some kriyas i want to share with all of you and some questions to be answered

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Hi and other members of the group.

 

I had some kriyas today i want to share with you and i had a question.

 

Even while sitting behind the computer i feel like i have kriyas at this

moment or mabye i'm channeling, i don't know :-).

 

It all started about 20.00 o'clock when i brought my eldest daughter to

bed. I was sitting on her bed and singing devotional songs, as i always

do, for her. While singing and caress her, i started having suddenly a

sjamanistic healing session with her. It was funny in her eyes and she

enjoyed it. You're funny dad, she said and laughed at me. She had seen

me having kriyas before and it likes it. Its funny she always says and

she imitates me. Suddenly i started healing myself instead of her. I

wasn't suprised because it happened me before.I started to concentrate

me on the kriyas and let it happen. I was thinking of what will happen

know with my daughter. What will my daughter do? Shall she watch me all

the time or fall asleep. AFter some minutes i heard snoring noices. i

opened my eyes and she was asleep. I thanked Goddess for this. She gave

me kriyas and she let her fall asleep to. Really a nursing mother, the

way i know Goddess :-)

I concentrated me on the kriyas and after sometime the kriyas stopped. I

was sjamanistic and a lot of cleaning my energetic body. After sometime

it finished.

 

I went downstairs and toke a shower. I wend to the living room where my

wife was watching tv and so i did to. I was a good time to do some

chakrabreathing and so i did that for about then minutes or so. Then i

remembered that i had to put the dishwasher on and i went to the

kitchen. I put the dishwasher on and i turned back to go to the

livingroom. At the same time when i turned back, I felt myself

empowered, more then before and i understand that i will have kriyas,

strong kriyas. So i went to the livingroom and took a seat. After some

minutes i felt that my kriyas would start and... i uttered quite

unexpected the AUM-sound. My wife was stunned and thought.. oh, oh, i

have to get out of here. She switched the television off and flew away

to the bathroom. And then the party started. I uttered a lot of

aum-sounds with low frequency, deep sounds, on a high pitch, a low

pitch, you name it, i had it.

 

After maybe 10 minutes i stood up and i started making chi-kung kind of

movements accompanied of AUM-sounds. This was funny, because about 10

minutes later it felt like i had a gap in my left hand. I raised my

right hand in the air and my left hand was raised till my head and it

was open and directing up. When orating the AUM-sound, i felt how the

air above my left hand was resonating on the same frequency of the

AUM-sound. It was happning simulatinously and it felt dawn good. Even

while frequency was changing, on my left hand i could feel changing the

frequencey too. After 5 minutes i think, still having kriyas. i sat on

the floor and started banging myself on my hand with both hands. Believe

me, it was hard.. :-) It was like, " he sarhasra chakra, open up.. you

don't want to open up.. bang.., now sarhasra chakra, open up.. you don't

want to open up.. here is another one..bang.., " and this went on and on.

While this was happening, i started to say prayers to the Goddess

" earth, air, fire and snow... etc. " and i kept it going on till i

stopped banging om my head. Pff, that was a lot of banging, believe me.

 

Then i sat down on the floor and had saveral postures. The first one

was like the second tibetan, but with my legs horizontal and over me

head and at the same time i was orating the AUM-sound. Again, with

different pitches.

After a couple of minutes the movement changed to something like the

third tibetan, but more powerfull and with more force accompanied of

mula bhandas and yes, accompanied by the the AUM-sound.

 

After sometime, the movements stopped and i got some rest. Yes, it was

not over yet :-)

I again got a posture like the third tibetan, but with heavy sensations

and h*rny feelings near the pereneum. I bowed powerfully my spine while

orating strong AUM sounds accompanied by strong mula bandhas, like

Goddess tried to raise the K-energy through my spine.

 

Then it was finshed. i sat down down i a relaxed way like have a cool down.

 

Now i will raise my questions and these are of a completely different

kind (or maybe not).

Since a couple of nights, while meditating and being in deep relaxation,

i feel how my body opens up and i feel myself grow bigger and bigger. I

know that this is because of the shakitpat and the scatterfield. I also

know that these are symptoms of out of body experiences. The last

evening i had this, i felt how my astral body was speeding up and

traveling in specific directions. i saw also with my third eye several

sceneries.

Now my question is, while this is happening, i don't see myself nor see

anything via my physical eyes or hear anything. I know that it is

possible to have vision by looking through my physical eyes while having

the physical eyes closed.

 

How can i arrange this, how get i get rid of the darkness and have

vision? I tried visualing a torch for getting light in the darkness, or

asking for light, but my attemps fails.

My questions are: am i still connected with my physical body or am i

still in my physical body? What can i do to have light in the darkness

and see through my closed physical eyes.

 

LOL.

 

Anand