Road trip begins...

[Guest guest]

AS some of you know I have been bouncing around the country the past year or so.

K has some plan for me I just have to figure it out or allow the guidance. A

new leg of the journey begins tomorrow.

Zach from the group here is on his way to Durham. He offered to go along. We

will leave for New Mexico - hope to take about four-five days. It is a straight

shot from here to Albuquerque then a few hours to Los Alamos.

 

For those of you who have not heard of LA NM it is where the atomic bomb was

developed. There is a national lab there where to this day there are many gov

projects for all kinds of warfare items and much more. Along with this dubious

claim to fame the area is very spiritual. There are many Native American tribes

in NM. The love they have always shown for Mother Earth is very dominate in

their cultures as I am sure those Native Americans on the list here can attest

to. Seems a contradiction to have the lab there as well as all the spirit

contact.

 

AND Roswell NM is where an alien ship landed - there are believers and non

believers. I have always thought there were other species and now I know there

are. I will be asking Shakti to help me discern the good from the not so good

when it comes to other worldly peoples.

 

I am going to live in a house with a lady in a very nice area- lots of land and

I believe trails near. I will be seeking my holy place when there. I have set

aside many actions to concentrate on the move and my emotional balancing. I

have a feeling that being in a new area with the energy that is there will offer

me a new perspective. Shakti has been very kind and patient with me and I am

very grateful. We all journey at different speeds- mine has been very slow or

so it seems to me yet there are things happening all the time.

I have been feeling lots of energy especially- when I lay down at night and I

think I am getting into OBE's on a beginner level or some really vivid dreams.

My feet are always tingling and feel really hot.

I have a tingling on the right side of my eye off and on and then the numbness

of the left side of my face/head.

 

There are other happenings but I just accept them and am grateful there is no

pain.I break out in tears at times yet it does not last too long- which is

wonderful and today I was saying the Shakti prayer and then I thought of someone

and just kept thinking love for this person- I cried - and I asked Shakti to

send love to this person.

 

My meditation has not been good - can not seem to let go of thoughts - again - a

change will be welcome to jump kick my reticence. I do not react well to

increased energy because of the emotional unbalancing. I have had to back off

of things or I have outbursts and do still - am working on it slowly. I read

chrism's posts and I am a classic case of amplification of emotions by K. This

is one experience I can share with others -am so good at this.

 

I feel something is coming my way - there was a shift of view recently I think I

mentioned it and the intensity of my vision startles me all the time. Today I

realized that things seem to be jumping out at me - or I am walking into them -

like trees , the sky ,the ground and even inside the house it seems as if things

are brighter and more 3 dimensional if that can be- " more " everything is just

" more. " It is so enjoyable...I love those bright colors.

 

AND the other night I was asking Shakti a ? with closed eyes and I saw for a few

seconds a bright bright red object ( it did not have time to materialize but it

seemed to me to be a heart - a small red heart) she answered me - and it was a

wonderful feeling to know she was right there listening.

 

Knoxville TN is the first stop - if I can get ont he computer I will let you all

know how it goes- is this K related stuff? Yes it is - this is my journey -

road trip vagabond- and interesting enough I have a companion from the group.

 

I feel so fortunate to keep meeting KAS members. My K family keeps growing

cyberlly and in person- how grateful I am.

 

Thank you for reading ...

 

Namaste

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