Guest guest Posted March 31, 2009 Report Share Posted March 31, 2009 Hey Nicole, This could have been my post (except for the place you saw near the train). I too am searching for apartments. I looked at one today that was a carriage house and it had character but not great upkeep, and then one very cool place but there were three other apartments in the building unrented so I'd be in this remote place by myself & it had an unsafe quality to it. There are times I laugh about it and others I stress & doubt. Isn't it cool that you have such a sense of knowing that a place isn't right? I just read this book called The Camel Knows the Way all about this woman's surrender visiting and working with Mother Teresa. The guy puts here on a camel and slaps it to take her across the desert telling her the camel knows the way. I think for me that walking through these experiences when I can't see my way have brought me greater faith that it will work out the next time and I go through it a little less uncertain. I have a friend that keeps telling me that my apartment search is an adventure so there are times I can approach it this way. Wishing you the best on your search. love & blessings, jan , " ntaroiu " <lsirca wrote: > > How do i find the courage to accept the changes that are coming and how do i accept and trust that everything will be ok in the end as i often feel that it will be?As you all know,i've been doing a very extensive and exausting search for an apartment and i've seen some but none of them felt or were right for us.The last one i saw looked good to me but it had a noise problem as it was very close to the train and also a safety problem with the entrance being right smack on the sidewalk.I just knew that it wasn't the right one,lol.I check for apartments 3-4 times per day,everyday until i can't take it anymore.Why does it have to be so hard ?I need to trust more that K will come through and that in the end i will find the right apartment but that it's getting harder as the time i have left gets shorter.How can i trust more ? > > love,nicole > > , " chrism " <@> wrote: > > > > What will you change in your life for the Kundalini? - > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 31, 2009 Report Share Posted March 31, 2009 Oh,Jan i had no idea there was someone else here looking for an apartment.Here in ny trains come every 10-20 minutes so it's not like i need the noise.I'm trying to make things as quiet as possible and there are times when even normal noise bothers me a lot,lol.Hmm,you are right! I can't see the way but deep down i know it but i must surrender and trust that K will bring me that elusive apartment no matter what,lol.An adventure ?This is going to be hard with each passing day but i'll do it because i must do it. love,nicole , " Jan " <drjandean wrote: > > Hey Nicole, > This could have been my post (except for the place you saw near the train). I too am searching for apartments. I looked at one today that was a carriage house and it had character but not great upkeep, and then one very cool place but there were three other apartments in the building unrented so I'd be in this remote place by myself & it had an unsafe quality to it. There are times I laugh about it and others I stress & doubt. Isn't it cool that you have such a sense of knowing that a place isn't right? I just read this book called The Camel Knows the Way all about this woman's surrender visiting and working with Mother Teresa. The guy puts here on a camel and slaps it to take her across the desert telling her the camel knows the way. I think for me that walking through these experiences when I can't see my way have brought me greater faith that it will work out the next time and I go through it a little less uncertain. I have a friend that keeps telling me that my apartment search is an adventure so there are times I can approach it this way. > Wishing you the best on your search. > love & blessings, > jan > > , " ntaroiu " <lsirca@> wrote: > > > > How do i find the courage to accept the changes that are coming and how do i accept and trust that everything will be ok in the end as i often feel that it will be?As you all know,i've been doing a very extensive and exausting search for an apartment and i've seen some but none of them felt or were right for us.The last one i saw looked good to me but it had a noise problem as it was very close to the train and also a safety problem with the entrance being right smack on the sidewalk.I just knew that it wasn't the right one,lol.I check for apartments 3-4 times per day,everyday until i can't take it anymore.Why does it have to be so hard ?I need to trust more that K will come through and that in the end i will find the right apartment but that it's getting harder as the time i have left gets shorter.How can i trust more ? > > > > love,nicole > > > > , " chrism " <@> wrote: > > > > > > What will you change in your life for the Kundalini? - > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 4, 2009 Report Share Posted April 4, 2009 Nicole, If you’re looking for an apartment in NY area perhaps you are limiting yourself to too small an area and K wishes you to broaden your search. Just a thought as I know based on my experience that what is needed will appear. The only times there have been some difficulties have been when I stubbornly demanded that it be (present itself) my way, i.e., not allowing enough guidance in where or how. Brother Asa On Behalf Of ntaroiu 03/31/2009 5:14 PM Re: What are you willing to change? - Nicole Oh,Jan i had no idea there was someone else here looking for an apartment. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 4, 2009 Report Share Posted April 4, 2009 Oh,you just told me to broaden my search,Asa ?Hmm,I'm quite stuck with the 5 boroughs now and unfortunately now it's too late for me to ask permission to look elsewere.I just started asking K to hand me an apartment on a platter only recently so maybe that's not it ?I don't seem to care anymore if i'll find an apartment or not but i still continue to go see apartments.Today,i realized ,that the fact that i have been unable to find an apartment yet,failed to affect me. love,nicole , " Asa " <asa wrote: > > Nicole, > > > > If you're looking for an apartment in NY area perhaps you are limiting > yourself to too small an area and K wishes you to broaden your search. Just > a thought as I know based on my experience that what is needed will appear. > The only times there have been some difficulties have been when I stubbornly > demanded that it be (present itself) my way, i.e., not allowing enough > guidance in where or how. > > > > Brother Asa > > > > > On Behalf Of ntaroiu > 03/31/2009 5:14 PM > > Re: What are you willing to change? > - Nicole > > > > Oh,Jan i had no idea there was someone else here looking for an apartment. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 4, 2009 Report Share Posted April 4, 2009 As you notice I said perhaps as I cannot tell whether you had done as many of us would and place conditions. The only thing I can relate to is how I have lived my life. I have always known that what I needed would be there when I needed it. Whether it was a car payment, house payment or whatever, something would always appear when I needed it. Even what many would consider negative, such as being forced into a new career or job, I always knew it would be for the better. If after 61 years that stopped tomorrow I’d still look at it as that what was needed for me at the time. It has never been so much as me asking for something as it has been a knowledge that whatever came it would always be for my best interests. I am just very thankful and grateful that I have been brought to and this group. What will be will be. With Love and Light, Brother Asa On Behalf Of ntaroiu 04/04/2009 5:13 PM Re: What are you willing to change? - Nicole Oh,you just told me to broaden my search,Asa ?Hmm,I'm quite stuck with the 5 boroughs now and unfortunately now it's too late for me to ask permission to look elsewere.I just started asking K to hand me an apartment on a platter only recently so maybe that's not it ?I don't seem to care anymore if i'll find an apartment or not but i still continue to go see apartments.Today,i realized ,that the fact that i have been unable to find an apartment yet,failed to affect me. love,nicole , " Asa " <asa wrote: > > Nicole, > > > > If you're looking for an apartment in NY area perhaps you are limiting > yourself to too small an area and K wishes you to broaden your search. Just > a thought as I know based on my experience that what is needed will appear. > The only times there have been some difficulties have been when I stubbornly > demanded that it be (present itself) my way, i.e., not allowing enough > guidance in where or how. > > > > Brother Asa > > > > > On Behalf Of ntaroiu > 03/31/2009 5:14 PM > > Re: What are you willing to change? > - Nicole > > > > Oh,Jan i had no idea there was someone else here looking for an apartment. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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