Re. Autism and update on my process

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Hi All & Beyond,

My quick opinion on the autistic is that they are very gifted, beyond the norm,

however it has not yet integrated in a way that works so well with the consensus

and how society is set up... In so being, it offers extreme challenge to their

surroundings, ergo unfathomable gifts of growth and that challenge falls into

the hands of those that are on point with taking that on whether they know it or

not. The ways of the universe are divine, even when we forget that, even when

they feel like a burden. A highly recommendable book to read to help through

that is " Expecting Adam " by Martha Beck and a couple spectacular movies that

came out in the near past are " The Black Balloon " and " Adam " (independent films

I think).

 

The update on me as I have not posted for some time:

I am remembering a few dreams, not much vividness but blatant meaning and

substance. I know that I am doing tons of processing in my dreams throughout

the night as I believe we are constantly dreaming and what one calls venting

through them. I have been even more tired than usual lately with a knowing that

it is per some major processing I am doing to keep up with the expedited journey

I have embarked upon.

& through this, I am in a higher state of calm and acknowledgement of the

divine forces from to and through all things. In large part I've noticed this

link as pertaining to my human body. In the recent seminar it was said that we

are so blessed to have a body to express ourselves through. So many would be so

graced to be in a body. This finally struck a cord in me to actually be able to

embrace my body rather than hear that intellectually and underneath it continue

to see it as a loathable flaw. This is perhaps where a big chunk of my above

mentioned processing is at as the angst between me and my body was gigantic.

I have also noticed as a result, my ability to love and care for another has

grown. I indeed look for the one I can help beside me or on the side of the

road... I have given more money to those asking than ever before. My intuition

has increased. I am now more than ever seeing all circumstances as an

expression of the divine and that that is what is to divinely happen at any

given time...

 

P.S. My Beloved Tony has experienced some things recently so I look forward to

his post about them very soon.

 

Love from to and through Love,

Heidi