more dreams - Emotional Dream with manifestations of Fear

[Guest guest]

Namaste

 

dear Zack

 

I found this dream to be interesting. . .not because of the content but

because of the process of consciousness. . .and it feels familiar to a

dreamtime awakening i have experienced;

 

a while back i went through a series of dreams where i was watching

the dreamer. . . . the dream was about attending a spiritual workshop

by Marianne Williamson on the Course of Miracles and the lecture

material was about the origins of the Great Mother . . . each night

the dream was recurring, with an increase in just watching the dreamers

as i resided with the Overself. . .there were two dreamers a female

dreamer that resided on one side of the brain, she was in full

participation of the dream and on the other side of the brain there was

the male dreamer. . . he was a Jungian psychoanalytic type and would

take notes and point out what was significant and what needed to be

researched upon awakening. . . at one point in the dream the male

dreamer became very excited by the richness of the dream symbolism and

the female dreamer turned and looked at the male dreamer and said to

him, " will you please shut up you are distrubuing my dream. " . . . he

was so surprise, like a little peeping tom that had just been found out,

he knew he could see her, but did not know she was capable of seeing

him. . .they stood looking at each other with the awareness that both of

them where caught in a dream. . .then they both slowly turned towards

the back of the brain where i was residing with the Overself and in that

moment there was full awareness " the gig was up " and it had " all " been

a dream, and then there was only awareness gazing at awareness. . .upon

awakening was bathed in peace and gentle joy that anchored within and

has lasted and that dream moved me into a deeper level of consciousness.

..

 

as i laid there that morning in the luminance a line of poetry by Joy

Harjo filtered through the mind. . . i will share it with you Zack for

it also reminds me of what you have written about your awareness in the

dream state. . .

 

" I dreamed that i was being dreamnt in the mind of of huge snake, and

when i woke up i jumped out. "

 

many blessings

ordinary sparrow

 

 

 

, Zack Nemeth

<karmaburn8 wrote:

>

> I had a very emotional dream last night but as I'm awake now I realize

the fear involved was a manifestation of my consciousness in the dream.

Because of the work occuring on my energy system, my mind was creating

images and fragmented story lines. It was very shocking to some level

of my mind because I could feel a lot of activity occuring in my third

eye region. It was lighting up with sensations.

>

> Much of the dream has been lost but I know that it felt like crude

brain surgery was being done. Because of the feelings of powerlessness

I manifested a tormentor to explain the dream. I realize and fully

accept in my waking state that it was my consciousness that created the

tormentor.

>

> An interesting part of this experience was how I would flux between

the dream and a semi awakened state. I was trying to speak to the

awakened world. But my roomate and friend could not completely hear me

because he was also asleep in his dream. As soon as I woke up he asked

me, " Did you have a rough night? " This didn't surprise me because I was

calling to him from these sleep states. Sometime I made sounds of fear

that were unclear because I didn't have complete access to my voice. I

also repeated many times " WAKE ME UP -WAKE ME UP - WAKE ME UP " .