, It was from these moments I learned I heal on the psycho schematic level dealing with samscaras, He would pass comment that I was changing him so much and he wasn't so angry. I knew it though did not think that he knew until he said so. Later once I had enough of that job and I left he remained. I left home to try some alternative life style. Though when I returned I continued the healing program from the distance of the granny flat at he rear of his house. He would complain to me that I was sending ghosts to haunt him that woke him in the night. As such I would tease him about it and then from his reactions give him an assuring smile that all is ok.

 

I am not sure at present what the second amendment is about, I live in in a place known as Australian, though I think it might be something about the right to bear arms. Many believe that the us is a republic however I don't believe this is not really the case it is a democracy because of the 14th amendment and I think the 16th as well.

 

I am sure gradual my father hadn't had a gun, I believe he would have used it at times, I decided I never wanted a gun because there has been a time I probably would have used it. Though it seems in places like Switzerland there may be more of a maturity about them as every body has one yet it is said there are less murders that take place there.

 

They probably don't have shows like Rambo? I really don't know why.

 

I talk about my father because I have been sending him healing over the last couple of days, I am missing him, I haven't spoken to him in awhile, though I do keep in contact through distance healing.

 

I have problems also not about guns as I don't want one though about freedoms and liberties, I quite often frequent those groups and sites. Keeping your children away from the prospect of conscription is possible I believe and is much more acceptable now among the public than in the Vietnam war era. It was drummed into me that I was not going to war from an early age.

 

It may seem that I am quite a bit off topic in regarding the I however I make offer to send healing to you if you wish.

 

In love

John .M

 

 

 

 

 

-

jakecarney36

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 11:09 PM

Re: "Oh I have been doing THAT my entire life!"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chrism:

I know and follow the advice on forgiveness. I try to diligently work on this daily. I must share these following paragraphs .. The Dali Lama is no dope when it comes to the affairs of Tibet v China or any of the repression that exists worldwide. He actively speaks on repression. He is a holy man and probably activated and beyond activation of K. Even his monks put their own safety on the line last year. He seems to be able to handle the dichotomy between the spiritual and physical world of illusions. I have problems separating the two.

 

I come was duped in the "60's" by not being politically aware. I have been for the underdog ever since because usually the underdog is the person or group that is repressed by a larger society trying to keep order so that their regime can exist longer. I try to keep ahead of matters so I can advise my children and their boyfriends and others if conscription is on the horizon. I know a lot of my keeping up on world affairs is the ego gone wild intellectually. Also, I realize that I am not an adviser to anybody but me, at least right now. I know that all of this was a role that I gave myself and I must dump it to advance.

 

I am part of many groups because of my part in the veterans community. I get many e-mails to back the 2nd Amendment and propagate the arms industry. I get e-mails to back genocide. I get racist e-mails concerning the new president. It is hard for me to cut myself off from the individuals that mail these things. They have positive aspects to their personalities. I have a friendship with them in other realms. They are nice to people in their ways. They know my stand on but continue to forward propaganda. I just can't answer because the answer to me would keep the fight going. No one asks my opinion. They only give theirs. I know that these comments from my brothers are from God to help me advance. I know that I will eventually come from a comfortable place when I view these things. Getting there is my task now. Some would say to leave these people behind. I guess I am not ready to leave them.

 

I guess if I was k activated I would be above this fray. Unfortunately I'm not. My dilemma seems to be safety oriented. I know well the safety stand on the news and TV. My inability to forgive instantly and deal with these relationships and stimuli seems to bog me down in old ways. I don't want to be the angry old man that never changes and is at odds with everyone that is not exactly me. I'm in a "Catch 22" situation with this and still being more than grumpy in interpersonal relationships.

 

Thanks and Love,

Jake--- On Tue, 3/24/09, chrism wrote:

"Oh I have been doing THAT my entire life!" Date: Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 10:45 AM

 

 

I hear this quite a bit from people who are going to just pass over the emotional balances through forgiveness.

 

 

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Jake,

I am not one of the wise ones on this list. I try to listen and learn.

However, I wanted

to share my opinion on this subject and or others may give you a

different opinion.

I have found it is important to be informed. We were fooled on the Vietnam war

specifically lied to when LBJ told us we were attacked (regarding the Gulf of

Tonkin incident) and he used this attack as an excuse to involve US troops in

more than an advisory capacity. There have been many other " false flags " and

lies, I am sure you know what has happened over the last 8 years. However, I

am informed, but not " identified " with the situation. I realize supporting a

" peace movement " will do more for our country than supporting an " antiwar "

movement. You can't make peace by making war. Our country's largest export is

weapons. I believe it is healthy to know what is going on, but not let it take

over your emotions or let personalities (my personalities) get emotionally

involved. But I also do what I can. Volunteered to work at the Obama

headquarters in my local election. Call my elected officials when an important

vote comes up. Maybe I am fooling myself, but I try not to let my ego get too

involved, but look at it as " service " work.

Millions of people die when other people don't pay attention.

 

I have many friends that have different political views than I have. Some of

them I do not talk to about politics at all because they are so asleep, they

would be like waking a little baby (very angry), and I see no point in it.

Sometimes I make a small comment about it, and other times will open up to a

full debate. Just depends on the situation. But I do think it is important to

keep informed. or others, what is your take on it?

 

Love & Light,

Pat

 

, jakecarney36 wrote:

>

>

> Chrism:

> I know and follow the advice on forgiveness. I try to diligently work on

this daily. I must share these following paragraphs . The Dali Lama is no dope

when it comes to the affairs of Tibet v China or any of the repression that

exists worldwide. He actively speaks on repression. He is a holy man and

probably activated and beyond activation of K. Even his monks put their own

safety on the line last year. He seems to be able to handle the dichotomy

between the spiritual and physical world of illusions. I have problems

separating the two.

>  

> I come was duped in the " 60's " by not being politically aware. I have been for

the underdog ever since because usually the underdog is the person or group that

is repressed by a larger society trying to keep order so that their regime can

exist longer. I try to keep ahead of matters so I can advise my children and

their boyfriends and others if conscription is on the horizon. I know a lot of

my keeping up on world affairs is the ego gone wild intellectually. Also, I

realize that I am not an adviser to anybody but me, at least right now. I know

that all of this was a role that I gave myself and I must dump it to advance.

>  

> I am part of many groups because of my part in the veterans community. I

get many e-mails to back the 2nd Amendment and propagate the arms industry. I

get e-mails to back genocide. I get racist e-mails concerning the new president.

It is hard for me to cut myself off from the individuals that mail these things.

They have positive aspects to their personalities. I have a friendship with them

in other realms. They are nice to people in their ways.. They know my stand on

but continue to forward propaganda. I just can't answer because the answer to me

would keep the fight going. No one asks my opinion. They only give theirs. I

know that these comments from my brothers are from God to help me advance. I

know that I will eventually come from a comfortable place when I view these

things. Getting there is my task now.. Some would say to leave these people

behind. I guess I am not ready to leave them.

>  

> I guess if I was k activated I would be above this fray. Unfortunately I'm

not. My dilemma seems to be safety oriented. I know well the safety stand on the

news and TV. My inability to forgive instantly and deal with these relationships

and stimuli seems to bog me down in old ways. I don't want to be the angry old

man that never changes and is at odds with everyone that is not exactly me. I'm

in a " Catch 22 " situation with this and still being more than grumpy

in interpersonal relationships.  

>  

> Thanks and Love,

> Jake

>

> --- On Tue, 3/24/09, chrism <> wrote:

>

>

> <>

> " Oh I have been doing THAT my entire

life! "

>

> Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 10:45 AM

I hear this quite a bit from people who are going to just pass over the

emotional balances through forgiveness. 

>

>

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John:

Thanks for your reply. You helped heal your father. It was a nice story. I could use all the healing I can get because I'm prepairing for the release of the "Holy Fire." As you could see from my posting that I am trying to forgive daily but it is hard because I am such an activist in my soul.

 

Thanks for being there for me and your father.

 

Love,

Jake--- On Wed, 3/25/09, JOHN. M <john.mathieson1 wrote:

JOHN. M <john.mathieson1Re: "Oh I have been doing THAT my entire life!" Date: Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 7:05 AM

 

 

 

Jake,

My father also was a soldier.

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Pat:

Thanks for your opinion. That's what I was posting about. I wanted to know how people deal with the balance of what I was talking about. I really valued your response. You are wise.

 

Love,

Jake--- On Wed, 3/25/09, Pat <lookinglassaussies wrote:

Pat <lookinglassaussies Re: "Oh I have been doing THAT my entire life!" Date: Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 7:10 AM

 

 

Jake,I am not one of the wise ones on this list.

 

 

[Guest guest]

Andrew

I think all I done was be with him a sent and gave love, be warned it may bring tears,it does to me at times.

In love

John ,M

 

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Andrew Carney

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 8:14 PM

Re: "Oh I have been doing THAT my entire life!"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

John:

Thanks for your reply. You helped heal your father. It was a nice story. I could use all the healing I can get because I'm prepairing for the release of the "Holy Fire." As you could see from my posting that I am trying to forgive daily but it is hard because I am such an activist in my soul.

 

Thanks for being there for me and your father.

 

Love,

Jake--- On Wed, 3/25/09, JOHN. M <john.mathieson1 (AT) bigpond (DOT) com> wrote:

JOHN. M <john.mathieson1 (AT) bigpond (DOT) com>Re: "Oh I have been doing THAT my entire life!" Date: Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 7:05 AM

 

 

 

Jake,

My father also was a soldier.

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

You are welcome Jake.

 

You are welcome to contact me at my personal e-mail any time you like.

Peace and Love,

Pat

 

 

, Andrew Carney

 

<jakecarney36 wrote:

>

> Pat:

> Thanks for your opinion. That's what I was posting about. I wanted to know how

people deal with the balance of what I was talking about. I really valued your

response. You are wise.

>  

> Love,

> Jake

>

> --- On Wed, 3/25/09, Pat <lookinglassaussies wrote:

>

>

> Pat <lookinglassaussies

> Re: " Oh I have been doing THAT my

entire life! "

>

> Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 7:10 AM

Jake,

> I am not one of the wise ones on this list. 

>  

>  

>