Guest guest Posted March 30, 2009 Report Share Posted March 30, 2009 What will you change in your life for the Kundalini? - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 30, 2009 Report Share Posted March 30, 2009 I will change whatever is presented to me to change or allow to change. Allowing is a big part, and I'm not the one always doing the changes. surrender! What amazes me is seeing what the changes will be ahead of time. Its like being there for a few moments to get the feel of it, and then finding myself back where I was and having to choose the right decisions to get back to it. Does that make sense? lol! Each time I step a little deeper into the Now, more things have to change, or drop away, in order to stay. So much clings! But a teacher once told me that in seeing what is not useful anymore, it falls away on its own. I welcome all the changes, and trust in the process completely. Love. , " chrism " <> wrote: > > What will you change in your life for the Kundalini? - > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 30, 2009 Report Share Posted March 30, 2009 I wish to change my clinging to desires . My path , like many i suppose , is a path of unlearning . All that i thought as truth has been brought down , lying in ruins of destruction and i still cling to my desires to know of creation . My human mind cannot comprehend such desires and for that they are petty . I wish to transcend these desires , to become desire less . To no longer allow my focus merely upon the ruins but also changes that come forth . > What will you change in your life for the Kundalini? - > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 30, 2009 Report Share Posted March 30, 2009 Yes the path of unlearning. A very appropriate way of describing it Chris. I find that for me attachments to desires can slow the unlearning and cause a swaying of the realities. As the Kundalini propels one into the reality mix we can shed old ways of expressing and yet when we try to venture back into our old ways the changes that have already occurred can sometimes deny us entry into these already outgrown areas. Some areas of attachment are not open to me anymore. And yet others are. I honor you in your great work Chris. You bring up a subject that everyone can learn from. Thank you for that. - blessings to you. - chrism , " Chris_H " <chghes1 wrote: > > I wish to change my clinging to desires . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 31, 2009 Report Share Posted March 31, 2009 The biggest thing that I am willing to change is to realize that I dont know what will happen, so I surrender control, trusting that I will be taken care of in ways that I cannot see or predict. I have also been called to change from responding by control and certainty, to responding from the guidance of the heart, and been able to have the courage to follow that and the other signs through which Shakti shows the way. In a nutshell, 'Not my way, but thy way, Lord' I am also called to more love and more laughter and to have more fun and to cry more and act more for the suffering I see and feel. love Bruce , " chrism " <> wrote: > > What will you change in your life for the Kundalini? - > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 31, 2009 Report Share Posted March 31, 2009 Anything that presents itself as a positive change. A few months ago I gave up drinking alcohol and coffee in favour of just water and green tea. To follow the detuning from westernisation I stopped listening to the radio in the car, I listen to meditative music instead, I barely watch the tv anymore either. In the long run it didnt feel like I gave up anything, it felt like I had been released from something. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 31, 2009 Report Share Posted March 31, 2009 I never really gave up doing anything I just stopped in the more or less case of the thought of have to. sometimes I cannot bear to listen to television though I never gave it up, radio sometimes I am just as happy to leave it off caught up in my own thoughts.I went years without drinking alcohol, though I never gave it up. It just seems to me these things just drop off and sometimes come back concerning the circumstances. Maybe that is just a lack of assertion or as Mani may suggest I need to be in the presence of a guru. Though I consider myself free to do as I like. As far as eastern brainwashing or western brainwashing its all the same to me. To me being in acceptance of ones self and living the life one wishes to live and working towards truthfulness and being as honest as possible with myself and others is all I need to do. I have a preposterous thought to change the world though I really think I should accept it the way it is. Here on earth it seems every thing has its own coloring of truth though as I go on in life it just seems to be, and I learn to accept all with prejudice and understanding. In Love John .M - andyrpreston Tuesday, March 31, 2009 4:37 PM Re: What are you willing to change? Anything that presents itself as a positive change. A few months ago I gave up drinking alcohol and coffee in favour of just water and green tea. To follow the detuning from westernisation I stopped listening to the radio in the car, I listen to meditative music instead, I barely watch the tv anymore either.In the long run it didnt feel like I gave up anything, it felt like I had been released from something. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 31, 2009 Report Share Posted March 31, 2009 Hi... I have seen a lot of changes in me after i have accepted to lead the K-lead life. The biggest change was to live a life not ruled by moral rules.I have always lived a life of only Do's and Dont's....which has only lead me to guilt,self denial and self criticism. I have almost given up this way of life and been trying to walk a life more of self acceptance, self acknowledging and self loving .I have learnt its so important to even resepect onces self for what we do another important thing that is changing in me is to learn to unlearn or to give up that life is only to learn and get mere knowledge... Either i always think i have to me a Mr knowall or i must keep on learning this and that.. I am now willing to change in me for getting empathic with people, start loving everybody. and most important give up hate and anger towards anyone and everyone and everything unconditionally.i want to put off the fire of hate and anger in me for ever. Another important change i wish i could and yet cant think off is to give up living a life of emotional living. not to live on emotions and let emotions rule my life. i am still stuck in the wirl pool :-B Regards Prasad Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 31, 2009 Report Share Posted March 31, 2009 Most part I don't actually think that I hated any one, I do get angry though it does simmer to nothing. I don't think I actually forgive and forget. I suppose its why I like the words acceptance, with prejudice. Strange how it was and is no one really teaches this. There might be a lot less psycho wards if it was. There are a lot of wonderful people that can get a narcosis with me at times, though when gentle and seeing that there may be a problem in my expressions; acceptance of what may be deemed as reality is the only remedy. Its either fear or respect that one can give to another, If you fear them it means you don't understand there ways, if you respect them then its though knowledge and discrimination. in Love John .M - prasad_silverlining Tuesday, March 31, 2009 6:51 PM Re: What are you willing to change? Hi...I have seen a lot of changes in me after i have accepted to lead the K-lead life.The biggest change was to live a life not ruled by moral rules.I have always lived a life of only Do's and Dont's....which has only lead me to guilt,self denial and self criticism.I have almost given up this way of life and been trying to walk a life more of self acceptance, self acknowledging and self loving .I have learnt its so important to even resepect onces self for what we do :Panother important thing that is changing in me is to learn to unlearn or to give up that life is only to learn and get mere knowledge...Either i always think i have to me a Mr knowall or i must keep on learning this and that..:DI am now willing to change in me for getting empathic with people, start loving everybody. and most important give up hate and anger towards anyone and everyone and everything unconditionally.i want to put off the fire of hate and anger in me for ever.Another important change i wish i could and yet cant think off is to give up living a life of emotional living. not to live on emotions and let emotions rule my life. i am still stuck in the wirl pool :-BRegardsPrasad Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 31, 2009 Report Share Posted March 31, 2009 How do i find the courage to accept the changes that are coming and how do i accept and trust that everything will be ok in the end as i often feel that it will be?As you all know,i've been doing a very extensive and exausting search for an apartment and i've seen some but none of them felt or were right for us.The last one i saw looked good to me but it had a noise problem as it was very close to the train and also a safety problem with the entrance being right smack on the sidewalk.I just knew that it wasn't the right one,lol.I check for apartments 3-4 times per day,everyday until i can't take it anymore.Why does it have to be so hard ?I need to trust more that K will come through and that in the end i will find the right apartment but that it's getting harder as the time i have left gets shorter.How can i trust more ? love,nicole , " chrism " <> wrote: > > What will you change in your life for the Kundalini? - > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 31, 2009 Report Share Posted March 31, 2009 I think for me one of the greatest transformations that is still ongoing is to shed masks, letting go of who I thought I should be from cultural & family conditioning and become more who I was meant to be as prompted from the inside. This started for me as heat surging up and leaving a " mask-like " redness across my face over and over again for about a year. I would want to hide but had to make a living. if I was irritated, it would express itself in my face. In fact, early in this process, I had a dream of a man that came to see me in a therapy session in a partial mask and cape, like a superhero outfit. The heat and flushing has since calmed down and now that i've been practicing the safeties, has calmed down more but i'm not as hidden anymore. blessings all, Jan , " chrism " <> wrote: > > Yes the path of unlearning. A very appropriate way of describing it Chris. I find that for me attachments to desires can slow the unlearning and cause a swaying of the realities. > > As the Kundalini propels one into the reality mix we can shed old ways of expressing and yet when we try to venture back into our old ways the changes that have already occurred can sometimes deny us entry into these already outgrown areas. > Some areas of attachment are not open to me anymore. And yet others are. > > I honor you in your great work Chris. You bring up a subject that everyone can learn from. Thank you for that. - blessings to you. - chrism > > , " Chris_H " <chghes1@> wrote: > > > > I wish to change my clinging to desires . > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Guest guest Posted April 5, 2009 Report Share Posted April 5, 2009 Everything. Like someone else said, whatever is presented to me that I need to change I will. I have been noticing I feel like the elements of the past and old behaviors tend to not really stick. The change happens almost without me really noticing. If something doesn't resonate with me anymore I naturally move to what does. Its usually very fluid and easy. I feel like my higher self, the Kundalini and whomever is watching over me is making my path very smooth and natural for me. Lately everything in my life seems to work out in such a way that, I am where I need to be when the change needs to happen, and the change happens when I am ready. I think one of my biggest problems is that I don't like being in that inbetween state, I want everything to change now, in the shortest time possible. I have been very impatient lately, because sometimes I don't feel like I am making any progress, and want the next step to come right after the other. So for this like Chrism pointed out to me I need to slow down a bit and give myself a chance to digest and learn from the changes that are being made. So to the best of my knowledge I am pretty sure I am willing to change anything that is needed. I can't think of anything off the top of my head that I would be unwilling to change at this point. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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