chest pains, trouble sleeping, recent relevant dream Bruce m- Bill

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Hi Bill,

 

thanks for sharing with us. When my heart blocks came into awareness, I I also

found out that I had deep seated beliefs from family experience that had taught

me it was unsafe and painfulto reach out for love, to express love, and to

receive love. It was messy but necessary work to deal with this, and I did it by

continually bringing awareness and inquiry to the heart center as K. worked

there..

 

I had to do three things 1. Know that I could express my love and it wasnt

necessary for the world to validate that. 2. Know that I (or rather, my Spirit

within me) was the real source of love

3. Try my best, using skillful means and the intention that everyones highest

good is served, to establish relationships with family members.

 

SOme of my family are open, some are not, and with the ones that are not, I

simply practice acceptance in their presence, try and meet and honor them where

they are at, and explore a little with gentle inquiry wwhen appropriate (easier

said than done.. lol)

 

love

Bruce

 

 

, " astronutski "

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> > are you having any dream activity related to this?

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> You know, I thought about this for about 2 minutes and wham, yes, there has

been. Just last night I had a dream that my father kept turning his back on me

as I repeatedly tried to reach out to him (my mother divorced when I was 2 yrs

old, he wasn't a nice guy with the alcohol in him constantly back then). I was

really disturbed by him repeated denials and unacceptance at my affection

towards him, I love him and want to get to know him, he has always lived within

30 minutes of me, but we've only ever " met " once in my 41 years apart.

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