Guest guest Posted April 17, 2009 Report Share Posted April 17, 2009 Hi O.Sparrow, I hope you are correct with the Chronic Fatigue diagnosis, as for the past 10+ yrs I have been diagnosed with CF and Fibromyalgia. I feel as if I am loosing more energy daily and over half my life is spent asleep. It would make things more bearable if I knew I was storing energy for later awakening. Blessings, Skydancer x , " ordinarysparrow " <ordinarysparrow wrote: > > dhyana. . . .O, Mercy. . . .wish i was there with you. . .sounds > beautiful. . . .For a few years i was diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue. . > .and it was daily contact with Mother Nature that brought healing. . . > .Years later was told by a Divine Mother from India that many people > going into the initial awakening of kundalini will be given a Chronic > Fatigue diagnosis, because the body is storing and utilizing energy for > the awakening. . . .I have always been a walker and wanderer in Nature > and the connection to her of deepest love. . . .Reading your experience > was a blessing. . . .thanks. . . .As i read the song Happy Wanderer > played through the mind. . . > > > happy wandering. . . > ordinary sparrow > > > , " novalees " > <dhyana@> wrote: > > > > In pondering the task you have presented us > > with, chrism, I've been attempting to move > > off my beaten paths and explore new areas > > that I haven't been before. I've had my > > favorite places and felt reluctant to give > > them up! Your nudge has moved me into so much > > beauty! Maine is a glorious place, and > > everywhere I look blesses me. > > > > I took a long drive around Sabago Lake trying > > to find a place I could walk to that wasn't > > private property. It was so much fun. Then I > > began a task of exploring Sabago State Park, > > but haven't penetrated too deeply into it yet. > > What a wonderful summer it will be exploring! > > I hope to find " the spot " soon... > > > > It reminded me of this quote: > > > > In every walk with nature one receives far > > more than he seeks. John Muir > > > > I am drowning in Beauty. What a beautiful > > thing to surrender to. > > > > Thank you! > > > > Love, dhyana > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 17, 2009 Report Share Posted April 17, 2009 dear Skydancer. . . .sorry to hear you have journeyed with CF and Fibromyalgia. . .ten years is a long time. . . i so hear your statement; "It would make things more bearable if I knew I was storing energy for later awakening." Skydancer i will share abit of my kundalini and CF connection. . .in 1991 the Ida and Pingala gently wove from the base to the sixth chakra. . . that began a very active phase of what i now call kundalini awakening. . .after about six months. . .i came down with Chronic Fatigue after getting the Mono Epstein Barr virus. . . .then in 1995 the Kundalini made the ascent to the crown. . .and truly the amount of energy that came forth which lasted for 40 days is beyond my mind to comprehend or communicate. . . .after 1995 have had no problems with CF. . . .and i am in my mid fifties and the body feels very vital and strong like when i was in my twenties. . . .Skydancer have you found anything that has helped?. . . .What really made the difference for me was the daily contact with Mother Nature and walking. . .. Most CF sufferers get something that is called a "window" of energy, where just for a short while the fatigue is gone and there is vitality again. . . .when those moments would come, i would seize them and even if it was 3:00 AM i would take a walk outdoors. . .and even when i was really fatigue would go sit under a tree and just visualize Shakit (Mother Earth energy) coming up from the ground and clearing and cleansing the blocks. . . .Mother Earth was my healing and that is what lead to the Kundalini moving to the crown for me. . . .Those years between the Ida/Pingala rising and the Kundalini moving to the crown was intense CF. . . .and nothing i did medically or alternative helped, except vitamin B12 and a couple of shots of Gamma Goblin. . . .Skydancer this is also something that helped "get me through the night.". . . . Durning the hard places, there is a deep spiritual knowing Kundalini experience is about something greater than myself. . . .If this kundalini lifetime was just for me, "i would rather bounce babies and lovers on my lap, than endure all the things that Kundalini Ma brought forth and called me to surrender in those times of endurance, testing, and suffering. . . ."I think each of us find our ways to endure and keep our motivation strong as we go. For me Kundalini is both a gift and a gifting. . . .A personal gift, and a gifting to the greater world. . . Perhaps these two short passages from a book by Llwellyn will speak better than i can ramble on about what has kept me going and open hearted through the miles. . . i do not know this to be true, for the further i travel there is realization of just how little i know about the great mystery of Kundalini Ma and where she is taking us. . . .i am still in experiential process as speaks. . .but like the song, "whatever gets you through the night". . . . i like these insights from Llwellyn Vaughn Lee and they are very similar to what keeps the journey on course. . . .Even though he says Women's bodies, i think those experiencing Kundalini whether male or female are the same as the feminine that LLwellyn Vaughn Lee speaks of. . . ."From Chapter Children of the Orient by LLwellyn Vaughn Lee""The feminine carries the connections of all life within her, and for many centuries this has been her secret. Even when masculine degraded and punished her, abused and rejected her instinctual understanding, still she carried this wisdom, even as it became hidden from her own conscious knowing. Now this wisdom is needed. It can no longer be hidden,but needs to become conscious. Women carry understand in the cells of their body. They feel the pulse of life in a way that is inaccessible to men. The cells of a woman's body carry a light that is not present in a man's body. This is because she is part of the sacred mystery of creation. She is always a part of the whole of life Her knowing is not abstract but lived. The connections of life carry the seeds of the future, of what is being given to humanity. It is through these connections that the energy of life flows Our understanding of the energy flow of life depends upon our knowledge of the interconnectedness of all of life and how these connections are made. We also need to know how connections can be damaged, torn, destroyed, and how to repair, to mend what has been broken. We need to regain the knowledge of how the threads of life are woven, how the tapestry of creation is formed. We need to bring this feminine wisdom into consciousness so that we can learn to relate to the whole of life.We need to regain an understanding of the dynamics of the relationships that bind together all of creation. The feminine holds this natural knowing within her. It is a part of her instinctual connection to life: she contains withing her body the sacred essence of creation. But to protect this sacred knowing from the ravages of the patriarchy and its misuse of power, she hid her wisdom. It was never written down in books, but transmitted from mother to daughter, from priestess to initiate. Then when the wise women were persecuted and burned, when it became no longer safe to have any access to this knowing, it was pushed into the unconscious. Many times in the course of humanity, esoteric wisdom has been hidden and so protected from misuse. Sometimes this wisdom can never be regained: for example, many of the secrets of sacred geometry have been lost forever. But if there is a real need, then the wisdom can be recovered. Certain scarifies have to be made, however. The women who hold this knowledge are still fearful of the power of the patriarchy and its potential for misuse. They carry in their ancient memories the scars of persecution, and often a deep anger towards the masculine. But they have to put aside their own misgivings, and bring their inner knowing into the light of consciousness. Certain connections need to be made within the foreseeable future.If the connections of life are made known, then light can travel through these connections, awakening centers of consciousness within humanity. The light of masculine consciousness cannot find these centers without the full participation of the feminine. The connections cannot be made that will awaken them. Without the activation of these centers of consciousness, humanity cannot take the next step in its spiritual evolution It will not have access to the wisdom, power, and love that it needs. Humanity will then remain fragmented, rather than learning to function as a dynamic, interrelated whole. Patters of energy flow around the planet will remain dormant, or function on a lower level. Once again humanity will have missed an opportunity. Certain women have already made this step, and a certain knowledge has been given back to humanity. But the next step is the most difficult, because this involves the knowledge that is held withing the physical body of woman. Women have been physically abused for so many centuries that this knowledge is covered in pain and anger. To bring this knowledge into the open would require a degree of vulnerability that is frightening. Yet it is necessary. Without the full participation of the feminine, the energy of oneness cannot become part of the earth. The physical body of the feminine is the connection between heaven and earth. Without the connection a quality of boy and belonging to God cannot be lived; oneness will not be made manifest. Through suffering life can be made holy. A woman know this in her body. Through suffering the immortal spirit takes on form, the soul comes into manifestation. This is not self-inflected or self-indulgent suffering, not the suffering behind which we hide, that protects us from life or our self. This is the suffering that life brings us naturally, that is part of the destiny of the soul. Suffering can transform us and help us remember who we are. It can lift the coverings of the soul. In the words of Keats, this world of tears is also the "the vale of Soulmaking". Women carry in their body not only the consciousness of their own suffering of the collective and personal suffering, but also the suffering of the earth. Women carry the imprint of all creation within their body; it is part of their instinctual relationship to the whole of life, the sacred bond that women have with life. The suffering of the earth, wounded and desecrated by a patriarchal culture that sees God only in heaven, is held within the cellular structure of every woman. The pain that many women feel in the core of their being is also the unacknowledged paoin of the earth, whose very eco-system in now inn danger. This suffering needs to be accepted and sanctified; otherwise the energy of life cannot flow freely within the earth.The earth has cried and women have felt its tears. In these tars a deep sorrow and wounding are acknowledged and through the heart offered to Him who is source of all sorrow and all joy. On our individual journey, sorrow takes us deeper within our self, for " God enters through a wound." Through the world's sorrow a healing can take place in which the consciousness of divine love can be infused into the hidden places of the earth, as well as the bodies of women. This love can link the two worlds in a way that has not happened before. Through it Divine grace can flow freely bringing alive the meaning and magic that lie at the core of creation, the secret of the word Kun! (Be).If women are prepared to recognize the sacred dimension of their own and earth's suffering at the hands of the patriarchy, to see that it is part of the mysterious destiny of the soul of our world, then much can be redeemed. We can step fro the arena of personal antagonism into the landscape of our larger destiny, and the forces of life can flow in a new way. The divine can become conscious more completely, the oneness become known more fully. The soul of the world is crying to be heard, and only those who have suffered can fully recognize Her. Behind the veil of her tears she has a new face, and in her eyes the stars are again visible. But we cannot wait too long in the antechamber of the heart. The soul of the world needs to know she has been heard, so that her tears can be washed away by the waters of life. Then once again life can become sacred. Only then can the joy of life returns to each moment. Only then can the imprint of Her face become visible, the glory of Her oneness be made known.To live this dream takes courage and foolishness. Llwellyan Vaughn Leedear Skydancer. . . when i was going through the CF and all the energetic blocks in the body and those that continue with the Kundalini process this vision helps. . .i felt and feel like we are collectively releasing thousands of ancient miles and thousands of ancient years in both the personal and collective realms for the greater whole. . . .it is a gift and a gifting and like Llwellyan Vaughn Lee says, " to live this dream takes courage and foolishness.". . . i love this earth and her people and believe we are evolving to something kinder and gentler. . . .i am so glad to get to know you guys in this group. . .and become One together. . .i am most grateful. . . .ordinary sparrow , "Skydancer" <ionaskydancer wrote:>> Hi O.Sparrow,> > I hope you are correct with the Chronic Fatigue diagnosis, as for the past 10+ yrs I have been diagnosed with CF and Fibromyalgia. I feel as if I am loosing more energy daily and over half my life is spent asleep. It would make things more bearable if I knew I was storing energy for later awakening.> > Blessings,> Skydancer x> > >> > > It reminded me of this quote:> > >> > > In every walk with nature one receives far> > > more than he seeks. John Muir Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 17, 2009 Report Share Posted April 17, 2009 Dan 1:12 Prove5254 (853) thy servants,5650 I beseech thee,4994 ten6235 days;3117 and let them give5414 us pulse2235 to eat,398 and water4325 to drink.8354 You will see The above is diet Daniel had to overcome his illness A diet of sprouted pulses might help. Amoroli will most defiantly In Love John .M - ordinarysparrow Saturday, April 18, 2009 8:37 AM Re: First Task-CF dear Skydancer. . . .sorry to hear you have journeyed with CF and Fibromyalgia. . .ten years is a long time. . . i so hear your statement; "It would make things more bearable if I knew I was storing energy for later awakening." Skydancer i will share abit of my kundalini and CF connection. . .in 1991 the Ida and Pingala gently wove from the base to the sixth chakra. . . that began a very active phase of what i now call kundalini awakening. . .after about six months. . .i came down with Chronic Fatigue after getting the Mono Epstein Barr virus. . . .then in 1995 the Kundalini made the ascent to the crown. . .and truly the amount of energy that came forth which lasted for 40 days is beyond my mind to comprehend or communicate. . . .after 1995 have had no problems with CF. . . .and i am in my mid fifties and the body feels very vital and strong like when i was in my twenties. . . .Skydancer have you found anything that has helped?. . . .What really made the difference for me was the daily contact with Mother Nature and walking. . .. Most CF sufferers get something that is called a "window" of energy, where just for a short while the fatigue is gone and there is vitality again. . . .when those moments would come, i would seize them and even if it was 3:00 AM i would take a walk outdoors. . .and even when i was really fatigue would go sit under a tree and just visualize Shakit (Mother Earth energy) coming up from the ground and clearing and cleansing the blocks. . . .Mother Earth was my healing and that is what lead to the Kundalini moving to the crown for me. . . .Those years between the Ida/Pingala rising and the Kundalini moving to the crown was intense CF. . . .and nothing i did medically or alternative helped, except vitamin B12 and a couple of shots of Gamma Goblin. . . .Skydancer this is also something that helped "get me through the night.". . . . Durning the hard places, there is a deep spiritual knowing Kundalini experience is about something greater than myself. . . .If this kundalini lifetime was just for me, "i would rather bounce babies and lovers on my lap, than endure all the things that Kundalini Ma brought forth and called me to surrender in those times of endurance, testing, and suffering. . . ."I think each of us find our ways to endure and keep our motivation strong as we go. For me Kundalini is both a gift and a gifting. . . .A personal gift, and a gifting to the greater world. . . Perhaps these two short passages from a book by Llwellyn will speak better than i can ramble on about what has kept me going and open hearted through the miles. . . i do not know this to be true, for the further i travel there is realization of just how little i know about the great mystery of Kundalini Ma and where she is taking us. . . .i am still in experiential process as speaks. . .but like the song, "whatever gets you through the night". . . . i like these insights from Llwellyn Vaughn Lee and they are very similar to what keeps the journey on course. . . .Even though he says Women's bodies, i think those experiencing Kundalini whether male or female are the same as the feminine that LLwellyn Vaughn Lee speaks of. . . ."From Chapter Children of the Orient by LLwellyn Vaughn Lee""The feminine carries the connections of all life within her, and for many centuries this has been her secret. Even when masculine degraded and punished her, abused and rejected her instinctual understanding, still she carried this wisdom, even as it became hidden from her own conscious knowing. Now this wisdom is needed. It can no longer be hidden,but needs to become conscious. Women carry understand in the cells of their body. They feel the pulse of life in a way that is inaccessible to men. The cells of a woman's body carry a light that is not present in a man's body. This is because she is part of the sacred mystery of creation. She is always a part of the whole of life Her knowing is not abstract but lived. The connections of life carry the seeds of the future, of what is being given to humanity. It is through these connections that the energy of life flows Our understanding of the energy flow of life depends upon our knowledge of the interconnectedness of all of life and how these connections are made. We also need to know how connections can be damaged, torn, destroyed, and how to repair, to mend what has been broken. We need to regain the knowledge of how the threads of life are woven, how the tapestry of creation is formed. We need to bring this feminine wisdom into consciousness so that we can learn to relate to the whole of life.We need to regain an understanding of the dynamics of the relationships that bind together all of creation. The feminine holds this natural knowing within her. It is a part of her instinctual connection to life: she contains withing her body the sacred essence of creation. But to protect this sacred knowing from the ravages of the patriarchy and its misuse of power, she hid her wisdom. It was never written down in books, but transmitted from mother to daughter, from priestess to initiate. Then when the wise women were persecuted and burned, when it became no longer safe to have any access to this knowing, it was pushed into the unconscious. Many times in the course of humanity, esoteric wisdom has been hidden and so protected from misuse. Sometimes this wisdom can never be regained: for example, many of the secrets of sacred geometry have been lost forever. But if there is a real need, then the wisdom can be recovered. Certain scarifies have to be made, however. The women who hold this knowledge are still fearful of the power of the patriarchy and its potential for misuse. They carry in their ancient memories the scars of persecution, and often a deep anger towards the masculine. But they have to put aside their own misgivings, and bring their inner knowing into the light of consciousness. Certain connections need to be made within the foreseeable future.If the connections of life are made known, then light can travel through these connections, awakening centers of consciousness within humanity. The light of masculine consciousness cannot find these centers without the full participation of the feminine. The connections cannot be made that will awaken them. Without the activation of these centers of consciousness, humanity cannot take the next step in its spiritual evolution It will not have access to the wisdom, power, and love that it needs. Humanity will then remain fragmented, rather than learning to function as a dynamic, interrelated whole. Patters of energy flow around the planet will remain dormant, or function on a lower level. Once again humanity will have missed an opportunity. Certain women have already made this step, and a certain knowledge has been given back to humanity. But the next step is the most difficult, because this involves the knowledge that is held withing the physical body of woman. Women have been physically abused for so many centuries that this knowledge is covered in pain and anger. To bring this knowledge into the open would require a degree of vulnerability that is frightening. Yet it is necessary. Without the full participation of the feminine, the energy of oneness cannot become part of the earth. The physical body of the feminine is the connection between heaven and earth. Without the connection a quality of boy and belonging to God cannot be lived; oneness will not be made manifest. Through suffering life can be made holy. A woman know this in her body. Through suffering the immortal spirit takes on form, the soul comes into manifestation. This is not self-inflected or self-indulgent suffering, not the suffering behind which we hide, that protects us from life or our self. This is the suffering that life brings us naturally, that is part of the destiny of the soul. Suffering can transform us and help us remember who we are. It can lift the coverings of the soul. In the words of Keats, this world of tears is also the "the vale of Soulmaking". Women carry in their body not only the consciousness of their own suffering of the collective and personal suffering, but also the suffering of the earth. Women carry the imprint of all creation within their body; it is part of their instinctual relationship to the whole of life, the sacred bond that women have with life. The suffering of the earth, wounded and desecrated by a patriarchal culture that sees God only in heaven, is held within the cellular structure of every woman. The pain that many women feel in the core of their being is also the unacknowledged paoin of the earth, whose very eco-system in now inn danger. This suffering needs to be accepted and sanctified; otherwise the energy of life cannot flow freely within the earth. The earth has cried and women have felt its tears. In these tars a deep sorrow and wounding are acknowledged and through the heart offered to Him who is source of all sorrow and all joy. On our individual journey, sorrow takes us deeper within our self, for " God enters through a wound." Through the world's sorrow a healing can take place in which the consciousness of divine love can be infused into the hidden places of the earth, as well as the bodies of women. This love can link the two worlds in a way that has not happened before. Through it Divine grace can flow freely bringing alive the meaning and magic that lie at the core of creation, the secret of the word Kun! (Be). If women are prepared to recognize the sacred dimension of their own and earth's suffering at the hands of the patriarchy, to see that it is part of the mysterious destiny of the soul of our world, then much can be redeemed. We can step fro the arena of personal antagonism into the landscape of our larger destiny, and the forces of life can flow in a new way. The divine can become conscious more completely, the oneness become known more fully. The soul of the world is crying to be heard, and only those who have suffered can fully recognize Her. Behind the veil of her tears she has a new face, and in her eyes the stars are again visible. But we cannot wait too long in the antechamber of the heart. The soul of the world needs to know she has been heard, so that her tears can be washed away by the waters of life. Then once again life can become sacred. Only then can the joy of life returns to each moment. Only then can the imprint of Her face become visible, the glory of Her oneness be made known. To live this dream takes courage and foolishness. Llwellyan Vaughn Leedear Skydancer. . . when i was going through the CF and all the energetic blocks in the body and those that continue with the Kundalini process this vision helps. . .i felt and feel like we are collectively releasing thousands of ancient miles and thousands of ancient years in both the personal and collective realms for the greater whole. . . .it is a gift and a gifting and like Llwellyan Vaughn Lee says, " to live this dream takes courage and foolishness.". . . i love this earth and her people and believe we are evolving to something kinder and gentler. . . .i am so glad to get to know you guys in this group. . .and become One together. . .i am most grateful. . . .ordinary sparrow , "Skydancer" <ionaskydancer wrote:>> Hi O.Sparrow,> > I hope you are correct with the Chronic Fatigue diagnosis, as for the past 10+ yrs I have been diagnosed with CF and Fibromyalgia. I feel as if I am loosing more energy daily and over half my life is spent asleep. It would make things more bearable if I knew I was storing energy for later awakening.> > Blessings,> Skydancer x> > >> > > It reminded me of this quote:> > >> > > In every walk with nature one receives far> > > more than he seeks. John Muir Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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