Guest guest Posted May 11, 2009 Report Share Posted May 11, 2009 I am a 32 year old male living in briz australia. I have been suffering from excessive kundi symptoms since i was 19 years old. back then i went to a party and a rave dj gave me the strongest LSD i have ever had. I took the trip and i felt a huge rumbling in the pit of my stomach, followed by a full=scale kundi awakening which purified and aligned all my chakras, blew out the top of my head and my body released its subconscious contractions and i opened up immediately to a " fully conscious state " . this was a totally awesome experience, however my system closed up again soon after and i was won=ering what the hell happened. this event caused a full disassociative breath and i totally lost the plot for several years, and gave in totally to my addictions. I have been battling addiction to various drugs, food, ever since. I have gathered enough knowledge to work out i did in fact have a bona fide kundi awakening back then, but now i seek to get rid of these chronic symptoms i have in my body. These are difficult to describe but these are my symptoms. They are with me 24-7 and never go away! 1. A energy block in my neck, that seems to go through my head and contract=in the front of my face in a unrelenting muscular spasm. I can describe it as quite a debiiliting " nervous disorder " 2. The energy is so centered in my head that my " consciousness " is not grou=ded in my body, if that makes any sense. 3. I dont really have a clear sense of my identity. My mind feels " blank " alot of the time, and i dont respond properly to people or situations. I ki=d of, " dont know who i am " , and find it difficult or impossible to " listen= to people or concentrate properly. All i feel are these shifting spasms i= my skull, i can tell you its very hard to live with. I have never been ab=e to hold down a job or form proper relationships. A kundi healer said tha= i may need to rebuild key dendrites in my brain. 4. I have also experienced much psychic phenomena I have quit drugs and will only ever have one drink if i need to relax. I h=ve put together a program of daily meditation, chi kung, and yoga. I medit=te with holosync which i find quite helpful. During meditation my neck beg=ns to shake and crunch up full of energy. I suspect the meditation is acti=ating the kundi flow to release some of the kriyas in my body. By far the most difficult thing to deal with is the fact that none of my friends, family, or anyone i meet, knows what i am going through, and call me a hypochondriac or simply have no idea the extreme phenomena i experience. This is very lonely. I feel that much of my talents for self expression ar= locked up in my body within this " nervous disorder " and these blocks. Please, all i ask is some advice or guidance to assist me in releasing thes= blocks, slash symptoms, so i can live a full happy life? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 11, 2009 Report Share Posted May 11, 2009 Wow i so much relate to this testimonial! this was my struggle , i feel is pain... deeply touch! Tommy , " chrism " <> wrote: > > I am a 32 year old male living in briz australia. I have been suffering from excessive kundi symptoms since i was 19 years old. back then i went to a party and a rave dj gave me the strongest LSD i have ever had. > > I took the trip and i felt a huge rumbling in the pit of my stomach, followed by a full=scale kundi awakening which purified and aligned all my chakras, blew out the top of my head and my body released its subconscious contractions and i opened up immediately to a " fully conscious state " . this was a totally awesome experience, however my system closed up again soon after and i was won=ering what the hell happened. this event caused a full disassociative breath and i totally lost the plot for several years, and gave in totally to my addictions. I have been battling addiction to various drugs, food, ever since. > I have gathered enough knowledge to work out i did in fact have a bona fide kundi awakening back then, but now i seek to get rid of these chronic symptoms i have in my body. These are difficult to describe but these are my symptoms. They are with me 24-7 and never go away! > 1. A energy block in my neck, that seems to go through my head and contract=in the front of my face in a unrelenting muscular spasm. I can describe it as quite a debiiliting " nervous disorder " > 2. The energy is so centered in my head that my " consciousness " is not grou=ded in my body, if that makes any sense. > 3. I dont really have a clear sense of my identity. My mind feels " blank " alot of the time, and i dont respond properly to people or situations. I ki=d of, " dont know who i am " , and find it difficult or impossible to " listen= to people or concentrate properly. All i feel are these shifting spasms i= my skull, i can tell you its very hard to live with. I have never been ab=e to hold down a job or form proper relationships. A kundi healer said tha= i may need to rebuild key dendrites in my brain. > 4. I have also experienced much psychic phenomena > > I have quit drugs and will only ever have one drink if i need to relax. I h=ve put together a program of daily meditation, chi kung, and yoga. I medit=te with holosync which i find quite helpful. During meditation my neck beg=ns to shake and crunch up full of energy. I suspect the meditation is acti=ating the kundi flow to release some of the kriyas in my body. > By far the most difficult thing to deal with is the fact that none of my friends, family, or anyone i meet, knows what i am going through, and call me a hypochondriac or simply have no idea the extreme phenomena i experience. This is very lonely. I feel that much of my talents for self expression ar= locked up in my body within this " nervous disorder " and these blocks. > Please, all i ask is some advice or guidance to assist me in releasing thes= blocks, slash symptoms, so i can live a full happy life? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 11, 2009 Report Share Posted May 11, 2009 Hello Ramangroom, May I first of all welcome you to this community. Please read and begin to practice the safeties as much as you can. http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1/the-safeties.html You are among friends here Ramangroom no worries. We are aware that drug induced Kundalini can have some difficult side effects and we will do our best to help you. Some of this help will come through techniques and other aspects will come through areas of interaction that only Kundalini people understand. I do not suggest trying to get help from those who do not or cannot understand. One cannot squeeze Kundalini blood from a turnip. I will suggest that more Kundalini isnt better for your situation. However micro amounts given in a balanced format may be able to redirect some of this within you. Please do your best to work from the base of the spine in order to gain some grounding. Do the Tibetans but start slow with no more than six repetitions of each rite. Do the locks as much and as often as you can. Read the safeties at least three times and use the healing pic here: Kundalini-Healing/photos/album/1571340956/pic/1505138825/view?picmode= & mode=tn & order=ordinal & start=1 & count=20 & dir=asc Good strenuous excercise done out doors and a healthy diet that includes watermelon as well as a b-100 mulitvitamin and vitamin C 1000 complex if that can still be purchased in Australia now that the codex is in charge. Have you done a "walkabout" yet? Have you explored your situation through the "dream time" platform? The aboriginal peoples are still very much in charge of Australia in many ways. The dreamtime is one of those ways. Let me know more about your situation and do not feel it is incurable as there are no boundaries with the Kundalini. No amount of wonder and possibility with the Divine. We merely need to learn and surrender and accept and ask. - blessings and welcome again Ramangroom! - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Guest guest Posted May 12, 2009 Report Share Posted May 12, 2009 Namaste Many blessings to you dear brother in Kundalini. . .sounds like you have gone through quite a rough patch. . . am so glad you have found this site. . .and believe you will receive help here. . .with the help of Chrism and the support of the group. . . i hope the path ahead will be more gentle and loving. . . just a little sharing that might feel right or not. . . . . would encourage you to listen deep to Kundalini Ma for guidance each step of the way. . .call on Her as the Holy Spirit of the Divine. . . claim her as your Mother or claim her as your beloved. . . bring Her into deep intimacy of your heart. . .sounds like with the drug experience She was awakened before the body's was ready for. . .kinda a cart before the horse. . .this too will change, and with time there can be transformation to peace and love. . .. you must be one tenacious soul and even though it has been hard going there will be depth and fruit that blossoms from what you might of experienced as " lost years " of your life. . . one of the things i found helpful in the places where the Kundalini was so strong when i expereinced " k " as overwhelming was to eat root vegetables. . .i found these helped to ground the powerful energy. . ..also of everything i found the connection with Mother Nature to be so very healing. . .when the energetic was charging through the body would spend hours outside walking, praying, listening to gentle music and just setting on the ground. . . often when i was sitting on the ground would imagine my root chakra anchoring deep into Mother Earth and then would feel the solidness of that foundation. . .and sometimes would breathe love through the root chakra while sitting out in Nature. .. these might or might not help for you. . .but know that if you ask Kundalini Ma for guidance and develope a love connection with her, She will bring pure guidance. . . . also i would suggest lots of soaking baths and self nuturance. . .and for awhile a mantra evoking gentleness. . . .try to pull the energetic of gentle into every fiber of your being. . .surrender to gentleness, breathe gentleness, love with gentleness. . . walk with gentleness. . . give gentleness. . .hope you have a pet. . .for they love receiving your embodiment of gentleness. . . dear soul you so deserve to rest in the embrace of gentleness for awhile. . .may it be so and may it be soon. . .you have what it takes and She and the truth of your being will bring you through. . . glad you journey with all of us ordianry sparrow , " chrism " <> wrote: > > I am a 32 year old male living in briz australia. I have been suffering from excessive kundi symptoms since i was 19 years old. back then i went to a party and a rave dj gave me the strongest LSD i have ever had. > > I took the trip and i felt a huge rumbling in the pit of my stomach, followed by a full=scale kundi awakening which purified and aligned all my chakras, blew out the top of my head and my body released its subconscious contractions and i opened up immediately to a " fully conscious state " . this was a totally awesome experience, however my system closed up again soon after and i was won=ering what the hell happened. this event caused a full disassociative breath and i totally lost the plot for several years, and gave in totally to my addictions. I have been battling addiction to various drugs, food, ever since. > I have gathered enough knowledge to work out i did in fact have a bona fide kundi awakening back then, but now i seek to get rid of these chronic symptoms i have in my body. These are difficult to describe but these are my symptoms. They are with me 24-7 and never go away! > 1. A energy block in my neck, that seems to go through my head and contract=in the front of my face in a unrelenting muscular spasm. I can describe it as quite a debiiliting " nervous disorder " > 2. The energy is so centered in my head that my " consciousness " is not grou=ded in my body, if that makes any sense. > 3. I dont really have a clear sense of my identity. My mind feels " blank " alot of the time, and i dont respond properly to people or situations. I ki=d of, " dont know who i am " , and find it difficult or impossible to " listen= to people or concentrate properly. All i feel are these shifting spasms i= my skull, i can tell you its very hard to live with. I have never been ab=e to hold down a job or form proper relationships. A kundi healer said tha= i may need to rebuild key dendrites in my brain. > 4. I have also experienced much psychic phenomena > > I have quit drugs and will only ever have one drink if i need to relax. I h=ve put together a program of daily meditation, chi kung, and yoga. I medit=te with holosync which i find quite helpful. During meditation my neck beg=ns to shake and crunch up full of energy. I suspect the meditation is acti=ating the kundi flow to release some of the kriyas in my body. > By far the most difficult thing to deal with is the fact that none of my friends, family, or anyone i meet, knows what i am going through, and call me a hypochondriac or simply have no idea the extreme phenomena i experience. This is very lonely. I feel that much of my talents for self expression ar= locked up in my body within this " nervous disorder " and these blocks. > Please, all i ask is some advice or guidance to assist me in releasing thes= blocks, slash symptoms, so i can live a full happy life? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 12, 2009 Report Share Posted May 12, 2009 Hi Ramangroom, welcome to the group. it seems like you have had a long and difficult ride, and hopefully you can find some guidance, support and understanding in this respectful community. love Bruce Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 18, 2009 Report Share Posted May 18, 2009 , " chrism " <> wrote: > > > Hello Ramangroom, > May I first of all welcome you to this community. > Please read and begin to practice the safeties as much as you can. > > http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1/the-safeties.html > <http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1/the-safeties.html> > > You are among friends here Ramangroom no worries. We are aware that drug > induced Kundalini can have some difficult side effects and we will do > our best to help you. > > Some of this help will come through techniques and other aspects will > come through areas of interaction that only Kundalini people understand. > I do not suggest trying to get help from those who do not or cannot > understand. One cannot squeeze Kundalini blood from a turnip. > > I will suggest that more Kundalini isnt better for your situation. > However micro amounts given in a balanced format may be able to redirect > some of this within you. Please do your best to work from the base of > the spine in order to gain some grounding. Do the Tibetans but start > slow with no more than six repetitions of each rite. > > Do the locks as much and as often as you can. Read the safeties at least > three times and use the healing pic here: > > > Kundalini-Healing/photos/album/1571340956/\ > pic/1505138825/view?picmode= & mode=tn & order=ordinal & start=1 & count=20 & dir=\ > asc > <Kundalini-Healing/photos/album/1571340956\ > /pic/1505138825/view?picmode= & mode=tn & order=ordinal & start=1 & count=20 & dir\ > =asc> > > Good strenuous excercise done out doors and a healthy diet that includes > watermelon as well as a b-100 mulitvitamin and vitamin C 1000 complex if > that can still be purchased in Australia now that the codex is in > charge. > > Have you done a " walkabout " yet? > > Have you explored your situation through the " dream time " platform? > > The aboriginal peoples are still very much in charge of Australia in > many ways. The dreamtime is one of those ways. Let me know more about > your situation and do not feel it is incurable as there are no > boundaries with the Kundalini. No amount of wonder and possibility with > the Divine. We merely need to learn and surrender and accept and ask. - > blessings and welcome again Ramangroom! - chrism > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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