Dreamt of enlightenment last night! - Bill

[Guest guest]

Well certainly go to the ER if that is what you feel is best or is called for. -

 

 

 

P.S.Surrender is the term I am suggesting that you partake of to its fullest

meaning. Kundalini is giving you directions about what and where and why the

issue you have is expressing.

 

 

 

 

, " astronutski "

<astronutski wrote:

>

> <@> wrote:

> >

> > These are emotional blockages Bill and please continue to go deep inside and

review your entire life story to find where the imbalance is residing

>

> ** Will do, will search everything, will meditate and open up, something has

got to burst.

>

> > and particularly pay attention to what the Kundalini itself is giving you in

regards to what the issue is about or pertaining to.

>

> ** I don't understand what this means.

>

> >

> > Nice to read of your enlightening experience!

> >

> > Keep going my friend dont lose your focus due to the stresses and strains

and pains of your process.

>

> ** This is very hard to do when the " attacks " happen. I clamp up and try to

stop/resist the pain. I feel as though if I give in and surrender to the pain

it will make life unbearable.

>

> > These are only in your direct control to a certain degree. In other ways the

Kundalini is in complete control

>

> ** I will continue to do my part, I wouldn't mind the K speeding up and quit

hurting me.

>

> > and your surrender in the fullest expression of that term will work wonders

for your pain Bill. -

> >

>

> ** " your surrender in the fullest expression of that term " - what? What term,

Kundalini? Are you saying for me to surrender to Kundalini? That I understand

and will work on, I just don't want anymore pain. I am considering going to the

ER Sunday.

> Love,

> Bill

>

[Guest guest]

<> wrote:

>

> Well certainly go to the ER if that is what you feel is best or is called for.

-

 

 

My wife is about to go berserk. She wants me to go, and quite frankly, I want

relief, hopefully something can take the pain away. She is not buying into the

heart chakra/forgive past painful issues stuff. She is a nurse and there's my

disadvantage (in this situation). She sees things in black and white.

 

All I want is relief. I've got to be close, I did have that premonition dream

last night, unfortunately, sometimes the premonitions come 6 months early. But

sometimes just days.

 

Love,

Bill