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[Guest guest]

Id just like to say thank you to all the people

who have come to me to help and speak with me

it has really helped alot with my anxiety.

Its wonderfull what an hour on the phone or

on a chat client can do to calm the nerves.

on another note

i went to kundalini yoga class tonight and spoke

with the master and his spirit intuative friend.

i didnt partake in the yoga because of somthing i

read somewhere but i did have a few weird(lovely)

things happen to me when i heard the sanskrit language was

spoken or sung. i would like to maybe learn this

yoga class. does anyone have any problems with yoga

when in the " change " .

 

also thank you chrism

[Guest guest]

dear MarkI am happy you are experiencing movement this week on your path of becoming. . .I do not know what your path may bring or where it will take you, truly that is yours to claim. . .but i trust your heart and goodness and know you have what it takes to find your heart's desire . . .i am glad you have joined with this group. . .you have much to offer us also, dear one. . .Mark these are just some ponderings as i read your kind entry and here are a couple of journal entries i made along the way and wanted to share them with you. . .each of us must learn to open to our own paths both inner and outer. . . I have come to believe there is one true Source, but as many paths as there are creatures in this world. . . Perhaps the most we can be for one another is fellow travelers. . . and extended a hand and heart when possible. . . Our paths are not prefabed. . .and each person is a work in process. . .a moment to moment evolution based on unique experiences and the lessons we have come to learn. . .Your path is uncharted as well as mine. . .i can share with you where i have been. . .but i cannot share where i am headed. . .for that will be shaped moment to moment in the Great Mystery of the one i call Ma. . .and you may have a completely different name for the One Source that loves All. . ..dear One. . .concerning the Yoga question. . .follow your heart, listen deep to Ma. . .go to Her like a small child and say something like, " Ma, right now i am feeling really new. . . can you carry me close and bring into my life the people, places and experiences that bring me into deeper life with you, and remove from my life the people, places, and experiences that create blocks to your divine love and goodness and my life in you." You will find your own words, these are just ones i often say to Her. . .here are a couple of heart sharings: one

day the heart was heavy. . . . the chambers constricted. . . .beating

like a swan running on tangled sod. . . . concerned about some unborn

thing. . . . a constriction of the knotted heart with no thoughts of

flight. . . the noise of the mind entangled and blocked by weeds. . . .

till there was no room to move . . . i fluttered without gracefulness to

the center of the lake, which humans call silence. . . . then. . . .

peace in the underside of tired wings resting on the lake. . . . while

the heart in it's feathers pounded softer and softer. . . . and surrender into the One that is bearing the totality of all heaviness

and all heaven. . . . . observing each moment, the things that surface, don't always seem to make sense, and at times are even discordant. . .but allowing each note to surface through voicing, journeying, reflecting, or listening to what does not seem to make sense helps. . .like

an orchestra tuning up to play together, there is no chance of

discovering the fullness of the inner music, unless the players in the

heart and the mind and the spirit tune. . .i have found:depression is to not allow the practicerepression is to walk away because the right note is not blending and flowingconfusion is the tension of trying to make sense too soon before the inner players have learned their parts. . .this life experiences are the way that the heart and the mind and the spirit practice what they need to play. . .is not the path of our relationships the time it takes for the heart to practice its part in the movement we call Love?. . .is not the path of our honest questions the time it takes for the mind to practice its part in the movement we call Wisdom?. . .is not the path of our changing beliefs the time it takes for the spirit to practice its part in the movement we call God?. . .and is not the path of Oneness those moments when everything comes together?. . .the time, the practice, the prayers, the meditations, the silence, the music, the bhakti, the japa,

with all of it's success and failure, with too high notes and too low

notes, the ones that are too sharp and the ones that are to flat, isn't

this the time it takes for Love - Wisdom - Mother God/Father God - Oneness to bring the common space in us alive?. . . in these sacred days and moments may all opposing notes bubble up uncensored and unashamed, each energy is an instrument as Ma

orchestrates this duet of being. may we all find the release as all

find their part in the larger, yet-to-be heard Universal Song of

Divine Love. . love and lightordinary sparrow , "sinebyte" <sinebyte wrote:>> Id just like to say thank you to all the people> who have come to me to help and speak with me> it has really helped alot with my anxiety.> Its wonderfull what an hour on the phone or > on a chat client can do to calm the nerves.> on another note> i went to kundalini yoga class tonight and spoke> with the master and his spirit intuative friend.> i didnt partake in the yoga because of somthing i > read somewhere but i did have a few weird(lovely)> things happen to me when i heard the sanskrit language was> spoken or sung. i would like to maybe learn this> yoga class. does anyone have any problems with yoga> when in the "change".> > also thank you chrism>

[Guest guest]

Ordinarysparrow,

 

Thanks for your kind loving words, and your time and warmth.

 

love and light

 

 

mark

 

, " ordinarysparrow "

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> dear Mark

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> I am happy you are experiencing movement this week on your path of

> becoming. . .

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