Guest guest Posted May 6, 2009 Report Share Posted May 6, 2009 Thank you Chrism, Please see my replies and questions inline under your comments... ** I do not take anything you or anyone says here as medical advice, the warnings are unneccessary, but I do understand your situation... " There are the aspects of graciousness and thankfulness and tolerance and trust. There are ares of attachment and detachment that can contribute to this kind of sensation. " ** Out of these that you mention I can relate to the issue of tolerance. That one smacks me in the face, now that I read it again. There are several areas where I have ingrained tolerance issues. I can almost bet the farm that this is what needs resolved. Thank you. " What else are you doing in regards to these qualities or not doing in regards to these qualities that may also have an effect upon these issues? " ** r/t the tolerance, I suppose not having tolerance in certain situations or for certain individuals. I am feeling that this is what you may be speaking of. I will begin processing this reconstruction immediately. At times there can be stress at work and even play, and a few individuals most often rub me the wrong way. I would never say anything negative, I hold it in, but these feelings do bother me (that I have them in the first place). " Fear and loss of stature in the eyes of society can have hurtful effects upon the ego which can bleed into the emotional self appreciation of how we view ourselves and our acceptance within society. " ** Wow, that's a mouthful, lol. I have read that several times and I still don't think I totally understand it. Fear, yes, financially in these trying times, there is fear there. Loss of stature, no, I have no stature, and I don't wwant stature for myself or society. I do want to have a more helpful job that helps people. That is my goal, after things get under control (I know I am not in control), I want to help people. I enjoy seeing strangers smile when I hold a door or simply make eye contact and smile. " How we view ourselves... within society " I honestly think I'm fine here, like I said, I believe my ego is in check, lol. " This can help towards an invalidation of who we are and how we are as we travel the Kundalini path. " ** Not sure I follow here also, are you suggesting I may view myself as inadaquate or unworthy... possibly. I have always had a knack of pointing out my own faults to others as they are complimenting me on something. I could possibly have a poor outlook on myself, I am hard on me and almost expect a certain level of perfection (lol, I don't mean that how it sounds), but I am very strict on myself. " So do some more deep consideration Bill and find and balance as you are doing so well with your past issues the present day issues that may contribute to your special pains. " ** My " special pains " , lol, sorry, forgive me, but maybe I could go on Worker's Comp, lol. Just kidding. I like to have a sense of humor through all of this, laughter keeps me sane. Thank you for these words, I do feel as though I have cleared most if not all of my past issues, I've always been very emotional, and always have let it out when anything would happen, so I honestly think I don't have much bottled up from the past. " You are going well even though you are having hurt and as you continue to balance so will you continue to counter many ego based societal invalidation that can occur among friends, acquaintances and family. - Nice going Bill!- chrism " ** It's nice to know what I'm doing is working/progressing. I would be very bummed if all of this pain was for naught. " Ego based societal invalidation " , I do not understand this phrase. Can someone please help me understand this. IS this what I reference above about putting myself down around others? Is that what you mean? I can understand that. ** Also one thing I thought of as I type this, it seems that I am fighting the pain, trying my darndest to make it lessen and go away and I do feel much relief when it does. Maybe I need to give in to the pain and let it run it's course. Could knock me out (or I wish I would be knocked out), but maybe this is what it needs to pass through me and be gone. Do you think this is a good idea? Thank you so much, I look forward to anything that will ease the pain, and all of you always have great advice. Thank you! Love, Bill PS. I hope there is no pain like this the rest of the way up the chakras. , " chrism " <> wrote: > > I am in no way any kind of medical practitioner and so in no way is anything I say to be construed as any kind of government accredited or drug company manipulated or sponsored medical advice. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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