Emotions No Road map - goldencougarwolf

May 2, 2009

Hi goldencougarwolf,

yes, I get that feeling sometimes. I suspect that a large part of the path is

learning to follow that voice, and to learn to have confidance in Shakti and in

oneself. Staying put is often an egoic need for control and certainty.

I have recently made a decision to leave Asia, where I have a fairly well paid

job, eat in good resturants daily, and have a comfortable life. The problem is

that the comfort is a little numbing and my soul requires growth, and I feel

that. Its been good to have a stable job while my inner world has been firing

off and I have been going through K healing, yet now thatmy inner world is

increasingly stable, I am being called to follow my heart elsewhere. My ego

didnt want to change as there is risk and unknown, and I am not sure what will

happen next.. its one step at a time.. Its interesting that many things are

'dying' and fading out around me here... and that is a further sign that its

time to move and find a place with lots of life and vibrancy that can support

newly emerging desires..

I found that I need to identify the emotional tone of the voice that wants me to

move, and it takes some doing to learn to distinguish between neurotic egoic

voices, often associated with a contracted emotional state or an inner tension,

as compared to the voice of the higher self, which for me has an openess and

expansiveness and 'cool' factor about it. The final test for me is that, after

making the decision and being committed to that decision, then do I feel at

peace and at ease? For my current decision, I feel that, and its only after I

resigned from my job and decided to move on, that the little voice gave me some

peace.

The universe is creative and dynamic. The closer I get aligned to my True Self,

the more I have to live that and the more I am called to trust and take risk..

love

Bruce

>Do any of you ever get that feeling? Like a little nudge wanting you >to go and

if you ignore it things get worse until you do it. Now I am >not insane and I

am not listening to voices, but you just see the >situation you are in and you

go, 'either I change and leave or I stay >here and....'

>

May 3, 2009

Hey, I can certainly identify with you, it is good to listen and to learn to

listen to the still small quite voice deep within you. It takes learning. Years

ago, it took a big bang to get my attention. Now I can see and feel with more

than the five senses, and can act accordingly. I must compliment you, Bruce on

your decision to leave the comfort zone in Asia, wow.... how fornuate for you to

be there in the first place, and to willingly leave so peacefully. This indeed

says alot about you. Mother Earth is busy moving people around and placing them

in certain postions for who knows what - changes are coming. Many blessings to

you and yours, Namasta-- Robert from Columbus Ohio

, " bruce_oom "

<bruce_oom wrote:

>

> Hi goldencougarwolf,

>

> yes, I get that feeling sometimes. I suspect that a large part of the path is

learning to follow that voice, and to learn to have confidance in Shakti and in

oneself. Staying put is often an egoic need for control and certainty.

>

> I have recently made a decision to leave Asia, where I have a fairly well paid