chest pains, trouble sleeping, recent relevant dream Bruce

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> are you having any dream activity related to this?

 

You know, I thought about this for about 2 minutes and wham, yes, there has

been. Just last night I had a dream that my father kept turning his back on me

as I repeatedly tried to reach out to him (my mother divorced when I was 2 yrs

old, he wasn't a nice guy with the alcohol in him constantly back then). I was

really disturbed by him repeated denials and unacceptance at my affection

towards him, I love him and want to get to know him, he has always lived within

30 minutes of me, but we've only ever " met " once in my 41 years apart.

 

I want to rectify this in the worst way, my kids are now at the age where they

want to meet him, my daughter just started getting into genealogy, and boy do I

have records. So this has been on my mind recently, and now the dream, and also

the presumed heart chakra blockage. Chance? Accident? Coincidence? Hmmm, not

so sure.

 

Thanks to you Bruce, I now feel as though this is a major contributor to my

blockage, for apart from this I can't think of anything else that is bothering

me, or is lying dormant.

 

I need to work on this, I don't know if I have to meet him to resolve this, or

if I can learn to accept and let go of my feelings about this situation, I would

think the later, but the former may prove more fruitful, and more quickly for he

may accept me as I have hoped for. Of course the converse is possible as well,

so maybe I shouldn't even turn down that road.

 

Need to pray.

 

Thanks again!

With love,

Bill

 

 

 

, " bruce_oom "

<bruce_oom wrote:

>

> Hi Bill,

>

> I am sorry to hear of your difficulty, and just like the others on the site

are suggesting, its wise to get it checked out. That said, I had a difficult

heart opening around a year and a half ago. I had many of the symptoms everyone

else had, including shortness of breath, gasping, gurgling in the heart, feeling

like bubbles of water was trickling about, and at times a violent beating

between my rib cage that sometimes threw my body around.

>

> This intensified over around a 4 week period, where I became progressivly more

tired as the kundalini worked its way and my unconsious resistance layer pushed

back harder harder, and I felt as though I was trapped in the middle of an inner

war. Things got very dark internally as the root of the block was neared, and

finally, I surrendered to the unknown through guidance I had from a dream. The

result, though, was immersion in non-dual love when my heart finally opened, and

I started to experience everything as though it was bathed in a fine golden

mist, and the entire world seemed soft. I would stand at the metro just crying

for the beauty and love that seemed to shine through all beings and suspend,

hold and caress even the most sick, the oldest, the poorest or the handicapped,

in ways that they could not see yet.

>

> are you having any dream activity related to this?

>

> love

> Bruce

>