Reflections on synchronicity- Ernie

[Guest guest]

Hi Ernie,

 

Thanks for sharing and being so wonderfully open about your experience Yes, i

understand what you mean about being isolated by family and culture becuase of

what is happening; I have a similiar situation with the church and family and

friends.. I have learned to surrender to my 'quack' identity.. haha. Its

interesting you mention Psalm 70; it repeatedly keeps coming into my life

through different means and communications, and I was thinking of it on the way

home. Again and again and I called to seek first the kingdom of God, and to

trust that kingdom...

 

here it is for anyone who is interested...

 

For the director of music. Of David. A petition.

 

1 Hasten, O God, to save me;

O LORD, come quickly to help me.

2 May those who seek my life

be put to shame and confusion;

may all who desire my ruin

be turned back in disgrace.

 

3 May those who say to me, " Aha! Aha! "

turn back because of their shame.

 

4 But may all who seek you

rejoice and be glad in you;

may those who love your salvation always say,

" Let God be exalted! "

 

5 Yet I am poor and needy;

come quickly to me, O God.

You are my help and my deliverer;

O LORD, do not delay

 

 

love

Bruce

 

, " boltonben111 "

<erniebeneventi wrote:

>

> Hi Bruce,

>

> I can relate to your story, but from a different perspective.

> There was a time, and it sometimes goes on now, whenever I would say

something, it would be taken out of context or would just come out wrong. At the

same time, it felt like I had a lump in my throat. My mentor at the time was

reading everything I said out of context and told me it was about 'truth'. I am

a 'what you see is what you get' kind of person, however, people were looking

and labelling me in a quite different way. It also seemed to me, that things

were no going my way. I was given psalm 70 to read, which nailed what was

happening in my life.

> My output was something of a spilleage in terms of a metaphor. My throat lump

was based on my communication and being misunderstood. I just had a difficult

time with it...it was just a moment in time for me and has now passed. I no

longer have the issues with 5th chakra and since joining this group and adding

my posts, has done wonders. It was like I required an outlet to communicate

what was occurring to me since my awakening...and there was nobody in my near

vacinity to be empathetic, or just be an ear to what was occurring.

> I told the Dr's what was happening and they put me on med's. My wife thinks

this 'stuff' is against our Catholic faith; I dare not mention this to my

friends- they'll think I'm a quack; my family thinks that this 'stuff' is the

making of a cult following...etc, etc. This group is the only outlet that

really understands and I thank God for it.

> I'm learning sooo much from this group and all the experiences that it has

shed positive light on the road ahead.

>

> Bless you all and be well,

> Ernie

>

>

>

> , " bruce_oom " <bruce_oom@>

wrote:

> >

> > Hi everyone,

> >

> > K. continues to work, speaking to me in ever new and creative ways.My sense

of connection to what is happening around me is becoming ever more meaningful

and its fascinating how it all unfolds.

>

[Guest guest]

Hey Bruce,

Thanks for sharing to all the Psalm 70. My version is a little different, but

hits the same cord).

I also wish to add the coincidences of spilleage that you spoke about. For me,

it's been a link toward the 'left' side. Upon my awakening, I was visited by

the most striking pigeon I've ever seen with a huge purple ruff on it. I was

looking at me and whenever I moved, it just stared at me. It had it's left leg

up as it was injured.

A couple of weeks beyond that, I was driving and a hawk was in the middle of the

busy highway I travel home with, and had it's left leg up.

A month after that, a good friend of mine broke his left leg when he was hit by

a golf cart while we were golfing.

To this day I have mixed interpretations about this myself. Could it be a sign

that I am to heal (the broken leg and all), or must I work on my yin/feminine

side. Not sure.

I have worked on the yin side and have broken most of the frames that are

associated with this side. Being from an Italian background comes many

egotistical and masculine frames that are programmed from early ages.

I mentioned the left leg things to my mentor and she gave me a book to read-

Adam the Dreamhealer.

I've already addressed much of these issues in previous posts however, I'm still

not settled on the meaning and am finding a void in my life without it. So if

anyone can take a kick at the can, it would open doors to other possibilities.

 

Blessings and Be Well

Ernie

, " bruce_oom "

<bruce_oom wrote:

>

> Hi Ernie,

>

> Thanks for sharing and being so wonderfully open about your experience Yes, i

understand what you mean about being isolated by family and culture becuase of

what is happening; I have a similiar