's writings...very energetic

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I read chrism's articles over and over for editing purposes and for my own k

reading. I do not seem to want to read anything but his writings and books on

journeys of K folks - As I sit and read the articles I often get very emotional

sometimes I feel calm and peaceful and at other times I cry - am usually in

public so I try to cover the emotional outbreak up with glasses and ignoring

those about me.

Just like this site the articles offer an energy transfer.

The crying is not sad nor is it happy - it just is - a release and once it a

while there is a fear feeling or one of what am I doing here??

I know my excessive energy is emotional blockage and I am trying to work on it

although - I like to think that this can be accomplished by reading the articles

yet since more energy is given I am not sure that is the case.

I can not help myself I just love to reread the articles- with each reading

there is a deeper understanding of the topic- chrism has written about

" compression teachings " - these can be found in the articles as well as in the

dreams -

so I will continue to read, continue to work on my emotions and continue to

receive deeper teachings as I read.

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I also wanted to share a small item on happenings- In the morning I usually wake

and say the Shakti prayer nine times- I feel some energy thruout my body -

yesterday morning I did not feel the energy so i talked to Shakti and just said

" please I know you are here let me can I have a sign? " - and a bright light form

came into my view ( my eyes were closed)it just came in from the left for a few

seconds and I smiled and sent gratitude to Shakti for saying hello.

Of late I find myself asking for many things and finding there so often is an

answer- sometimes I get so excited I forget to be grateful and then when I

remember I apologize profusely - this is a new pattern for me- ***asking

***seeing and reading the signs of answer**and then being grateful