re: K activity

[Guest guest]

I have been waking up in the middle of the night with much inner activity, a lot

of fluttering in my lower sternum area all the way around to my back. Also,

feeling a lot of s@xual energy. gave me some suggestions a while back

for my work with clients, to protect my emotional body by not connecting my

story with theirs and not to see my images when working with others. This has

helped me sooo much. It is one of those things in which I have learned that my

previous notion of doing good, compassionate work was emotionally draining for

me and not necessarily helpful to them. I've been able to be much more present

with each client & much more separate. I work part time at a hospital and was

with a very sick man yesterday who was in much despair. I saw the beauty of the

situation, knowing that spirit was present here and how love surrounded him.

 

My forgiveness work has begun to work on my heart chakra. I feel more deeply

towards others and am letting go sooner. I got upset with a friend who offered

use of her truck to move some things and then kept delaying it. I had a flair

up of anger & then almost immediately went to forgiveness of her and me & we

moved through it quickly. Also, I have done a lot of forgiveness work with my

family members and my dad is coming for a visit next week. He has never visited

here for the 17+ years I've lived here. As a young girl, my dad and I were very

close and then lots of things happened to create distance. I feel like that

closeness is coming back.

 

I appreciate all of you and your sharing. I feel a deep connection to this

list, to Chrism.

Love and many blessings,

Jan