Guest guest Posted April 26, 2009 Report Share Posted April 26, 2009 Wow, Elektra, congrats! And you'll be surprised how motivated you are to clean-up for the new little one! I gave up wine and coffee while I was pregnant with Samantha. It was tough to begin with but once I could feel her in me it wasn't. You'll be a GREAT Mum! Love and hugs, Valarie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 26, 2009 Report Share Posted April 26, 2009 dont congratulate me to soon, wait until IT happens!!! thanks though love.It's been a weird year for me 6 months were spent as clean as a spring morning, and the next 6 months were spent drinking and smoking mj.I had to go deep in to addiction to know myself, I felt why should I give up things because other people tell me, I needed to experience the real world, the illusion, totally and unrestrained, does that make sense, its as if I couldnt let go until I felt I had my fill.Growing up I was always on the outside, always depressed, never normal.I just had 6 months of normal illusion life, and it was great, I loved it and I got to know myself really well. Now, I'm ready to quit. I've had my fill. God is literally nagging me, saying come on girl, its time , the world is moving up and you have better things to experience. I've let you have your fun without too much repurcussion.God knew it was important for me to see it and experience it. a bit like the young Siddharta when he loses himself in the city and throws his spiritual quest out for a normal life, this then brings him back to his own enlightenment once again.So, I'm feeling pretty good about everything right now, I'm doing everything by my own inner compass, unravelling my own ball of string and I have the confidence that I know whats best for me . No one else can do it for me, I have to do it all. I've learnt too much now , I know what I'm here to do. Its not just about instant manifestation, spinal sweeps and ascension, its about the next generation, the collective, and my own completion.Love and gratitudeelektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2009 Report Share Posted April 27, 2009 Elektra: In my experience you are never ready until you're ready. Love, Jake--- On Mon, 4/27/09, Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: dont congratulate me to soon, wait until IT happens!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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