Found an apartment then the deal fell through! - Nicole

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Hi Nicole,

 

I was thinking about you some more today, and it must be extremely frustrating

to be in your position. I really get that, as I have had extreme frustration in

the past and not being able to be tolerant or able to hold it and I have reacted

strongly. Sometimes the threshold of what one can take is reached, and the self

reacts, and each person has their threshold. What I write here you may already

know, so my intention is to be illuminitive from my experience, not intsructive

or condescending.

 

And yes, all we can do is to set the intention to be present to the inner

difficulty that arises, and set the intention to surrender, and the reality is

that we are human beings and sometimes dont get it right. I have not been able

to stay present to my reactions many times... lol..

 

It seems like you are having a tough test and you are being pushed to your

limits. From my masculine perspective, those limits are the gold mines, as if

you can (and I know how flippin hard it is) stay present, even though every cell

in your body wants to react, then that's where the old self is broken,

tranformed and is taken to an increased level of being able to handle more and

more.

 

So, my loving challenge is for you to hold open the intention of transforming

reactions through awareness and surrender, just as its my challenge when i get

pushed a little too far.. lol.

 

love

Bruce

 

, " ntaroiu " <lsirca

wrote:

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> Right Bruce,no reaction,no problems but can one have enough faith that no

matter how many problems arise they'll be calm enough to surrender ? Btw i

didn't move yet,i'm still looking for another place,aargghhh !Are there any

trustworthy people left in this world? You know the ones who keep their word and

do as they say ?

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> Love,nicole

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> , " bruce_oom " <bruce_oom@>

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> > Hi Nicole,

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> > well, you have had a tough time, moving, getting sick, throat chakras, and

so on.

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> > Just a hypothetical question.. 'if one didnt have negative reactions (or

resistance), no matter how convincing the situation, would there be any

problems?'

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> > love

> > Bruce

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> > , " ntaroiu " <lsirca@>

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> > > What is going on? Yesterday,i found an apartment and i liked it and

today the landlord changed his mind because we have a cat and his child is on a

nebulizer.I told him that i had a cat yesterday but he said nothing and the

strangest thing was that the bad news came after i was thinking that the place i

found was not the one i saw in my dream.Back to square one! We are being

tortured by our new next door neighbors.I could not fall asleep last night until

3am because they were laughing out loud ,screaming and talking.I screamed at

them and i told them to shut up or i was going to call the police and they shut

up but they continued in the front of their apartment and then one of the other

neighbors came out and screamed at them.OMG, how much longer ?

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> > > love,nicole

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