Guest guest Posted May 13, 2009 Report Share Posted May 13, 2009 my head.I've been having flu symptoms since Sat but now i think i feel better but there's still something wrong.My head is very busy with this info being downloaded into my head and it feels like a psychic attack.My throat chackra hurts so much i started crying.Now about my new neighbors which i already don't like because they make a lot of noise even at 1:30 am and today i said hello to them and they said nothing.This makes me so,so angry because i feel like they are evil !I can't wait to move out of here!I'm allergic to my new neighbors!I would move tomorrow if i could !Is there something in the air or have i gone crazy? love,nicole Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 14, 2009 Report Share Posted May 14, 2009 dear Nicolesorry to hear of the disturbance. . .have you tried ear plugs?. . . i sleep with a wonderful brain sync cd and have received great benefit from having the brain in the meditative zones for a few hours each night. . . sweetie just send them love. . .even if they cannot receive it . . .it will come back to you. . . "and this too. . .and this too. . .and this too" is part of your journey. . .the sooner you embrace it the sooner it will dissolve. . .Ma transforms us by way of paradox. . . and one of the crucial lesson the Ma teacher her children is; Who we are is not contingent on other people's behavior." i came across this one a while back and it made me smile. . .hope it brings one for you. . .and just in case sending a hug along with it. . "Paradoxical Commandments" by Dr. Kent Keith 1. People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.Love them anyway. 2. If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.Do good anyway. 3. If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.Succeed anyway. 4. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.Do good anyway. 5. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.Be honest and frank anyway. 6. The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.Think big anyway. 7. People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.Fight for a few underdogs anyway. 8. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.Build anyway. 9. People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.Help people anyway. 10. Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.Give the world the best you have anyway. you are love and loveable Nicoleordinary sparrow , "ntaroiu" <lsirca wrote:>> my head.I've been having flu symptoms since Sat but now i think i feel better but there's still something wrong.My head is very busy with this info being downloaded into my head and it feels like a psychic attack.My throat chackra hurts so much i started crying.Now about my new neighbors which i already don't like because they make a lot of noise even at 1:30 am and today i said hello to them and they said nothing.This makes me so,so angry because i feel like they are evil !I can't wait to move out of here!I'm allergic to my new neighbors!I would move tomorrow if i could !Is there something in the air or have i gone crazy?> > love,nicole> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 14, 2009 Report Share Posted May 14, 2009 Ordinary Sparrow, Where were you a year and a half ago when I needed these commandments...lol. All of them resonates loudly with me, however my response was quite a bit different. If my experiences of past were to occur to me today, I would have faced them in a 180 deg. approach. I've included what my respose was below...for your entertainment. > > 1. People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered. > > > Love them anyway. ***I moved away from them and shut them out of my life*** > > 2. If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives. > > > Do good anyway. ***I stoppped doing good based on those accussations*** > > 3. If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies. > > > Succeed anyway. ***I viewed my competitors as my team mates, but stayed away from those who walked all over me*** > > 4. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. > > > Do good anyway. ***I stopped doing the good unconditional service*** > > 5. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. > > > Be honest and frank anyway. ***People accussed me of being a cumpulsive liar and had to 'fight' for my truth to be heard. I prefer being 'Ernest' rather than Frank...lol. > > 6. The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by > the smallest men and women with the smallest minds. > > > Think big anyway. ***My big ideas were shot down and I stopped thinking big*** > > 7. People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs. > > > Fight for a few underdogs anyway. ***I am the underdog and continue fighting*** > > 8. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. > > Build anyway. ***I stopped building*** > > 9. People really need help but may attack you if you do help them. > > > Help people anyway. ***I stopped helping them*** > 10. Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth. > > Give the world the best you have anyway. ***I stopped giving the world the best*** I sheltered myself away from everyone, except for my family. I became a hermit in my own world and came to the conclusion that I could not change the instution of society. I was angry...sorrowed...and depressed. I had my Spirituality which guided me through to a place where much of those emotions have subsided. I'm not sure if I've just repressed them...time will tell. This may seem like a poor me scenario, but I had to write this to get a handle on how I approached my decisions. With humility comes strength...with realizing our weaknesses can we change....being aware of our negative processes can we turn them around.... Ever since I have joined this group and disiplined myself with the safties have I been able to get back on track. Blessings, 'Ernest' Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 14, 2009 Report Share Posted May 14, 2009 Thank you,ordinarysparrow! I felt better today but kind of disconnected.I forgave them and this morning i felt so much better but they made a lot of noise until 2am and i was tired this morning.There is something wrong with them because once in awhile they come and unlock their front door and then they lock it back.Weird ! I travelled today for almost 2 1/2 hours to see this apartment but it looked horrible and it's being renovated.I doubt that i would like it if it was renovated anyway so there must be something wrong with me.Yes,you heard it from me people,nothing feels right and if it doesn't feel right why should i want it.There would be nothing wrong with that apartment if it were renovated ,yet i don't like it.I liked this apartment, i saw a week ago but that person rented it to a friend of hers.Hmm,that's what she said anyway, but my truth radar is spot on all the time,lol.Ohh,i saw this beautiful turtle dove outside my window on Tuesday and it sat there for a very long time looking at me and my daughter. love,nicole - ordinarysparrow Thursday, May 14, 2009 1:32 PM Re: My Throat Chackra is killing me ,my new not nice neighbors and this thing in dear Nicolesorry to hear of the disturbance. . .have you tried ear plugs?. . . i sleep with a wonderful brain sync cd and have received great benefit from having the brain in the meditative zones for a few hours each night. . . sweetie just send them love. . .even if they cannot receive it . . .it will come back to you. . . "and this too. . .and this too. . .and this too" is part of your journey. . .the sooner you embrace it the sooner it will dissolve. . .Ma transforms us by way of paradox. . . and one of the crucial lesson the Ma teacher her children is; Who we are is not contingent on other people's behavior." i came across this one a while back and it made me smile. . .hope it brings one for you. . .and just in case sending a hug along with it. . "Paradoxical Commandments" by Dr. Kent Keith 1. People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered. Love them anyway. 2. If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives. Do good anyway. 3. If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. 4. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. 5. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. Be honest and frank anyway. 6. The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds. Think big anyway. 7. People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs. Fight for a few underdogs anyway. 8. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. 9. People really need help but may attack you if you do help them. Help people anyway.10. Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.Give the world the best you have anyway. you are love and loveable Nicoleordinary sparrow , "ntaroiu" <lsirca wrote:>> my head.I've been having flu symptoms since Sat but now i think i feel better but there's still something wrong.My head is very busy with this info being downloaded into my head and it feels like a psychic attack.My throat chackra hurts so much i started crying.Now about my new neighbors which i already don't like because they make a lot of noise even at 1:30 am and today i said hello to them and they said nothing.This makes me so,so angry because i feel like they are evil !I can't wait to move out of here!I'm allergic to my new neighbors!I would move tomorrow if i could !Is there something in the air or have i gone crazy?> > love,nicole> Checked by AVG - www.avg.com Version: 8.5.329 / Virus Database: 270.12.29/2114 - Release 05/14/09 06:28:00 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 15, 2009 Report Share Posted May 15, 2009 I had a crazy young woman that lived above that made the most noise that you can conceive of. The day I moved in a called the police, something that I would I would have never considered but the noise was excruciating. I reasoned that if a two year old was doing it I could take it, but this was a full grown woman. You could hear the noise clearly 3 hundred feet away to say nothing of the vibrations causing the floor and walls to shake. Upon using a type of freedom of information, I came up with several complaints against her in the police files. I went to the landlord and the police repeatedly. A new noise ordinance came into effect exempting her because of the complex way the prosicution of it had to play out. Her behavior went on for 3 years because I could not move. Bars would empty out and the after hours crowd would noisily make their way up the stairs to continue the party. She was even swinging on a fire escape that was collapsing on her. Luckily I was out of the country frequently. I kept asking why I was manifesting this . Finally, I had to move to Ukraine to help my wife. 2 days before I moved she moved out furthering my manifest ion question. I guess, in hindsight, I should have moved earlier no matter what. There was no fight, only to move on. Also the spiritual lesson may have to move sooner. Hope that this story helps.--- On Thu, 5/14/09, niki <lsirca wrote: niki <lsircaRe: Re: My Throat Chackra is killing me ,my new not nice neighbors and this thing in Date: Thursday, May 14, 2009, 11:00 PM Thank you,ordinarysparrow ! I felt better today but kind of disconnected. I forgave them and this morning i felt so much better but they made a lot of noise until 2am and i was tired this morning. .. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 15, 2009 Report Share Posted May 15, 2009 Namaste dear Earnest. . . i heard on NPR one day, in a life time the human body sheds approximately 34 lbs of skin. . .i have wondered how many lbs. of sloughed off dead layers we shed in the spiritual realm with Kundalini Ma?. . .in the past year and a half you have shed so very much dear soul. . .for the reactions you expressed as you went through the letting go of the old. . .seems to be a person of long ago. . .your transformation is inspiring and beautiful. . . perhaps it is in the third chakra where we are given those teachings, blessing and allowance that, 'who we are is not contingent on what is occurring externally'? there are lots of similarity of feel in the words earnest and integrity?. . . . hope you have a beautiful weekend with all in your world. . . ordinary sparrow , " boltonben111 " <erniebeneventi wrote: > > Ordinary Sparrow, > Where were you a year and a half ago when I needed these commandments...lol. > All of them resonates loudly with me, however my response was quite a bit different. If my experiences of past were to occur to me today, I would have faced them in a 180 deg. approach. > I've included what my respose was below...for your entertainment. > > > > 1. People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered. > > > > > > Love them anyway. > ***I moved away from them and shut them out of my life*** > > > > 2. If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives. > > > > > > Do good anyway. > ***I stoppped doing good based on those accussations*** > > > > 3. If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies. > > > > > > Succeed anyway. > ***I viewed my competitors as my team mates, but stayed away from those who walked all over me*** > > > > 4. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. > > > > > > Do good anyway. > ***I stopped doing the good unconditional service*** > > > > 5. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. > > > > > > Be honest and frank anyway. > ***People accussed me of being a cumpulsive liar and had to 'fight' for my truth to be heard. I prefer being 'Ernest' rather than Frank...lol. > > > > 6. The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by > > the smallest men and women with the smallest minds. > > > > > > Think big anyway. > ***My big ideas were shot down and I stopped thinking big*** > > > > 7. People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs. > > > > > > Fight for a few underdogs anyway. > ***I am the underdog and continue fighting*** > > > > 8. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. > > > > Build anyway. > ***I stopped building*** > > > > 9. People really need help but may attack you if you do help them. > > > > > > Help people anyway. > ***I stopped helping them*** > > 10. Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth. > > > > Give the world the best you have anyway. > ***I stopped giving the world the best*** > > I sheltered myself away from everyone, except for my family. I became a hermit in my own world and came to the conclusion that I could not change the instution of society. I was angry...sorrowed...and depressed. I had my Spirituality which guided me through to a place where much of those emotions have subsided. I'm not sure if I've just repressed them...time will tell. > > This may seem like a poor me scenario, but I had to write this to get a handle on how I approached my decisions. With humility comes strength...with realizing our weaknesses can we change....being aware of our negative processes can we turn them around.... > > Ever since I have joined this group and disiplined myself with the safties have I been able to get back on track. > > Blessings, > 'Ernest' > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 16, 2009 Report Share Posted May 16, 2009 A lesson in Tolerance. Receive the lesson then if you can, move through it to another place where different lessons are offered. - blessings Jake! - chrism , Andrew Carney <jakecarney36 wrote: > > I had a crazy young woman that lived above that made the most noise that you can conceive of. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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