Guest guest Posted April 27, 2009 Report Share Posted April 27, 2009 Is it just me or some days does it feel as if the whole world is going crazee around you?I just had one of those days, a fight just broke out in the club I was working at, then some man was cursing me and sticking his fingers up, a woman was covered in blood, what a great advert why not to drink alcohol.The weird thing is I've never actually liked it but it seems that its a part of my enviroment and God puts me here repeatedly. Tonight, a mafia guy, from the fight, had a crazed look in his eye, he forcefully tries to insist I drink, its his way of apologising for the fight, he offers me a glass of beer, he scowls at me as if to say, if you don't drink this you will really offend me!I had to think quickly, what of my purity promise to amber? to myself? to God?I saw he was drunk so I took the drink, managed to throw the liquid on to the floor and fill it with water in the blink of an eye, he never saw me do it, I then cheersed him and drank my fake beer...LOL QUICK thinking! I really don't want to be in this enviroment anymore and yet I seem to be here. So, I must be strong, stronger then most humans, super human strong. God, you have a strange sense of humour......love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2009 Report Share Posted April 27, 2009 I used to work part time in a bar. Back in the 1980's. I was just a teenager then but it brought in money to our household. I asked the owner for the key to the jukebox. He gave it to me. He was never there much anywhoo. So I filled the jukebox with very mellow jazz and music that was calming. They weren't so crazy after that. They sat there peacefully and slept. You could try that and see how it works or try a band that plays really mellow music. Sleeping can be as stress relieving as alcohol. Also water down the fire water. Keeps them buying more and not getting as drunk. I did it just to keep them sober most of the time. I even would add more soda to the drink than alcohol. People seem a lot more kinder when they have less of that stuff. Elektra Fire <elektra.fire Sent: Monday, April 27, 2009 11:54:11 AM Crazy days Is it just me or some days does it feel as if the whole world is going crazee around you?I just had one of those days, a fight just broke out in the club I was working at, then some man was cursing me and sticking his fingers up, a woman was covered in blood, what a great advert why not to drink alcohol.The weird thing is I've never actually liked it but it seems that its a part of my enviroment and God puts me here repeatedly. Tonight, a mafia guy, from the fight, had a crazed look in his eye, he forcefully tries to insist I drink, its his way of apologising for the fight, he offers me a glass of beer, he scowls at me as if to say, if you don't drink this you will really offend me!I had to think quickly, what of my purity promise to amber? to myself? to God?I saw he was drunk so I took the drink, managed to throw the liquid on to the floor and fill it with water in the blink of an eye, he never saw me do it, I then cheersed him and drank my fake beer...LOL QUICK thinking! I really don't want to be in this enviroment anymore and yet I seem to be here. So, I must be strong, stronger then most humans, super human strong. God, you have a strange sense of humour......love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2009 Report Share Posted April 27, 2009 i feel like amber is your guardian angel (perhaps to be born) i totally managed to abstain from alcohol by working in a casino seeing all the drunks fighting, losing their money, and peeing in their seats.....bloom sweet lotus.....even if your feet may be in the mud, your head is in the clouds........thinking of you, love to you....doing a cleansing myself....purity........Julie--- On Mon, 4/27/09, Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote:Elektra Fire <elektra.fire Crazy daysTo: Date: Monday, April 27, 2009, 12:54 PM Is it just me or some days does it feel as if the whole world is going crazee around you?I just had one of those days, a fight just broke out in the club I was working at, then some man was cursing me and sticking his fingers up, a woman was covered in blood, what a great advert why not to drink alcohol.The weird thing is I've never actually liked it but it seems that its a part of my enviroment and God puts me here repeatedly. Tonight, a mafia guy, from the fight, had a crazed look in his eye, he forcefully tries to insist I drink, its his way of apologising for the fight, he offers me a glass of beer, he scowls at me as if to say, if you don't drink this you will really offend me!I had to think quickly, what of my purity promise to amber? to myself? to God?I saw he was drunk so I took the drink, managed to throw the liquid on to the floor and fill it with water in the blink of an eye, he never saw me do it, I then cheersed him and drank my fake beer...LOL QUICK thinking! I really don't want to be in this enviroment anymore and yet I seem to be here. So, I must be strong, stronger then most humans, super human strong. God, you have a strange sense of humour......love elektra x x x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2009 Report Share Posted April 27, 2009 You are just so clever, Lady Elektra!!!! Good for you! It does seem to be getting crazier. When I begin to feel affected by it I am reminded that its the pain bodies feeding off each other. It helps to reread that article on pain bodies sometimes. I find it really helps me to balance. So happy for what is on your horizon. Love and hugs, dhyana , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Is it just me or some days does it feel as if the whole world is going crazee around you? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 27, 2009 Report Share Posted April 27, 2009 Hi Elektra, > Is it just me or some days does it feel as if the whole world is going crazee around you? I had one of those crazy days in the morning of my birthday on April 25th, but once I got to Universal Studios ~ everything was fine and had a blast the rest of the day. Big Hug . . . Angelina , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Is it just me or some days does it feel as if the whole world is going crazee around you? > > I just had one of those days, a fight just broke out in the club I was working at, then some man was cursing me and sticking his fingers up, a woman was covered in blood, what a great advert why not to drink alcohol. > The weird thing is I've never actually liked it but it seems that its a part of my enviroment and God puts me here repeatedly. Tonight, a mafia guy, from the fight, had a crazed look in his eye, he forcefully tries to insist I drink, its his way of apologising for the fight, he offers me a glass of beer, he scowls at me as if to say, if you don't drink this you will really offend me! > I had to think quickly, what of my purity promise to amber? to myself? to God? > I saw he was drunk so I took the drink, managed to throw the liquid on to the floor and fill it with water in the blink of an eye, he never saw me do it, I then cheersed him and drank my fake beer...LOL QUICK thinking! > > I really don't want to be in this enviroment anymore and yet I seem to be here. So, I must be strong, stronger then most humans, super human strong. > > God, you have a strange sense of humour...... > love elektra x x x > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 28, 2009 Report Share Posted April 28, 2009 Perhaps you are the balancing key factor in all this. There must be good with the evil, yin and yang. Always do the right thing, even if pressured. Good job, and what did chrism tell one time, " Always take the road of kindness. " your friend, lj Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 28, 2009 Report Share Posted April 28, 2009 Hey Elektra, Yeah, sometimes I feel the same way that this world is going nuts, but I believe we are here to help others in need that cannot see the 'light' at the end of the tunnel...it's a matter of love and compassion to give to others to jump start their lives to a higher level. the challenge stems from all the programming out there (especailly on televison) that has blinded many people. The path of understanding the true nature of their existance is somehow lost in the equation. For me, I have removed myself from this programming of pop 'cult'ure and moved toward a sense of higher existance, evolution, and expression. Why is it that people wish to escape the reality of their everyday lives with achohol or drugs? There's so many distractions out there that creates this false sense of being...sort of like the movie The Matrix. If they only knew the truth, the blissful feelings of meditation, connection to all, and the gifts that K brings....they would stop in a second. Good job for your quick thinking and that you read into the situation from the perspective of others...you somehow 'served' him -lol. Also, happy belated b-day and hope that this year brings you happiness, joy and fulfillment. Blessings and Love, Ernie , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Is it just me or some days does it feel as if the whole world is going crazee around you? > > I just had one of those days, a fight just broke out in the club I was working at, then some man was cursing me and sticking his fingers up, a woman was covered in blood, what a great advert why not to Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 28, 2009 Report Share Posted April 28, 2009 Hey Elektra, Its so exciting to hear you are going to have a baby! Let us know when Amber is in transit I suggest you just use the truth to get out of drinking situations. Most people will understand that you don't want to harm the baby, and for those few who don't just give a quick explanation that alcohol can harm the baby (and of course this will work when she is born and you are nursing as well). Be strong for Amber =) -Gabriel , Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: > > Is it just me or some days does it feel as if the whole world is going crazee around you? > > I just had one of those days, a fight just broke out in the club I was working at, then some man was cursing me and sticking his fingers up, a woman was covered in blood, what a great advert why not to drink alcohol. > The weird thing is I've never actually liked it but it seems that its a part of my enviroment and God puts me here repeatedly. Tonight, a mafia guy, from the fight, had a crazed look in his eye, he forcefully tries to insist I drink, its his way of apologising for the fight, he offers me a glass of beer, he scowls at me as if to say, if you don't drink this you will really offend me! > I had to think quickly, what of my purity promise to amber? to myself? to God? > I saw he was drunk so I took the drink, managed to throw the liquid on to the floor and fill it with water in the blink of an eye, he never saw me do it, I then cheersed him and drank my fake beer...LOL QUICK thinking! > > I really don't want to be in this enviroment anymore and yet I seem to be here. So, I must be strong, stronger then most humans, super human strong. > > God, you have a strange sense of humour...... > love elektra x x x > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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