Guest guest Posted March 30, 2009 Report Share Posted March 30, 2009 When we surrender to Kundalini expression isn't sacrificed in its entirety. Merely some of the ego based expressions or those that are of an attachment based nature. For me there is a strong sense of what is " balanced " inside of the flow and my surrender to it and what isn't inside of the balance. I also had worlds of Karma to come through after the initial awakening sequence and so I can most certainly relate to your Karmic burning experiences. To delineate between how we are expressing inside of the Kundalini and to be inn its surrender one can always access the intelligence of the flow itself. (I) and (i) are always together and always connected. It is merely a matter of validating the presence and communication of the Kundalini in any circumstance and then feeling/hearing the response that is given. Another way is to determine the nature of ones own personal ego traits. We know who we are as an ego. We know that the person who wants " it " and wants " it " NOW! Is of an ego nature. We know that person within who wants to collect this or that or buy this or that or do this or that in order to feel the flesh body a certain way. We can understand at times and let it have its way and at other times just like the child the ego is we must reign in its expressions and let it do as the " adult us " directs it to do. The more we understand the flow of our ego natures the easier it is to make the differentiations. Kundalini flows are always there waiting and watching and guiding and helping us to maneuver along the path of its making within us. The more we consciously control the ego who always wants to be in charge the better we can understand the difference between it and our more evolved faculties. These are merely my understandings about it. When we as the adult behind our eyes makes a decision to not have the ice cream even though the child behind our eyes want is and wants it NOW! We can know the difference and make the most suitable choice. - my take - blessings all - chrism , " karmabSome > > Life has never been so good since my kundalini awakening. > > It would be helpful to know when I am kidding myself and when I am surrendering. How can I discern when I am surrendering to kundalini and when I am repressing expression? How does one know if they are feeding the ego or bursting its bubble? Sometimes it feels like I am in control. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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