Reflections on synchronicity - Surfer Bruce

[Guest guest]

Hello Bruce,

I would find in my earlier years with the Kundalini very similar and

for me somewhat abrupt instruction and guidance from the Kundalini. I never did

enjoy alcohol but when I was given an instruction it would come in ways that

seemed to create synchronicities inside of a particular theme.

 

At first I wouldn't get it and would suffer the consequences. Mostly ego damage

nothing of a serious nature unless I was adamant in my continued mistake then it

could become more persuasive. - lol!

 

Relationships could no longer be meaningless even for mutual gain as in a s & xual

tryst. Love had to be the major component and lust except for certain stages of

the Kundalini had to become a secondary consideration.

 

Going back to my pre Kundalini forms of chemical and behavioral manifestations

of personal and social recreation became a serious impediment to having that

recreation. For my journey I had to comply with the guidance that was always

present. In this case how I would relate and feel and what I would actually do

for recreation became very different than the pre Kundalini forms.

 

I learned over time. - lol I learned that how I relate with myself and others is

new and different with the Kundalini as the strength of the Kundalini radiates

emotions and mental triggers outward into the space of another person. In the

guidance's given to me I was forced to become a more gentle and loving person

due to the extreme nature and volatility of the manifestation process empowered

by the Kundalini.

 

For instance if someone did something hurtful to me and I would contemplate

revenge the methods of reaction could become so very extreme far outweighing the

initial hurt. Forgiveness due to this became quite easy and far more desirable.

 

In other areas such as relationships as you noted in your post Bruce. A

relationship becomes a very different activity when emotions and thoughts are

picked up by you from the other person. Once again for me forgiveness was the

key as 99% of people do not even try to control their inner thinking. It just

flows and they pick and choose what feels most appropriate to them to be said to

the person they are with. It is in the observance of their sifting of what

thought to go with that can hurt the ego of the Kundalini active person.

 

I grew to appreciate the internal gifts of guidance as they, at least for me,

became preparations and conditioning's towards a much stronger and yet balanced

expression inside of the Kundalini.

 

There is no end to it for me Bruce. The developments just keep on rolling in

like big waves on the beach. The guidance is in the curl of the wave and I walk

the board as I am guided to stay in the pocket! - blessings and joy to you Bruce

as you ride and rip the waves gifted from your Kundalini. - chrism

[Guest guest]

Hi Chrism,

 

thanks again for the long response, and thanks to everyone who has responded; I

find everyones comments valuable and insightful and love all the different

perspectives that come through on this site.

 

Being a surfer the metaphor works well.. new waves last night, and clear

sensations today of me not moving while my body moves around the city....the

road moves and I dont..

 

kind of curious where this will be in the future... lol...

 

love

Bruce

 

 

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> There is no end to it for me Bruce. The developments just keep on rolling in

like big waves on the beach. The guidance is in the curl of the wave and I walk

the board as I am guided to stay in the pocket! - blessings and joy to you Bruce

as you ride and rip the waves gifted from your Kundalini. - chrism

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