Dreamt of enlightenment last night!

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> These are emotional blockages Bill and please continue to go deep inside and

review your entire life story to find where the imbalance is residing

 

** Will do, will search everything, will meditate and open up, something has got

to burst.

 

> and particularly pay attention to what the Kundalini itself is giving you in

regards to what the issue is about or pertaining to.

 

** I don't understand what this means.

 

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> Nice to read of your enlightening experience!

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> Keep going my friend dont lose your focus due to the stresses and strains and

pains of your process.

 

** This is very hard to do when the " attacks " happen. I clamp up and try to

stop/resist the pain. I feel as though if I give in and surrender to the pain

it will make life unbearable.

 

> These are only in your direct control to a certain degree. In other ways the

Kundalini is in complete control

 

** I will continue to do my part, I wouldn't mind the K speeding up and quit

hurting me.

 

> and your surrender in the fullest expression of that term will work wonders

for your pain Bill. -

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** " your surrender in the fullest expression of that term " - what? What term,

Kundalini? Are you saying for me to surrender to Kundalini? That I understand

and will work on, I just don't want anymore pain. I am considering going to the

ER Sunday.

Love,

Bill