Dark Thoughts and Feelings -Angelikdementia

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hi.. love your answer..

 

 

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Bruce

 

, " angelikdementia "

<angelikdementia wrote:

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> Oh yes, I have an answer for you. Ever since I awakened Kundalini, she has

been very direct about me facing my fears. What helps for me is to put them into

a microscope. Trust me, when you deal with them, they no longer have any power

over you. Same with depression. Learn where they stem from.

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> Actually I JUST became liberated from my fear of entities. Like not even 10

minutes ago. I just had to face them. It started with me forcing myself to

looking into every shadowed corner. I said, that's it... no more feelings of

fear when I see shadows and wonder what resides. When I was done with that, I

meditated. Right when I was meditating, shadow entities appeared. I then

proclaimed, " I am a vessel of god. I am a vessel of Divinity. You have no more

power over me. "

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> I actually felt Kundalini flow through me like a physical snake after that. I

actually felt Kriyas. Energy constricted me and I was no longer afraid. I fell

asleep. I woke up often whilst feeling the actual snake go thouugh me. I played

with it, enjoyed it, then fell back asleep. No they weren't kidding about how

she physically feels.

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> At one point I then awoke in the night with my third eye opened in a sleep

paralysis state. I saw two massive black entities. I said, " Into the light now! "

They stood there and I repeated it and repeated it. Getting angrier and angrier.

One started flying towards me and I called up the power of the angels.

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> Then I awoke in real life, and those big black entities I saw? They were a T

shirt and a night stand LOL! They were me. My own fear. It was all in my head!

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> I think I finally am beating that fear!

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> Just trust that she has your best intentions in mind. Trust her tough love.

She will liberate you, and it isn't always fun. But damn it if it isn't

completely worth it in the end!

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> , " g10va441 " <g10va441@>

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> > Hi, I'm normally up and very positive, but often, the day after I practice

my Kundalini Yoga ( I have cds and practice alone in my home by watching the cds

and doing the postures, breathing and mediations) I experience dark thoughts and

feelings. I begin to feel worried, fearful and sometimes even depressed. I have

had these feelings before when I would go on meditation retreats whenever I

would return, but now this stirring up of negativity happens when I do kundalini

yoga. Does anyone have any input for me. Oh, walking helps immensely.

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