2 Questions. . .sparrow synthesis. . - Craig.

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Hi Craig,

 

how you doing today? I can relate to you and your journey, and what it means to

painfully feel ways of meaning and connection being severed, ways that have

served the self and bought happiness and fullfullment.

Its tough when inside that space of feeling seperate from the divine, of not

feeling heard, and being trapped in that sense of isolation that no human being

can fill. Just have faith that there is a new way of being waiting. My

experience has been that my relationships to people were also taken away for a

while as Shakti pulled me into relationship with Her, and from that place of

relationship to the Divine being the source of my love and my connection, and i

am more able to once again have meaningful relationships with friends and

family.

 

 

love

Bruce

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> I have asked for help many times, for answers, for help, for transformation,

and the only thing I've come to is: do you (Shakti) really love me? and the

ultimate: who am i? I've received nothing, I've begged and pleaded to Her, and I

don't even think She's listening. I'm actually really wondering if she's even

here to help me. before I received the K, I was having deep spiritual

experiences where I actually felt the truth of the power of now. and this was

less than a year of starting meditation. And I felt joy for no reason. Since She

has activated in me it's been lonely, extremely lonely. For the first time in my

life, before K activated, I actually really enjoyed the company of my family, I

was actually becoming friends with them. then I move away, have my K activate

and loose my best friend in the process, come back home to regroup and it seems

I've already lost any sense of deep relationship with my family. I don't know, I

sometimes wonder if this is even a blessing...

> craig

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